Anything bothering you right now?

[SmileyFace]

Not happy with myself for slacking off lately with the diet and exercise. I could just SEE and FEEL that I gained weight. I kept having the excuse this week that I'll "start over again" after this week once I have my new daily schedule in place, now that I have an internship. But what the heck.. why not start now?

I just always feel lost when I go to the gym though. I'm all over the place. I'd have leg day, arm day, etc.... but I seem whatever with my workouts. I don't focus on the task at hand, and kind of half-ass every workout I do. Definitely going to make today arm day though... going to work on my stomach too... but I want to work on my butt too... I don't know anymore *sigh* I need a better schedule of things ugh. Time to really make new workout plans starting today. This is getting so ridiculous.

A lot of this has resulted from PMS and all, but I don't want to give in to my cravings each and every fuckin month. Because then... this happens.

[Keddy]

Not happy with myself for slacking off lately with the diet and exercise. I could just SEE and FEEL that I gained weight. I kept having the excuse this week that I'll "start over again" after this week once I have my new daily schedule in place, now that I have an internship. But what the heck.. why not start now?

I just always feel lost when I go to the gym though. I'm all over the place. I'd have leg day, arm day, etc.... but I seem whatever with my workouts. I don't focus on the task at hand, and kind of half-ass every workout I do. Definitely going to make today arm day though... going to work on my stomach too... but I want to work on my butt too... I don't know anymore *sigh* I need a better schedule of things ugh. Time to really make new workout plans starting today. This is getting so ridiculous.

A lot of this has resulted from PMS and all, but I don't want to give in to my cravings each and every fuckin month. Because then... this happens.

I know exactly how you feel, Smiley
Especially with the part that I bolded.
Of course I don't have PMS, LOL, but I go through exactly the same things with cravings and such. And it's a huge uphill battle for me to get myself to the gym. I half-ass all my workouts too.
Just wanted to let you know you're not alone in feeling this way

[Keddy]

My dance team has our first performance on Sunday. I'm already starting to panic. I was trying not to think about it, under the false impression that the feeling would go away if I ignored it... >.<
*Cue panic attack*
I haven't been on stage in a long, long time. It's safe to say that I'm more than a little intimidated.

[IllusionOfHappiness]

Leg pain/weakness from my walk earlier. Please please please be gone tomorrow. I'm terrified of the possible sudden onset of my leg issue again. The last thing I need is my progress from working out being fucked with.

[Chantellabella]

Some people are such jackasses. Judgmental..............annoying.................i n your face with their stupid ideas. Eradicating said people would make this world a better place.

In other words, we just don't need them. I know I don't.

[Keddy]

Grrr... Had a fight with my boyfriend. His fault. I'm sleeping on my friends' couch tonight. We didn't break up, he's just on probation for now. I rarely get angry but I'm pretty terrifying when I do get pissed off, so I think he's heeded my warning. I'm also a bit bigger than him so there's an intimidation factor right there
Tomorrow though, he and I are going to a cookout at Dominic's house... I already told him we would go so there's no backing out now.
Angry Keddy + Shamed Boyfriend + Slutty Dominic = ????
This is gonna be a hell of a show.

[SmileyFace]

Super anxious and paranoid today.

[IllusionOfHappiness]

My stomach pain is taking my breath away. I feel weak and dizzy and I just want to go back to bed.

[SmileyFace]

It worries me that everything I do in my life now seems like a chore, even things I chose to do because it looked interesting and fun. I can't seem to commit myself to any activity in life. Everything feels like a chore. I don't know if this is due to mild depression. I don't know why I'm like this. I feel a big part is due to how strict my parents are with how often and how long I go out for, but even then... I don't know. I'm often too tired to do this, or too lazy to do that.

And then... I [BEEP] and moan over how my life is boring.

[Koalafan]

My dad just passed out due to being lightheaded from his medication. Very very scary . He seems fine and says he is but I really hope he starts to get better

[Otherside]

No, I do not want to go for "a walk in the sunshine to get some fresh air" at Stowe. I really don't. For one, the sunshine will give me a headache, a fact which I have told you over and over again but you love to ignore every single time. For another, I really don't like Stowe. And for gods sake, I have exams coming up AND I NEED TO FUCKING REVISE NOT GO FOR A WALK IN THE SUNSHINE!

That, and I feel like I'm going to wallop someone if I have to listen to anyone elses inane conversations. Why is everything so slow today, it's pissing me off. No end to it. URGH!!!

[Heelsbythebridge]

Brutal allergies- they keep getting worse every year. And just gross weather- WTF Montreal.

[SmileyFace]

Brutal allergies- they keep getting worse every year. And just gross weather- WTF Montreal.

Me too. My allergies have gone nuts this week. I think it was worse last night... as I had trouble breathing. Yay hay fever.

[Heelsbythebridge]

Me too. My allergies have gone nuts this week. I think it was worse last night... as I had trouble breathing. Yay hay fever.

I thought it was just me... They felt so well controlled this year until yesterday when it all went haywire. It's putting me in such a bad mood.

Does any kind of treatment help you? I've tried every single thing on the market (pharmacist/GP said there was nothing else they could do for me), and I had to go to a specialist who prescribed me immunotherapy. I couldn't finish my first course of treatment and now I'm paying for it, literally and figuratively -.-

[SmileyFace]

I thought it was just me... They felt so well controlled this year until yesterday when it all went haywire. It's putting me in such a bad mood.

Does any kind of treatment help you? I've tried every single thing on the market (pharmacist/GP said there was nothing else they could do for me), and I had to go to a specialist who prescribed me immunotherapy. I couldn't finish my first course of treatment and now I'm paying for it, literally and figuratively -.-

I take Claritin D. It lasts all day for me at least, unlike Benadryl (which doesn't work at all and makes me drowsy as hell). That's about it really...

I've gone to the doctor about this before and she told me to just not be outdoors.

Well, ok... I have no choice but to be outdoors. I don't want to stay indoors all day just because I have these stupid allergies. lol