The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
That's horrible. There's something seriously wrong with people who do that, but we all know that, right?
there's long been a problem with people and that's how they hurt others, something that one day needs to change.
Way I see it, why would ya believe the [BEEP] they say when they are the ones with the problem?
Someone who talks like them surely wouldn't earn my respect in the least. High school tho is an awful place, because it's like people there haven't even learned [BEEP] yet at that age. As a result some people stay assholes no matter what the age.
Don't believe what they say, because they're not even at a point where what they say even matters;I don't really get why such kids act the way they do. I think even people need to stop taking having kids for granted if they ain't gonna teach em to be anythin' respectable.
Bet ya as well that's 95% of the problem.
The way I saw it and see is they were smart, they had friends they fit in they were good at things and there was that many of them saying the same thing they must have had a point. I know now some of the stuff they said was off or over Exadurated but they weren't all wrong I'm not Achaemenid, I am different, I am weird but it's just finding the right people who like your weird and different. One good thing about it as the bullies got more distracted with gcses and left me alone I gained my confidence a bit more and actually stopped some bullying that I saw happen so at least one good thing came out of it and I could help other people
They didn't have my respect, there was just that many people all saying the same thing that many times it kind of wore me down
I just think they couldn't handle someone who had been exposed to the world who had taken on different countries cultures and mannerisms with different accents , wanted to do nothing but be everyone's friend, take college work seriously. I was too naive and had been brought up to be too nice to people.
It didn't sound like you were complaining. Talking about hurts is a very human and needed thing.
Also I see a distinction between reason and excuse. When one says they are the way they are because something happened, then it's not blaming. It's giving a reason.
When they say they can't do anything because someone did something to them and therefore they are powerless to fix it, then that's an excuse. In other words, they "use" the past experience as an excuse for not taking responsibility. I'm not sure if I'm making this clearer or more confusing.
It's ok to talk about things that happened and also to see a connection of what happened to your behavior now. So don't negate your hurt. It's very real and it hurts, doesn't it?
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
I'm feeling a lot of memories/ flashbacks lately. I've had several traumatizing experiences (and due to being traumatized even little things tore the issues worse). Last night was one of the days I hit-my-brick, and for the past 15 hours have been having terrible intrusive images and thoughts of a few things; and then anxiety attack that lasted the whole 15 hours; and every hour a panic attack would set in and last for 2-5 minutes (per hyperventilating). Even going into detail is too much to go into x.x
I realize vague.