Sorry your week was that rough.lasair
Sorry your week was that rough.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Socially inept Koala
Me tooI wish this forum was more active, seems to be slowing down more recently
I may vomit again soon
life---><---me
Could it be a virus or do you think it's nerves? I also toss my cookies when I'm anxious, so I understand if it's nerves.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
I'll bet it will pick up around October though. When we're forced to do holidays and stay indoors more, I know I'm online more often.Me too
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Im not sick any other way and I had to stand up to the nurse this morning which wasn't fun....i think I had a stomach flu last month unless I'm getting a touch of ibs. I thought I was getting stronger with anxiety
life--->
Hey, don't beat yourself up on it. I thought I was past all that too until this past week. I guess our bodies aren't quite synced with our brains yet. I knew I had nothing to worry about but my body sure did a number on me with a panic attack and puking. So yes, I'm sure you're getting stronger. It may just be a reflex like mine was and will take time to get that under control too.
Hang in there.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
People lately been feeling like it's totally okay to call me rude names in joking manners. I don't see how it is funny to be called a ("female dog") after almost every sentence. What the hell did I do for this to even happen...
Diggin' My Potatoes
General lamentation over the state of my life and how I can't seem to make any real change for the better. Tired of having no source of income and sitting alone in my room in front of my computer all day. Tired of living in this gigantic, ridiculously hot city. Blargh.
My self esteem hit a new low today. Why can't I ever be happy with who I am and what I have? Why can't I stop comparing myself to others? It's like everywhere I look, people seem to be smarter, happier, more successful in everything they do, more well liked, etc etc. I always feel inferior to everyone, even people who are way younger than me have achieved a lot more in life than me.
And I sound like a whiny brat; but I have nowhere else to vent.
I hate the fact that I care so much about what other people think about me.
I'm having stomach issues today. My stomach keeps bubbling?
Living irl
Too anxious
I feel like such a selfish, bad, uncaring person. I am unable to feel empathy for my mum, for the past few days I have found her crying at least once a day if not more (I know why) but it is so hard to support her when she never support me emotionally. I don't know when I last got a hug from her, had her sat next to me for a heart to heart or just share secrets. I just cannot do it and I feel awful.
life--->
@lasair----- I also have a lame relationship with my mother. For a long time I did feel bad and even sometimes I still do if I don't do things for her or whatever. Though I know that the best thing for me to do is to try to fill my life with people who can participate in life the way I need them to. I never have heart to hearts with my mother and there is no such thing as sharing secrets with her, she tells the most private things to every body and she even ridicules me while she does it...so I don't share with her. There are quite a lot of people that do not feel that close to their mother's you are not alone....Though I guess people can have a sense of guilt or feel bad for not being a "good daughter".
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