I can't believe I forgot a school visit today. I felt so bad. I've never done that in the 11 years in my profession. I rescheduled and I apologized profusely.
Then I really had to work on not berating myself and giving myself slack. I can be my hardest critic.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
The Awkward Conversationalist
I had dyed my hair recently... Kind of a bluish-black color. I remember posting about it... Well now it looks like crap. It's turning gray. And my eyebrows are brown again. So much for trying something new. As if people didn't already think I was older than I am. Now I have gray hair.
I will not be posting pics until this issue is resolved :/
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Well, hey! You should get a lot of respect now. People tend to respect me due to my senior citizen status.Keddy
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Makes me so anxious/worried when I don't hear from my BF for a day. I'm so used to talking to him everyday. Hadn't heard from him since Sunday night. I feel bad because he IM'd me on Skype that night but I had to get going to bed since I was super sleepy and had to wake up early the next day for work. I'm sure he understood though... he often encourages me to go to sleep when I'm clearly too tired to chat properly lol. But eh...
I guess he just needed to disconnect for a while since school is finally done for him and he needs to relax. Or maybe his sister is still visiting from outta state so they're trying to make the best of her last days in CA before she flies back east. I sent him an email yesterday about graduation photo proofs everyone should have received by now, but he didn't respond to the email. He actually doesn't really check his email when school's not in session, so who knows if he had seen it.
Whatever is going on, I hope all is at least well.
Last time we didn't talk for more than a day, it was because his dad had a stroke. I hope he didn't have a stroke again
This is getting so freakin' ridiculous. I'm trying to calm down here and not get all crazy. I don't even know if I have the right to even worry, or if things are truly ok and I just need to make space.
Feelings of [BEEP] and inferiority.
The Awkward Conversationalist
We went out to dinner and my boyfriend has an upset stomach... I may sleep on the couch tonight.
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
I have an essay due at 10 and an exam at 2. I have so much to do but I'm just too tired to concentrate. I tried to get this stuff done after I got home from work but I just kept nodding off. I did the math yesterday and I spend 51 hours a week either at work, in class, or commuting. Then I have to find time to study and write essays. I get at most 4 hours of sleep a night. I don't even know how to do this, you guys.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
She will call in ten minutes - I am so anxious...crap crap crap crap
life---><---me
Worried [BEEP] this morning about the bf. I'm sensing something happened in the family. Last time things were quiet like this, I sensed the same thing... and it was indeed true.
In case there's nothing wrong though, I'm not gonna text him until Saturday or something if I still don't hear from him. I think that's reasonable since I last heard from him on Sunday night.
Socially inept Koala
At&t I would very much like it if you stopped throttling my speeds and actually give me the speeds that WE pay for. That would be very nice.
My head aches. Allergies and lack of caffeine.
Had issues with AT&T for the longest. Their customer service just made things worse overall. Then we switched to Time Warner's internet. Things are a bit slow with them from time to time, but it's still so much better than what AT&T had to offer.
The Awkward Conversationalist
It's raining and pitch-dark outside. This kind of weather makes me feel very sad and unmotivated
Oh well, now bf and I can do thisfor the rest of the day. But still, it's a waste.
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
My forehead and behind my eyes.
Another new house mate just moved in - i thought he was due next week.....I needs to go give the bathroom a quick cleaning lol
life--->
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