..and it bothers me. I wasn't like this some years ago, but then after all the mental health stuff & physical hurt happened, I became really bitter. Nobody likes me anymore and I absolutely hate myself. I just don't seem to be able to change, it's like the negativity has grown on me and it is disgusting. ''Thinking positive'' doesn't seem to work as it turns into sarcasm and sass in a millisecond. I used to get angry pretty easily and then I'd be REALLY angry for about.. 30 seconds, but now I'm just constantly grumpy and hating on things. I know it has something to do with me being depressed and feeling alone and abandoned, but I also understand I can't get better by hating everything around me. How could I get rid of this constant feeling of anger and hatred? Any ideas? Anyone else been in the same situation?