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    Pain is getting worse. Probation officer didn't tell me everything I needed to do and didn't give me a very important paper that I needed and now I'm in trouble for it. Tried to make a payment and they took my money but say they haven't received it and my receipt apparently doesn't mean anything because they refused to mark it paid. Work is getting stupider and paying less, have to sell plasma to pay bills. Broke my new phone AND THEN CUT MY FACE WITH IT.

    I am at capacity for now. One more thing and who knows what will happen, but I bet it won't be good.
    *Fart noises*

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    I wish people would stop spying on me so much!!!!!!!!
    Are you talking about peeping Toms?

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    I dont know really, I'm just tired having this feeling of being watch everywhere I go. People say no one is but how the hell do they know?
    If you mean when you're out and about, it could be because you're attractive - people tend to stare.

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    I think that someone i know, and who I used to be very, very close to, has tried to take out a payday loan in my name. I'm hoping that this isn't the case, and that I get an email back from the company in question saying that somehow, a mistake was made, but Heck, I don't know.

    I don't want to jump to conclusions, and I'm hoping I really am here. Because I would really rather not think that this person had tried to screw me over like this.
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    "We can't help you, we can't tell you anything about the account, it's privacy protection."

    Yup, wonderful. Thanks a bloody lot, the accounts in my name, I'm legally responsible for it apparently, but you can't tell me anything about who tried to open it/what for/when/how much/anything about it because "privacy protection."

    Oh, but you still want me to be responsible for it/pay back anything the account is used for (if it even was, you won't even tell me that)/be responsible for anything that has occured on the account, even though it was not me.

    Oh, and by the way - You've not even got my correct address. That's my parents address. I haven't lived there since September. I'm not on the electoral roll there. Nothing is registered there and hasn't been since September. Stuff isn't posted there. So how the [BEEP] did someone register an account there?

    (FYI, this company is called Klarna, and the prospect that somebody may commit fraud seems to be an alien concept to them. They do "Buy now pay later" stuff or "Split the cost into free" on online purchases, often at high interest. I'd avoid like the fucking plague.)
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    "We can't help you, we can't tell you anything about the account, it's privacy protection."

    Yup, wonderful. Thanks a bloody lot, the accounts in my name, I'm legally responsible for it apparently, but you can't tell me anything about who tried to open it/what for/when/how much/anything about it because "privacy protection."

    Oh, but you still want me to be responsible for it/pay back anything the account is used for (if it even was, you won't even tell me that)/be responsible for anything that has occured on the account, even though it was not me.

    Oh, and by the way - You've not even got my correct address. That's my parents address. I haven't lived there since September. I'm not on the electoral roll there. Nothing is registered there and hasn't been since September. Stuff isn't posted there. So how the [BEEP] did someone register an account there?

    (FYI, this company is called Klarna, and the prospect that somebody may commit fraud seems to be an alien concept to them. They do "Buy now pay later" stuff or "Split the cost into free" on online purchases, often at high interest. I'd avoid like the fucking plague.)
    That's crazy. Did the loan fall through? This is criminal behavior and should be investigated.

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    That's crazy. Did the loan fall through? This is criminal behavior and should be investigated.
    I finally managed to get somewhere with them today. After reporting it to the police and handing them a crime number.

    They've admitted that an application was made, that it "could have been fraud" now, but that it didn't get anywhere, and was stopped before any money was handed out. So I guess I'm thankful that they're not saying I owe them money, and that the application was declined.
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    I'm kind of a bit broke right now, so if that refund you said was going to be paid Monday and that reimbursement of the money spent on train fares/hotel stays could please hit my account like, now, I'd be ever so grateful, thanks.

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    Mood rise, then mood dip. I never learn, do I? Sigh...

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    It's hard to counter the thoughts of complete and utter uselessness, the feeling that everything I do just isn't good enough. Or even remotely good. It almost seems to hard to try somedays, I just want to give up.

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    My past keeps coming back to torment me

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    my massive headache and rip stephen hawking

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    I've been out of commission, fallen off the face of the earth for last 30 days or so. I'm going through 30 days worth of mail. I'm sure the post office worker is good and pissed off at me now, I have a month's worth of mail crammed into my box, with all the fury and determination he could muster up, cursing me the whole time, I'm sure. Cable and internet were cut off, had to restore that. Cell phone was cut off, had to restore that. My car started right away, I was kinda surprised at that. I prepaid my rent, but they forgot the utilities, so I had a bunch of notices taped to my door, in angry red marker, demanding payment. "For real this time, we're dead serious"! lol. Took care of that.

    I just want to feel normal, get back into a normal routine. Is good to be back at my place.
    You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.

    Hug the ones you love.

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    My new therapist (and my grief counselor) are trying to get me to be more sociable. Hehehe. Good luck with that, ladies. You're gonna need it. They want me to get more involved with my church, which, I have to admit is not a bad idea. I'll admit it's about the only way to get me to be around people more. But it's not gonna work. I'm isolating a lot lately, and that's not about to change anytime soon. Being around people = socializing, and just because it's at church doesn't change that lol.

    Except for that, they both say I've made a lot of progress lately. My grief counselor had a group therapy session today and she kept playfully punching me in the arm and going to me for answers on what we were discussing. And that's not like her, she's usually kind of a cold fish. I'll take the wins when I can get 'em.
    You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.

    Hug the ones you love.

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    My grief group was....really difficult to sit through today. Three different women in the group talked about (and relived, had flashbacks of) the rape and molestation and abuse they went through as children. I gave feedback to all three of them, as did most of the rest of the group. My message was mostly "it's not your fault", said in several different ways to try to get the message through to them, in a loving and caring and understanding and empathetic way. There were lots of tears today, shed by just about everyone. Their stories were very, very difficult to hear....just gut-wrenching....almost hard to believe that anyone could endure that kind of abuse and live to tell about it. And all these women are incredibly strong, resilient, loving, giving, just....powerful human beings, partly for having gone through what they did, and surviving it all.

    I was in awe of them, of their strength, and their determination, and courage today, to tell their stories. And I told them as much.

    Hugs were shared by all. And like I said, there were lots of tears. We actually ran out of Kleenex.

    At the end of the marathon session, our grief counselor said she had one last thing. She said, in front of everyone, that she hoped I would take the advice I gave today, and that I'd learn to love myself enough to believe I deserved to heal also.

    That was hard to hear. I didn't say anything back to her. We just ended the group in the usual way, and left. I think she's probably right, I probably need to. I just don't know how to lol.
    You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.

    Hug the ones you love.

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