another that guys above me by status is interesting me two of are doctors that are a few years older than me. I find this terrifying and weird. I'm not sure why attract these guys the most when low quality weren't even interested me. This has to be some cruel joke someone is playing and I wish it would stop already I suffered enough trauma just dealing with people. I even told one of them to find a woman on his level and not pursue a woman on ssi/disability that had a baby out of wedlock with serious mental issues but he refuses. This is freaking me out and he could hurt me really bad. I thought if I dated down my anxiety would be at ease but nothing really good came out of it when I was dating an unsuccessful school drop out that's poor (my daughters father) ugh!