His family has placed full blame on me for what happened and I have been receiving disgusting messages. I have since deactivated my Facebook account and will be changing my phone number and email address.
Anyone who thinks I intentionally drove him to that point is a despicable excuse for a human and will be cut out of my life forever. I loved that man more than it's humanly possible to love anyone. Anyone who says otherwise can meet me in the pit with Satan.
They are really showing their true colours there. What he chose to do was done to hurt you and the fact that they ignored that bit and instead blamed you for what happened is unbelievable and you are right, only despicable human beings would think that.HoldTheSea
Agreed 100%. They have been cut from my life and good fucking riddance.
Nothing hurts more than knowing that there are people who would be very happy if I were to die.
The thought of what might happen to my dogs if I weren't around anymore is what's keeping me going. I could never let anything happen to my dogs.
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I know it's just a stupid e-hug but, here it is...((HUGS))
I can't imagine what you're going through, but wishing you all the best regardless.
Not just a stupid e-hug... Hugs matter. You matter. Thank you. ((HUGS))
They are jerks, don't give what they say a second thoughtIt doesn't matter what they think, nothing can change the simple fact that the world would be a much more horrible place without your kindness and love. And if you even think about going anywhere I will keep giving you these
until that thought goes away.
Thank you, JerryThey are jerks, don't give what they say a second thought
I really appreciate your kind words. Don't worry, I am not going anywhere. I'm too strong-willed to give in to what other people want. At the end of the day, I know I am a good person and if I have hurt anyone in the past it was not intentional. I know firsthand what a devastating impact suicide has on people and I would never want to do that to anyone.
I'm incredibly lonely. My family does not live nearby and I don't have any close friends. I'm alone in my house.
I was just thinking about my partner and how much I miss him and now I can't stop crying. I hate sleeping alone. I hate living alone.
Part of me wants to be angry at him for what he did but at the same time I understand the hell he was going through and why he didn't want to do it anymore. I feel the same way sometimes.
Maybe if he had a different job, it wouldn't have happened. Maybe if we didn't fight, it wouldn't have happened. But who's to say.
All I know is that I miss him terribly and I'm trying desperately to pick up the pieces, but I'm finding myself feeling very lost.
Having a very, very, very bad pain day
People who get pissed off at ne because I don't immediately text them back because im driving, and then behave self righteous about it.
Like no, you really don't have a leg to stand on here. In case the recent news flew straight over your head, it is illegal to do so and the penalty for being caught has been increased. Not to mention it's dangerous to text and drive and there's been a bunch of people killed because someobe decided to do that.
So no. Not texting you when I'm driving. Get over yourself, you can wait.
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I'm very sorry to hear thatHaving a very, very, very bad pain day
I'm here if you would like someone to talk to, to take your mind off of it
I feel your pain... I hate when people text me when I'm in the middle of something and then get angry when I don't respond!
You could just put your phone on "do not disturb" while you're driving, that always works for me.
So, why don't you text me back already????? jk
Thank youI'm very sorry to hear that
I'm here if you would like someone to talk to, to take your mind off of it
So gotta make a ticketing system that sells for a performing arts centre. A group of us are doing this. Two people in the group have not been pulling there weight. I'm having to do.some.of.the tasks they said they would. They are expecting credit.for this.
Now they're pissed that I've/others a) have done the tasks they've done b) that we haven't given them tasks to do to complete this project because there's no guarantee that they'll do it.
Just recieved a.lovely message on Facebook from one of them (we all did). I have no idea what right they believe they have in being angry given that they've been.walking out of meetings, not turning up and not dping the work!
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