Anything bothering you right now?

[L]

Being permanently banned from a forum just a few hours ago. I was a long term member there and it really stinks to face this stinging rejection. I guess all I can really do is just suck it up and move on to another community, like here I guess. : (

Time is supposed to heal all wounds, right? The wound is very fresh so we'll have to see later on how I am faring. But right now, I feel pretty down. I didn't mean to get banned. Maybe I'm just really angry and bitter with my unchecked mental health issues and I lash out and inadvertently cause trouble. Sigh.

Sorry to hear that happened - you are very welcome to this community though

[BillDauterive]

Sorry to hear that happened - you are very welcome to this community though

Thanks for the warm welcome maam, I really appreciate it and I feel a little bit better already. <3

[enfield]

Being permanently banned from a forum just a few hours ago. I was a long term member there and it really stinks to face this stinging rejection. I guess all I can really do is just suck it up and move on to another community, like here I guess. : (

Time is supposed to heal all wounds, right? The wound is very fresh so we'll have to see later on how I am faring. But right now, I feel pretty down. I didn't mean to get banned. Maybe I'm just really angry and bitter with my unchecked mental health issues and I lash out and inadvertently cause trouble. Sigh.

[BillDauterive]

Thanks for the support bud.

Pretty much, I'm here on this lovely new community because of my banishment from that one (I guess just like you eh?).

Well, just gotta brush it off and move on I guess. Its all I really CAN do.

[Otherside]

Being permanently banned from a forum just a few hours ago. I was a long term member there and it really stinks to face this stinging rejection. I guess all I can really do is just suck it up and move on to another community, like here I guess. : (

Time is supposed to heal all wounds, right? The wound is very fresh so we'll have to see later on how I am faring. But right now, I feel pretty down. I didn't mean to get banned. Maybe I'm just really angry and bitter with my unchecked mental health issues and I lash out and inadvertently cause trouble. Sigh.

Know that feel. And Welcome to AnxS

[Otherside]

So I was going through my old posts on SAS and came across ones from when I pretty ill. It's kinda scary reading through them. How the hell did I get so bad?

[BillDauterive]

So I was going through my old posts on SAS and came across ones from when I pretty ill. It's kinda scary reading through them. How the hell did I get so bad?

On the upside, you can see how far you've gone and how much better of a place you are in now. : )

[SmileyFace]

Feeling PMS-y this afternoon.

[L]

So I was going through my old posts on SAS and came across ones from when I pretty ill. It's kinda scary reading through them. How the hell did I get so bad?

I know what you mean, my blog on there is a dark place x

[Chantellabella]

I have a bunch of things that I'm struggling with and I'm not willing to share any of it with anyone.

I don't know. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe it's independence?

More likely trust issues.

Sigh.

[Member11]

I have a bunch of things that I'm struggling with and I'm not willing to share any of it with anyone.

I don't know. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe it's independence?

More likely trust issues.

Sigh.

I hope you are doing okay

[L]

I'm tired but I don't want to go to sleep. My room is a mess but I'm to lazy to tidy it.

[L]

I have a bunch of things that I'm struggling with and I'm not willing to share any of it with anyone.

I don't know. Maybe that's a good thing. Maybe it's independence?

More likely trust issues.

Sigh.

If and when you do want to talk you know there is always someone here xx

[Chantellabella]

If and when you do want to talk you know there is always someone here xx

I hope you are doing okay

Thanks guys. I'm ok. You know me. I just keep saying, "You can do it, you can do it" and keep going. As long as I keep going, I'll be fine.

You know though, it's hard sometimes because the things I struggle with are internal. The external stuff is actually much easier.

[kc1895]

I want to work out, but in the comfort of my home. There's no way in my current physical and mental state that I could go to a gym alone. I just get so bored of body weight exercises and it's hard to stay motivated, but home gym equipment is just retarded expensive. Feel like I'm doomed to be fat forever.

At-home workout plans have been pretty popular recently. I tried the DailyBurn app on my phone with a monthly subscription, and it was addicting! You can choose a workout coach and depending on your goals, they schedule your workouts with different options. If you follow their routine everyday, it will kick you in the butt and you'll see results! There's also a program called Inferno, which is the same thing. So theres lots of options.