Anything bothering you right now?

[HoldTheSea]

My self esteem the past couple of days have sunk so badly and I feel so worthless. I could not do the list of things I needed to do this week. I wasn't good enough..... and I can barely get myself to get out of bed from the anxiousness of possibly failing. I know I need to change, and that things will be alright in the end. But right now, in this moment, I'm in a pit that keeps swirling, and feels impossible to get out. The darkness just grows.

I'm here if you need someone to talk to, you can send me a PM anytime I've been in the same situation.

[HoldTheSea]

I have completely failed at being an adult today
I have a huge pile of bills on my desk, and I didn't want to cook so I made lunch in the microwave and it came out disgusting, so I haven't even really eaten. I didn't even want to cook dinner so I ordered pizza again :/

[Total Eclipse]

I have completely failed at being an adult today
I have a huge pile of bills on my desk, and I didn't want to cook so I made lunch in the microwave and it came out disgusting, so I haven't even really eaten. I didn't even want to cook dinner so I ordered pizza again :/

Awe, What kind of pizza did you have?

[Member11]

Painful

[Member11]

Did the doctors get any closer to finding the cause?

Not yet, I had surgery today to try to find a cause, but still nothing yet

[Koalafan]

Oh boy did I bomb that interview

[HoldTheSea]

Awe, What kind of pizza did you have?

Bacon. I always get bacon pizza There's an awesome pizza place in town that fortunately delivers to my area.

Painful

Awww Thinking of you.

Oh boy did I bomb that interview

Oh no! I'm here if you need to talk I'm so sorry, don't be too hard on yourself!

[Total Eclipse]

Oh boy did I bomb that interview

I'm sorry.

Bacon. I always get bacon pizza There's an awesome pizza place in town that fortunately delivers to my area.

What about switching it up and getting something like Chinese food?

[HoldTheSea]

What about switching it up and getting something like Chinese food?

That's an awesome idea, I love Chinese food too

[Koalafan]

Bacon. I always get bacon pizza There's an awesome pizza place in town that fortunately delivers to my area.


Awww Thinking of you.


Oh no! I'm here if you need to talk I'm so sorry, don't be too hard on yourself!

I'm sorry.



What about switching it up and getting something like Chinese food?

Aww thanks guys!! I'll definitely try and not be too hard. I can definitely beat myself up about these things. And yes Chinese food is absolutely delicious!

[HoldTheSea]

My sleep schedule is so messed up I fell asleep at 8 PM and woke up at 4 AM this time, wtf...
And my dreams are still extremely weird.

[HoldTheSea]

I think I need a new medication.
I haven't had nightmares like this in years. These are like super vivid trauma dreams. There's also an element to them that's trippy and otherworldly and kind of resembles being high.
I wake up super confused and disoriented and recalling oddly specific memories from different points in the past year or so, usually related to whatever time it is when I wake up.
I have no idea what's going on with me and I think I need professional help.

[Koalafan]

I think I need a new medication.
I haven't had nightmares like this in years. These are like super vivid trauma dreams. There's also an element to them that's trippy and otherworldly and kind of resembles being high.
I wake up super confused and disoriented and recalling oddly specific memories from different points in the past year or so, usually related to whatever time it is when I wake up.
I have no idea what's going on with me and I think I need professional help.

I'm so sorry you have to go through all of that! My dreams also tend to be super messed up and really life-like. It makes going to sleep pretty nerve-wracking since I don't know how messed up my dreams might be :/. Sending some hugs!

[HoldTheSea]

I'm so sorry you have to go through all of that! My dreams also tend to be super messed up and really life-like. It makes going to sleep pretty nerve-wracking since I don't know how messed up my dreams might be :/. Sending some hugs!

Thanks Koala, I'm sorry you have to go through that too
Sending you hugs as well!

[Member11]

That had to be the worst pain episode I ever had