InvisibleGuy
I'm totally friendless. I hate myself sometimes, I really, really do. I hate, hate, hate having anxiety. If it was a physical part of me I'd amputate. I'm dead serious, I hate my anxiety that much.
I have zero irl friends. I have friends I can call on the phone, long distance friends, I have internet friends, I have friends I text, but I have no one to hang out with. No one.
I hate myself right now, so, sooooo much. I am fucking worthless. It's Friday night, I live in an area where there are really awesome bars and clubs and restaurants and things to do within a five mile radius, tooooons of things to do, and I have no one to do them with. I hate myself. Sometimes I really wish it would just end, I really do.