Anything bothering you right now?

[JamieWAgain]

Go. You can do this.

[Koalafan]

I've been trying really hard to push my limits. But I'm starting to realize/remember why I was house bond...my anxiety causes such a roller coaster of emotions. I've been crying and having panic attacks way more than usual, b/c I'm really pushing myself. And it feels so nice to be around people again, but I'm so exhausted...not to mention sad? I made it through my first interview. Somehow was hired. Made it through the drug test (though I puked by anxiously gulping down water) and the slew of paper work. Went to the bank and set up an account. But such a minor thing like a phone call to one of the higher ups tipped me over the edge. I practiced what I wanted to say for 3 hours. I'm not even joking, and once I finally had the courage up to just do it he was no longer there, it went to voice mail. But I wished I had called earlier...

I wish my quality of life wasn't robbed by this, but at times it feel like it is.

There's tomorrow, but right now I'm feeling not so great.

First, congrats on the job!! You should be really proud of that and that alone is freaking awesome though I completely understand in terms of pushing yourself beyond your limits. Mine get tested everyday, and having all these anxiety disorders makes even the simplest things 100x harder

[Otherside]

If anyone here is on zoloft let me give you a bit of advise.

Eat something before you take it.

My throat is on fire right now. Google is not helping, and just directs me to a Daily Mail article about a hole being burnt in someone's throat by a pill. Certainly, it feels as though a hole is being burnt in my throat.

Gonna go take some antacids and see if that helps get rid of the burning.

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[Fallen18]

First, congrats on the job!! You should be really proud of that and that alone is freaking awesome though I completely understand in terms of pushing yourself beyond your limits. Mine get tested everyday, and having all these anxiety disorders makes even the simplest things 100x harder

Thanks Mike I appreciate it, I got hired for cashier position in retail. In the mall. So I'm kinda nervous about that (especially around the holidays). Orientation is tomorrow & I'm trying to convince myself I'll be completely fine lol. Just hoping I can do the job. Not only that but I hope my coworkers don't dislike me right off the bat. My manager could tell I was anxious (which I was, but I thought I held it together well) he brought it up jokingly a few times....but I know that he doesn't want it to interfere with work. I really just don't want to be thrown into it and be told to swim while having no clue what to do, but that may happen.

[InvisibleGuy]

Ffs, what a day. I missed work today, for the first time in well over a year. Started by seeing my family doc, because of nausea and stomach pains from hell. He took my vitals and my numbers were so far off he told me to leave and go straight to the emergency room, which I did. I spent all fucking day there. And got poked and prodded everywhere you can imagine. And, at the end of the day, they found nothing. Again. She referred me to a stomach doctor so I'm making an appointment with them tomorrow.

This will be the third doctor I've seen in a week's time. I hate doctors. I really hate doctors. Did I mention that I hate doctors? There is no telling what this specialist might want to do. I already had the ER docs finger up my *** today. Two IVs, on my right arm one in the back of my left hand. Had an MRI. Had blood drawn twice. Had my stomach mashed on by so many docs and nurses I've lost count.

This dumb*** nurse actually waited for me to come out of the bathroom, and THEN tell me she needed a urine sample. I explained I had just gone and she said "well we'll have to insert a small catheter then". As if they make small catheters. I managed to go an hour later because there's no way that was happening.

I really don't want to have to get scoped by this new doc. But it wouldn't surprise me if he wanted to do it. Or torture me in some other way.

[Skippy]

Feeling really down tonite. im just getting tired of this world.

[Otherside]

Rude [BEEP] three places behind me in the queue at the chemist. Oh I'm so bloody sorry that you've been waiting thirty seconds and aren't getting immediate fucking service from the dispenser. Get over yourself.

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[InvisibleGuy]

There are pluses and minuses to living alone. Right now I'm at my parents' house with my three kids for the weekend, and we're having fun but there's also just about zero alone time. I'll be ready for some when I drop them off tonight.

And then I'll go back to my apartment and miss them, and wish we were together. Actually I'll miss them as soon as I drop them off.

[Chantellabella]

I get frustrated and sad that people argue over things that truly don't matter.

Whatever happened to "live and let live?"

Opinions are neither right nor wrong.

My grandmother had a saying............."People have two things....an opinion and an asshole. And [BEEP] is the result of both."

(btw, I've been looking at You Tube comments again. I need to stop doing that.)

[L]

I thought about it for a second yesterday....shit!!!

[Chantellabella]

I thought about it for a second yesterday....shit!!!

Hang in there, my friend.

[Otherside]

Shaking like a leaf today. Trying to make dinner was fun. Try chopping stuff when you're shaking.

I mean it's just wonderful. I can't take the drug that would stop this because I'm allergic. And I can't come off the pill that makes me shake cos I'll end up in hospital. It's just wonderful.

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[Sagan]

It's called reverse 911. It has a purpose.

[Chantellabella]

So I just answered my phone at home at it was the sheriffs office with recorded warning about some chick on the loose.
Don't call me about that crap!!! !!
All those losers look the same.
I hope that stupid broad dies soon.
I'm never going to answer my door for them, so why send me a phone message?

Prisoners are not losers and they don't all look the same. They also don't deserve to die just like you or I don't deserve to die.

Sorry, your post just hit a sore spot and that's what's bothering me.

This is the thread for that, right?

[Chantellabella]

It's called reverse 911. It has a purpose.