Medications suck [BEEP] and have side effects. The only drugs that give off real, instant effects are the ones that pose real, instant side effects.
So we're stuck. Or maybe it's just me, given the bunch of pharmaceutic, happy endings I've heard of.
I hate living like this. I rely on sleep to prevent depression and anxiety, yet anxiety (and the fear of the dark) prevents sleep!!
I loathe the thought of visiting a psychiatrist 1. because I'm on a budget and 2. I'm already taking a set of pills. I don't want there to be any chance of unwanted interactions whatsoever.
Can't believe that even things such as PORN can have withdrawal symptoms - Some of which were reported as shaking, staring at the wall, inability to achieve arousal with real mates, night terrors, etc.
I want to fucking gun my prefrontal cortex to bits, it's such a delicious thought that I can't get out of my mind. Being able to sleep for once
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