Feeling so lonely, emotionally and physically from the depths of my soul. Until I come to this forum and find my connection with others in the world who are feeling the same.
Feeling so lonely, emotionally and physically from the depths of my soul. Until I come to this forum and find my connection with others in the world who are feeling the same.
Came down with a cold today.. funny thing is that just a few days back I mentioned to my mom that my immune system must be pretty good at the moment, since I haven't been sick in over a year I feel awful.. hope I'll manage to sleep tonight.
Parents are most likely separating. [BEEP] me sideways. All I needed was one more month without drama...then I was free...
Having little motivation and dreading the future. Realizing that you are most likely just bothering everyone by being yourself, even people you don't particularly dislike. I don't think I'll ever be able to connect to anyone on the level I connect to my boyfriend or even a fraction of that. The people I like don't even notice me because I'm just not good enough. I want friends but I don't put in the effort when others do or am too scared to be myself, and I don't know how to snap out of that cycle. Being too emotional and bothered by the shitty things people say, and then being blamed for reacting the way I do.
Why do people always gotta make [BEEP] so fucking complicated. We both want the same thing just stop with the bs, damn.
I think I have narcolepsy.
Still can't sleep, wtf. @___@
I'm panicking because I think I'm going to be fired before I even get a chance to get a new job. Ever feel like you're in so much trouble that you can't breathe? I'm doing a split shift today and I have to go back in 30 minutes. Why do I screw up my life so much? I'm losing it big time. Seriously losing it.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
I wish this forum was more active
life
I vomited 8 times this week from anxiety.....I have never done this before.....
life---> <---me