As low as I've felt when I was at my worst a few months ago. I just want to put a gun into my mouth.
As low as I've felt when I was at my worst a few months ago. I just want to put a gun into my mouth.
In a good mood at the moment.
Thank you for your suggestions... I really mean that. Going for a walk is always really helpful for me
Thanks for recommending that! It worked! I felt nervous this morning and I walked 2+ miles and now I feel tired but much better.
I was feeling pretty horrible when I made that post, btw. Things are better now.
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Bitter. Jealous. Jealously bitter.
Irritated with myself. I really could've gotten some exercise today, I've been walking a lot and I don't see any harm in it since I'm recovered now (and my doctors are still telling me not to go back to work or school...), I walked over 2 miles the other day which might have been a little too much. But I could've gone to the gym today and probably should have, so no wonder I'm gaining weight and it's pissing me off.
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
I feel confused.
Very confused.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Proud and wistful.
Don't be sad it's over, be happy it happened
Not feeling too great physically.
I'm angry.
It's silly why I'm angry. I heard they finally hired somebody in my old job. I guess that stirred up anger and resentment again.
I love where I am. I love my new home and house.
So why am I angry?
I guess it still hurts the way they treated me.
Maybe I'm just still hurt.
Yeah.
I'm hurt.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
I'm just sick of winter. I don't know for some reason this winter was a bad one for me. Too much snow. Too much cold. Too many days with kids home form school. I'm going to try and get some outdoor time today. It is supposed to snow some more tomorrow not a lot but it will be back to being gray.
Mass Paranoia and insecure
Just plain old sad.
Filling the void.
*edit*
I need to stop dumping depressing ramblings into this thread.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin