At first, I was thinking "Wow, they're pretty nice and understanding now that I've moved out."toaster little
But I spoke too soon. I guess it was all a ploy to get on my good side so I can give them $$$ and a house. Now they're back to going on and on about how I must give them hundreds or thousands of dollars + a nice home because they brought me into this world and raised me.
Isn't that what parenting is?! I DON'T GET IT.
Now I'm back to wanting to cut all contact.
They sound toxic. :# Maybe cutting off contact (even if just for a few months) would teach them that you are a separate person from them.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
Hospital bills. I just paid one, now I got another for a ridiculous amount. Why does my insurance card say $100 copay, the insurance explanation say $150 copay, and what my insurance says I owe for each category is different from the bills I'm getting? The numbers on the "explanation" don't add up anywhere!!! When I go for an office visit the copay is $20 and I pay $20. Why is the ER so different??
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
Separation anxiety with boyfriend. I hate it. I love that we've been getting closer and closer each day, it's a beautiful thing. But lordy, I wanna be with him all the time just as much lol
I find the worst is at night sleeping on my own, I love being wrapped in my boyfriends arms
life---><---me
Yep. Something so amazing and beautiful waking up next to your significant other. We never got to do that all these years until we each got our own place recently. Everything feels so calm just laying there in the early morning with him.
And then when I'm about to go home, we sit and [BEEP] about how the next day we have to go to work lolll
I miss my feelings.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Oh wait. There's one......................I feel like killing people who push my buttons. Like now.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
I have my driving test in a few hours...trying to breath through the anxiety
life--->
hating my body.. feeling ugly... why is it so hard to lose weight?
Pickin' and Grinnin'!
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Self harm thoughts. Welcome back old friend.
I know how tough those can be.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
My supervisor saw me in the office hallway and reminded me to smile. Do I really have to have a big fake smile all day every day, just for the sake of my coworkers? Is that really part of my job? When rando guys tell me to smile on the street, I tell them I'll smile when they die in a fire. I do not like being told to smile when I don't fucking feel like it!!
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
I feel like giving up on house hunting....it is far too hard!!!
life--->
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