Can't sleep. My brain won't shut up. It thinks now is the perfect time to think about depressing things I'd rather forget.
I don't want to remember what happened when I was ill. I don't want to remember my trip to hospital. I don't want to think about it, I want to forget it and pretend it never happened. I certainly don't want to think about it all goddamned night!
[BEEP] it I'm going to sleep on the sofa. Change of scenery might help.