Hi everyone.
I have a question. Since my daughter passed away in April, I've had many people offer their prayer and thoughts. Which I appreciate so much. I'm not a very religious person. So even though they offer their prayers, its not much comfort to me. I lost my faith quite awhile ago and when I had to hold my baby lifeless, all my faith left. I don't believe God is going to save me and I feel that we are all on our own. I want to believe there's a God and a heaven because that would make it a tad bit easier to feel like someone is listening out there that can help or that my little girl is somewhere happy, playing and smiling. But at the end of the day, I don't feel that's true. I lost my grandfather when I was in high school and that was the first major death I had to deal with. This is the second. The first time around with my grandfather, I prayed and prayed. This time, I feel like my pleads are unheard. I don't have the belief or faith. So I guess for those of you that aren't religious, how did you handle death? I'm having trouble talking to friends and others. I feel they get uncomfortable because they're unsure of what to say and I don't blame them. I just feel really alone. My fianc? is dealing his own way, and sometimes I don't want to bring it up and bring him down if he's having an okay moment.