people.
i think I should just avoid them, not bother. Too much hassle.
in my life in the past I have been sociable, even a people pleaser I would say.
thing is now I find not many people are nice. Really hardly any.
i find so many are selfish horrible self-centred and envious
im untrusting of them, and find most have ulterior motives.
always thinking just of themselves.
im worried this could be because I havea personality disorder.
ive not been diagnosed with one, I suffer with anxiety and depression I find fault in everyone.
i have always been able to see through people. In fact scarily so.
i recluse a hell of a lot now because of it.
with most I start off ok but then see the faults and have to back off
I really don't like people. More especially females I find are sneaky, I prefer male company.
im afraid of who I might be.