Super anxious now. Worried that I may have upset someone or some people even though I didn't say or do anything wrong. I can't ever seem to "let it go" and go with the flow of life. I try so hard to control every little thing, and it's so tiring and depressing.
Jerry
People who complain ALL THE TIME drive me nuts and people who complain all the time and it never their fault, or never change their way of thinking are WORSE!!!!UGH
life---><---me
The Awkward Conversationalist
Sometimes I feel like I should just stop talking
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
I don't know if it's because I'm hungry as hell or what, but I feel super bitchy all of a sudden. I'm just easily irritated right now. I probably should have stayed out of the house a bit longer today. Everytime I walk into my parents' apartment, my mood just automatically goes sour.
Socially inept Koala
Completely and socially drained for the next 20 years. Too much socializing completely screws me up mentally not too mention makes me really irritable and meh
Okay, maybe it was hunger that made me feel all bitchy earlier. I'm in a much better mood now (as well as in a nice food coma).
Another thing to bother me though -- this darn heat here in SoCal. It's about 100 degrees at the moment.
The most immediate problem is that I jammed our paper shredder, and I haven't been able to revive it.
My mom needs to shut the [BEEP] up. And this is why I don't like being home at night. Seems like she is most annoying at this time of day.
Socially inept Koala
Having a bad bad case of the paranoias and panic attacks tonight
[BEEP] you, body. I withhold from partaking in the five finger knuckle shuffle for a little while and you decide you're just gonna circumvent that while I sleep. What a shitty thing to wake up to.
It took me a moment to (maybe) get what you meant. Why are you withholding and why is it bad?
Just been so damn busy lately, I haven't really felt the need to indulge myself. It's bad because that means my bed sheets now need to get washed.
Ahh I thought you were part of that group I can't understand, that thinks withholding is somehow beneficial to health or something. I would ask why it's not just your shorts/pants that need to be washed, but I think I'm getting too personal for comfort now
The Awkward Conversationalist
Sorry, everyone, that I've been so miserable lately
I know all my posts have been depressing and I'm sorry if I scared anyone. I've just been feeling so shitty lately
I don't think I want to die as badly as I think I do, if that makes any sense. I'm pretty easy to talk down from doing anything once I look for help in the right places.
For now I'm safe and I just want to work on getting better.
/Keddy
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
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