Anything bothering you right now?

[lethargic nomad]

Laptop is on its last legs. The power cord only works intermittently, and it seems that the plug is damaged inside the laptop. I have to ram it in to get it to charge, and that's probably only further damaging it. I've had this laptop since September 2013, I was hoping it'd last longer. On the other hand it doesn't really suit my needs anymore, mainly because I need a much better screen now.

What brand/model is it?

[Member11]

I don't know what's happening to me, I feel so sick to the point I want to vomit, I keep passing out and my pain is so bad atm

[Member11]

I'm just stuck in a downward spiral right now. I'm having thoughts about hurting myself again.

I don't even know why I bother opening up to people about what I'm dealing with because it just pushes everyone away. No one wants to deal with someone like me. People get scared off.
No one wants to sleep next to someone who wakes up having flashbacks. No one wants to be seen in public with someone with a service dog. No one wants to hear about all the bad things that have happened to someone and why that person can't get over them. No one wants to hear someone rehash the past a million times a day.

I hate myself for having PTSD. I hate what it does to me. Most people stay away because they can tell something isn't right. But some people initially give me a chance and then once they get to know me they leave.
Sometimes I really don't think there's a point. Like what is the purpose of even having someone like me around? I just make people uncomfortable.
I don't necessarily feel suicidal but sometimes I wish I could just cease to exist.

Don't think that of yourself! You are a sweet and loving person, don't let anyone tell you otherwise!

[Antidote]

What brand/model is it?

It's an HP Envy touchsmart sleekbook 4. It's been heavily used and has overheated multiple times in Summer. Laptops never have an easy life with me.

[HoldTheSea]

Don't think that of yourself! You are a sweet and loving person, don't let anyone tell you otherwise!

I was just having a shitty night. Sometimes I have weird thoughts and they really get to me.

[HoldTheSea]

I don't know what's happening to me, I feel so sick to the point I want to vomit, I keep passing out and my pain is so bad atm

[Member11]

It's an HP Envy touchsmart sleekbook 4. It's been heavily used and has overheated multiple times in Summer. Laptops never have an easy life with me.

My Macbook Pro from 2011 went through the same heavy use, it died last week, it kept shutting off during boot. It was sad to see it go

[HoldTheSea]

Just found out another few pieces of horrible information and I'm raging now. This is making me so furious. God forbid someone like him ever comes into my life again.

[Total Eclipse]

My head pounds. But, I feel I always complain about that.

[Member11]

Tomorrow, I have to go in to hospital for at least 5 hours for pre-surgery stuff, bleh

[HoldTheSea]

Tomorrow, I have to go in to hospital for at least 5 hours for pre-surgery stuff, bleh

Oh no! Don't worry, I'm here for you

[HoldTheSea]

I fucked up again.

[Member11]

Oh no! Don't worry, I'm here for you

Oh no, that sounds serious.

Thank you It isn't anything bad, my doctors just want to search for what is causing my pain.

[Total Eclipse]

I fucked up again.

What's wrong?

[HoldTheSea]

What's wrong?

I'm just being hard on myself again. I think I'll be okay.