I was feeling super-lonely last night and depressed, especially since it was New Year's Eve and I honestly don't have that many friends
My friends from work are mostly upset with me right now (understandably) and my roommate at college and my close buddies live out of state for the most part. :/
I have always wanted to be a dancer. I know it's cliche LOL but I go on YouTube for hours and watch choreography videos. I was in a dance class in high school but I was sort of the social equivalent of a waterboy because I didn't really know how to make friends. It didn't last long as a result.
But anyway, my dream is to dance with a hip-hop squad, and I felt like crap last night and was alone so I watched "Battle of the Year," (it's about a dance competition) and it made me want to get back into dancing I felt super discouraged
I think it's worse than it could've been because I'm extremely depressed right now, at a major low point actually, but I do feel like a loser because I know how unrealistic it is that I could ever be a dancer. I'm out of shape and I don't have the social skills to work with a team or even feel comfortable.
Anyone else ever watch a movie that's supposed to be inspirational and makes you feel like crap about yourself? *sigh...*