For me
1. Do I need a shower in the morning
2. What time do I need to be up
3. Did I set my alarm clock
I think I should include sending my boyfriend a good night text (working on my attachment issues)
For me
1. Do I need a shower in the morning
2. What time do I need to be up
3. Did I set my alarm clock
I think I should include sending my boyfriend a good night text (working on my attachment issues)
life---><---me
For me:
Did I take my meds
Is my alarm set
Then I fall asleep thinking about her, about my baby, and about how much I miss her
I almost always dream about her
I wake up usually at least seven or eight times in the middle of the night
Bereavement is a darkness impenetrable to the imagination of the unbereaved. ~Iris Murdoch
Your girlfriend's silence might be her loudest scream.
If you still have more dreams than regrets, congratulations. You haven't gotten old yet.
Spend every moment like it's your last. Hug her, kiss her, hold her, like it's the last time that you ever will. Because it might be.
needs more cowbell
IDK really, because I think ever since I was little, I try to resist falling asleep. If I could stay awake 24/7, I think I would LOVE it! I've always, my whole life, had this feeling that I will miss out on something if I fall asleep too early.....I've never been able to figure out what the hell that means; I'm sure it means something....
a good night text is an issue?....hrmm :/lasair
Thinking about future and all the uncertainty
When do I need to get up
Have I taken my meds
Whats for breakfast
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
•_•
What time I've set my alarm for
Can that alarm be set for a little later
Hoping I don't have a weird dream that creeps me out
It's not so much an issue. I just over think things like
a. if I texted him earlier in the day and he hasn't replied and I sent a good night text, I don't want him to think I am pushy and looking for a reply
b. If I start a conversation then he may want to carry on and when I want to go to sleep I am literally falling asleep, so I don't want him to think I am not replying
c. If I haven't spoken to him all day, I feel weird sending him a good night text.
SEE I over think this stuff, when trying not to come across as clingy I seem to come across as distant - I don't know this stuff - I often think I have aspergers
life--->
I would be so much more productive if I didn't have to sleep....IDK really, because I think ever since I was little, I try to resist falling asleep. If I could stay awake 24/7, I think I would LOVE it! I've always, my whole life, had this feeling that I will miss out on something if I fall asleep too early.....I've never been able to figure out what the hell that means; I'm sure it means something....
life--->
i hope someone doesnt molest me
“A Caterpie may change into a Butterfree, but the heart that beats inside it remains the same.” — Brock
How good it feels to finally stretch out and turn my brain off.
Never be bullied into silence.
Never allow yourself to be made a victim.
Accept no one's definition of your life;
Define Yourself
-Robert Frost-
What did I eat that day
Do I feel like going to class in the morning
And the rest is fantasy land
I honestly have no idea. There's nothing that I habitually think about.
Oh, except occasionally I feel thankful that I have a nice, warm, comfortable bed to sleep in.
Rude & Shouty
My mind often conjures thoughts of horror films I've seen in the past because I'm scared of the dark. So then I force myself to think of pleasant daydreams / fantasy. Then I transition into bizarre / nonsensical thoughts that I don't recall unless I jerk awake and realise I was drifting off and getting weird mental imagery or thinking something like 'the fish swam out the window'. Then I'm asleep.
Living irl
Masturbation, what a tedious chore.
that, every fuckin night!!!
on the plus side - check to see if there's an audio cd in the player to send me to sleep.
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