Anything bothering you right now?

[Koalafan]

Thanks Koala I've been resting all day and I'm feeling better now. I was putting too much pressure on myself.

Aww after all that stuff you deserve a good resting day! Hope you start feeling better soon Bopa those panic attacks

[Total Eclipse]

I decided not to go to New York... I was up all night having panic attacks and I felt really unstable again. I'm home with my dogs watching Westminster on TV. Better luck next year. There's also the National Dog Show and the AKC Eukanuba National Championship, and there are local shows coming up in March. I'll be fine.
I think I made the right decision, I was not about to drive to NYC with no sleep just to compete in one event and drive home.
I stayed home, slept in, and I'm watching the show on TV.

Ugh... That sounds horrible. Sorry you felt so ill.. Glad you took care of yourself and rested!

[HoldTheSea]

Aww after all that stuff you deserve a good resting day! Hope you start feeling better soon Bopa those panic attacks

Ugh... That sounds horrible. Sorry you felt so ill.. Glad you took care of yourself and rested!

Thanks, guys It's not the decision I wanted to make but I think it was the correct one. There will always be other dog shows. :/
For now I'm just going to take it easy, and I still get to experience the show because I'm watching it on TV.
If a German Shepherd wins this year, I'll be breaking out the Champagne anyway

[Member11]

Why did my surgeons use barbed wire instead of stitches in my abdomen?! Not cool, dude!

[HoldTheSea]

I feel like I'm losing my mind again.

[Otherside]

The anxiety that is causing an extremely unpleasant feeling of tightness in my chest.

Do you know, out of the all the symptoms, I thank that is the one I hate the most. I fucking hate that symptom.

[HoldTheSea]

Two of my dogs are both dominant females and both want to be the Alpha so they keep getting in fights. It pisses me off.
When I leave the house I have to keep them both crated in separate areas so they won't try to kill each other. This is ridiculous behavior. >:[

[Koalafan]

I feel like I'm losing my mind again.

Bopa! Sending some squishy hugs your way!!

[HoldTheSea]

Bopa! Sending some squishy hugs your way!!

[Total Eclipse]

My head hurts and I'm unable to stay asleep. Been up since 3:30 am :/

[Koalafan]

My head hurts and I'm unable to stay asleep. Been up since 3:30 am :/

You too, huh? I only got a handful of hours of sleep tonight >_<

[PinkButterfly]

That people believe they have felt exactly like I do mentally and physically so they think I should be just like them in some strange way but No One suffers the same . I am not going to let them destroy my healing by saying I am not trying hard enough or lie about me to others. Talk away, Think away but God has my back and I am so grateful for his son Jesus!

[Otherside]

That people believe they have felt exactly like I do mentally and physically so they think I should be just like them in some strange way but No One suffers the same . I am not going to let them destroy my healing by saying I am not trying hard enough or lie about me to others. Talk away, Think away but God has my back and I am so grateful for his son Jesus!

Excuse the language, but [BEEP] them. Nobody knows what it like to deal with what you have, except you. Even people who have the same condition have it to different degrees. Something I have had to explain to many people. That one person can cope does not mean another can.

[PinkButterfly]

Yes I have tried so many times to tell people we do not suffer the same or live the same lives so please do not judge me or say mean things because they only hurts me more in so many ways. I would hope one day people would stop believing their own words are the truth.

[Kimbra]

I don't want to go to school today.