Digging up old wounds is hard and now I can't sleep
Digging up old wounds is hard and now I can't sleep
life---><---me
Do old wounds just simply come to your mind, or is somebody reminding you of them?L
The Lovable Irish Rogue
Pickin' and Grinnin'!
looks like my brother has cancer....
Sorry to hear that Skip. Some can be beaten. Fingers crossed.
The Lovable Irish Rogue
Pickin' and Grinnin'!
i know rite....now i dont undeestand the concept of familly as how it was fora me n how mine broke up in 1994 when i was only 13, but justin i spent my childhood with. we didnt get along well much of time but later in this time we do. if he dies tho it will still be very hard on me....
I'm very sorry for your loss, Skippy.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
Doing a new therapy group and I have to write up on stuff and it just brings it all today the surface again.
life--->
That's awful xxx wishing him the best xx
life--->
Hope things pick up for you. Just remember it is all in the past.
The Lovable Irish Rogue
back hurts
It may be in the past but to stop it affecting my now I have to deal with it now.
life--->
I miss her. I miss her, so, so much. I miss her touch. I miss the way her hair used to tickle my face when we spooned. I miss the way she smelled.
I didn't know it was possible to miss another human being so much, ffs. I really, really miss her
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
I said I was okay. I am not okay. I lied. Like every single fucking time you've asked, because every-time I try and admit that something's wrong and there's no goddamned reason for it beyond my brain being fucked and making me feel like crap, you dismiss it. And there's always something bigger going on with someone else who cries a lot louder. I'm made to feel selfish for the fact that I woke up this morning feeling like shit. I don't want to, you know? I'd rather wake up and feel fine.
No, I am not okay today. I feel like [BEEP] and don't want to do anything. Again. I'm miserable. My stomach has decided that it doesn't like food today and it's once again screaming in pain. I'm stuck with tonsillitis. And whats not helping at all I woke up five times last night thanks to someone deciding to call up asking for a lift home at half one in the cocking morning, apparently incapable of using this amazing thing called a taxi (and yes. She has the money), and then calling to check if said lift, courtesy of Dad, who had to get up and go drive on one of the countries most dangerous roads to get her.
So sorry if I'm not showing limitless sympathy. I don't have it. Especially when said person shows [BEEP] all consideration and sympathy to me.
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
I wish I could stop having periods -_____-
((hugs)) to you.
Fetisha, FWIW...if my opinion counts for anything or matters to you at all...I know you feel really up and down sometimes. And so do I. I realize, very much, how it feels to want to give up. If this site isn't helping you then stop. I take breaks now and then. Just don't give up on yourself. I've taken breaks from this site (and others) before because I get into issues that I just don't want to deal with.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
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