Ok so yesterday was my prom because I'be finished school, and I got the pleasure of watching my crush of four years and only boyfriend I've ever had kissing his girlfriend and dancing with her right in front of me. I'm not even mad at them, I'm mad at myself because I can't let go. I should have tried harder with him when we were going out and I really regret focusing all my attention in him, pushing all other boys away just for him when it turns out he has a girlfriend already. I couldn't enjoy my evening properly because all I could do was compare myself to her and try and avoid them both at all costs :/
Sorry I just had to let it out, feel free to rant or vent if you want to