UndercoverAngel
With everything going on in the world, I find myself wanting to avoid many places that I normally wouldn't. I haven't entirely stopped, because there are many places that I or we must go, but it is done with a lot of anxiety. The bank, a mall, anywhere that is populated. Simply going to get something to eat, I find myself looking over my shoulder.
I cannot stand watching the news but at the same time, it is best to be informed. Watching or hearing about all the tragedies, whether it is terrorist attacks, natural disasters, or people just going crazy, is really taking a toll. I find myself crying more, and sometimes just sit in awe, trying to process all this, but it cannot be processed.
I am a person who keeps to myself, and do not really go many places to begin with. People say, get out and do more, with what your health allows, it is healthy for you. I am not finding it healthy at all. I am so sick and disgusted of what is going on in the world, and all we can do is watch, and try to deal with it. It is very unhealthy to ask, omg what's next. But with everything going on you cannot help but wonder.
Please share your feelings.