I'm having an exam tomorrow and I'm not sure I've studied enough for it.. but now I'm exhausted and I need to sleep. I'm really worried about tomorrow
I'm having an exam tomorrow and I'm not sure I've studied enough for it.. but now I'm exhausted and I need to sleep. I'm really worried about tomorrow
My mood's been really labile. I missed a dose yesterday but surely that can't be it.
I'm overwhelmed and nothing has even happened yet. This course is going to ruin me. My chances of succeeding at all are zero if my doc decides she doesn't want me to be on benzos anymore. I've put so much time, effort, and money into this already that it infuriates me that she's decided to [BEEP] with my dose. Depression is also a huge issue and I don't know how I plan on dealing with that come Sept. I'm so sick of everything. Is this what it's going to be like for the rest of my life? 'Cause I gotta say, I'm not looking forward to that future. It's looking less and less inviting every day.
Really down right now
Sleepy... It's almost 3AM and i'm at the airport waiting for my brother and his wife to arrive...
Not completely terrible yet, but give it time.
board
life---> <---me
Determined. I think that very well sums up every aspect of my life at the moment. After seeing how crummy my mother is acting, it's only making me more motivated to do good in life and do my own thing.. and give my attention to those who deserve it.
Well, today has been a roller coaster but we'll say depression won again. I'm not sure what else I expect from an unstimulated mind. Other people don't feel this way all the time because they actually have things going on in their lives.