I quit smoking about a year ago, but I've been going through a rough patch. I've only smoked a few cigars, but it's something I really don't want to start again. It was hard enough quitting. Well I guess I can try to get back on the wagon. When I'm really upset smoking is the one thing that I can count on to calm me down.
I've been having a tough time on the net lately. Someone who doesn't have SA took a shot at my SA on a mental health website, and I lost it, and I had to pick my mom up at the hospital and the hospital always seems to be a hotmess. I hate hospitals. So I'm kind of a mess to begin with and I had to convince them my mom did indeed have surgery at their hospital and I wasn't hallucinating even though I probably looked like I was. So I had to have a cigar before I went to the hospital-lol.