Anything bothering you right now?

[Chantellabella]

I'm done with anxiteyspace and life, nothing is helping. I don't care call me a wimp I'm not going to keep living with disorder or whatever is wrong with me.

Hi my friend. I'm sorry you're struggling. Life does seem crappy when things go wrong at the same time. I practically live in a frustrated "I'm going to have a stroke" state. But I promise if you just sit back awhile and maybe focus on something you like to do, maybe things will calm down and you can get a break from whatever is frustrating you.

I know for myself when I get really frustrated, I always end up admitting that I can't do anything about the situation (at the moment) so I put myself in time out. Or I start singing Tonight, Tonight by Hot Chelle Rae.

It's good to see you again.

[Chantellabella]

Speaking of frustrations, for the past 18 months, I've dealt with grief, anger, frustration because of powerlessness in situations, and have been made to "suck it up." Life has been hard, so I take one second at a time and just try to find the good among the mess.

Sometimes I find myself in a pity hole, but I'm still walking and finding things that make me smile.

I've also had some long talks with whatever higher entity is out there. I don't get many responses though. I guess I'm in a holding pattern of just waiting to see. Sometimes waiting sucks.

[InvisibleGuy]

My stomach hurts. But. Then, again. When does my stomach not hurt.

[L]

Life is one big fecking bother

[Chantellabella]

Life is one big fecking bother

I don't remember how to do the emoji hugs and I wish I could give you a real hug. Just know that I remember a fearless strong woman who honestly talked about her struggles here. She was honest and open about her pain. Yet, I watched her get her degree, get her job, and continue moving forward in spite of her struggles.

It was this very person who kicked me in the butt many times with the truth when I needed a reality check.

Just wanted to remind you how important you have been in my life. You are a large part of my progress. Thank you.

So hang in there. You're the "I get knocked down, but I get up again" poster child.

[L]

I don't remember how to do the emoji hugs and I wish I could give you a real hug. Just know that I remember a fearless strong woman who honestly talked about her struggles here. She was honest and open about her pain. Yet, I watched her get her degree, get her job, and continue moving forward in spite of her struggles.

It was this very person who kicked me in the butt many times with the truth when I needed a reality check.

Just wanted to remind you how important you have been in my life. You are a large part of my progress. Thank you.

So hang in there. You're the "I get knocked down, but I get up again" poster child.

Oh man thank you hun, gosh you are amazing. I had some stuff happen and had some difficult choices. I'm doiing some real difficult intense therapy. It's hard but I want to believe that the world is beautiful again.

[Chantellabella]

One of the hardest things for me is to watch my adult children suffer while I can't do a dang thing about it. All I can do is be there to comfort them, but it seems so helpless.

I know I can't save the world.... I just wish somebody would do it for my children.

You know..... that happy ending like in Disney movies.

But I'm grateful for the help they do get.

[Otherside]

Throats aching again. Been getting worse all day and has been beginning to feel huge again.

That's bad. The antibiotics had made it feel better but it seems to have decided to come back. Wonderful.c

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[Chantellabella]

Throats aching again. Been getting worse all day and has been beginning to feel huge again.

That's bad. The antibiotics had made it feel better but it seems to have decided to come back. Wonderful.c

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[Lunaire]

Throats aching again. Been getting worse all day and has been beginning to feel huge again.

That's bad. The antibiotics had made it feel better but it seems to have decided to come back. Wonderful.c

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Hope you feel better soon! ⊂((・x・))⊃

[Otherside]

Hope you feel better soon! ⊂((・x・))⊃

Thanks guys. Beginning to feel better although throats just a bit itchy. Went and saw a doctor again who reckoned it wasn't the return of tonsillitis and was just gunk or something.

So I have some bright green, rather disgusting tasting mouthwash to gargle with.

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[CloudMaker]

Trying to download Deus Ex Mankind Divided. I'm trying to download it now. My puter was messed up for awhile and would freeze up if I wasn't using it after liike 7 minutes....... It truely and deeply sucked. I let my computer run idle for hours on end, because it's hooked up to my TV and I go back and forth.
I HATE WINDOWS !0!
I guess the last update for Nividia or Windows........let my computer unfreeze.
I HATE WINDOWS !0 plus the always intrusive Contana....... "May I help you?" NO YOU FUCKING CAN NOT!
Please don't tell me to get Apple. Steve Jobs was a very sick human being.

[JamieWAgain]

Yes.
And also I'm getting a migraine I think because we have a 'high pollen' alert..

[BrookeAshley]

I'm tired of anxiety ruining every happy thing in my life, by making me fear losing it.

[InvisibleGuy]

What a dick. What a complete, total asshole. Ffs, ffs, ffs.

You schedule a conference call, with 50 fucking people to attend. And you are leading the conference call. And then you forget about it.

[BEEP] you.

I just lost what little respect I had for you to begin with. And so did everyone else. [BEEP] you. Me and 50 other people re-scheduled our days. So you could forget. [BEEP] you.