Hi everyone! I am Chello and been diagnosed to have General Anxiety Disorder, psychosis and major depression since 2003. It's been two years that I have been out of anti depressant though still taking anti psychotic drug but with minimum dose. Ever since then I don't have any episodes any more. I thought then how terrible and very depressing experience in each episodes that I really just want to die. I thought it will never end. But recognizing help is one step to recovery and next is helping yourself too. I'm very blessed that my parents are still alive and accepted and love me for who I am. They never reject me but love me more and understand. Though it also took me seven years to recover. I believe that each of us have her own stories to tell and different issues we must confront. I thought then I don't have friends and nobody cares. But I've proven it wrong coz I've found new and real friends. So I guess all I can say is pray harder especially during the episodes and don't be ashame to express yourself more, trust more and love more. And don't stop dreaming. Coz when you do, you also stop living. Cheers!