Anything bothering you right now?

[fetisha]

I guess I am going to have to deal with drivers honking behind me since I am driving the correct speed limit and trying so hard not to get a ticket. Why is it such a crime to not drive so fast unlike the other drivers that love to speed like crazy?! -____-

[Skippy]

i need to sleep and i cant

[InvisibleGuy]

I'm anxious. Don't know if I'm gonna be able to sleep much tonight. Anxious about having an upper GI tomorrow. Basically I'll be put under general anesthesia (thank God) and have a tube with a little camera rammed down my throat, and God knows what else. I'm just anxious, even though I'll be asleep for the whole thing. Also anxious that they might find something wrong.

I hate doctors.

[SmileyFace]

I hate my job

[Otherside]

I think of all the stupid solutions I've heard on how to deal with the feeling of panic, "well you're just going to have to get over it" is probably the stupidest.

Yeah thanks. I'll try that.

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[Koalafan]

So, I've apparently become hyper-sensitive to caffeine as of late. Even a decaf coffee will send my mental state through the roof >_< I guess me and coffee where just never meant to be

[Otherside]

I'm not anxious about something in particularly.

I am anxious about something which may or may not happen tomorrow that may or may not cause me to have a pretty bad reaction.

Feels like anxiety is just going in circles.

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[InvisibleGuy]

I'm worried about my twins starting high school in a week. I know they'll do fine. They always do. They fight sometimes, but they love each other and they have each other's backs, always.

I just hope their freshman year goes OK. Or as OK as it can go, considering it's their freshman year lol. They're growing up too damn fast, already talking about drivers licenses and cars and they're only 14 ffs. Slow down. I have enough grey hair as it is.

[Otherside]

How can you sit there and tell me that you know better than I do what's bothering me?

I tell you whats bothering me - I'm fed up with shaking and the fact that the shaking is getting in the way of my life. That the solutions to the shaking are two things which are essentially impossible. One involves coming off the cause of the problem - Sodium Valproate. That would result in me ill again.

The second involves taking another drug, Procyladine. It's supposed to stop the shaking. Would be great, if it wasn't for one thing. I am allergic to it. As in actually, properly allergic. When I took it, it caused a range of symptoms starting with confusion, blurred vision, agitation, and ended up with me passing out on the bathroom floor. (I actually had one doctor tell me that I should have continued to take it. Seriously?!)

So forgive me if I feel a bit doomed to shake, feel a bit fed up with the whole thing sometimes, especially when it begins to interfere in my life, hate the thought that there's a good chance I will be on this drug for life, and want to feel a bit sorry for myself. Yes, I am aware other people have it worse. I could name a few that do have it worse. That does not lessen how much I hate this shaking, and "consider yourself lucky" does [BEEP] all to help.

You tell me that's not what is actually bothering me. No I'm depressed because I failed. Yes, let's simplify the problem, shall we?

[fetisha]

A lot of things are bothering me now.

[InvisibleGuy]

Things are going pretty well, not a lot bothering me right now (for a change). My family is still all over me to finish my degree. I'm putting it off. I'm waiting until my job slows down a little more. At least, that's my excuse for right now. The truth is, I dropped out of college once (I was working too much), so I'm afraid to go back now, over 20 years later. I need to just get over the fear and do it though. Tuition and books would be totally paid for. I just need to do it.

[Koalafan]

I was about to post the same thing! I've been drinking it for many years without probs and the last couple months, I'd been noticing bad symptoms. But I'm still seeing if I can deal with decaf.

It sucks, considering that it actually use to be really helpful with helping me concentrate but now only causes insane anxiety reactions >_< hopefully you can handle decaf! Coffee is so damn delicious, not easy to give up

[TwerkinForTalos]

I'm in a manic phase, but it's not a happy one just an out of control one.

[Cuchculan]

damn insomnia

Best thing about Insomnia is there is only 3 sleeps till Christmas.

[Cuchculan]

Got up at 7am yesterday and don't get home till 4:30 am today, and up by 9am, my head is pounding! : c

Hope things improve for you. Looked like an ' OUCH ' kind of lump.