Sleepy and sleepless...and a bit anxious or angry, I'm not sure which one. But my chest feels tight and I just feel sad...oh well.
Sleepy and sleepless...and a bit anxious or angry, I'm not sure which one. But my chest feels tight and I just feel sad...oh well.
Feeling good, has been a good day so far. Fourth of July was a rainout here, so I've spent the day getting caught up on movies and my reading list. Talked to my kids earlier and they're doing pretty much the same, that and video games oc.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
Right this moment my grief has turned to anger. I FEEL ANGRY. THE ALL CAPS KIND OF ANGER. Anger at myself and yeah GOD, I FEEL ANGER AT YOU TOO. THANKS FOR NEVER LISTENING TO MY PRAYERS.
weird
Better
I feel trapped at the computer but I'm braking the chains and going to the shower.
more depressed since its morning now and I think pms is about to began -____________-
I feel so sad. I feel ... sigh.
I feel very, very tired on the inside pieces of me. My heart is tired.
I smile all day but my heart is tired and my eyes are sad.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
Weird, I don't feel well. My stomach is bothering and my thoughts are spinning.
feeling like I want to cut myself again..
Feeling good. I don’t have my kids this weekend, so decided to spend it with parents, and some extended family. It’s been a good weekend so far.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
Feeling really good esp for a Monday morning. Is nice to have a flexible schedule.
Idk why I go off my meds sometimes. I think it's a thought process that a lot of people that are on mood stabilizers and anti-anxiety meds and antidepressants have. You start to feel really stable, really good even, you start to feel "normal" (whatever that is) and you think you don't need the meds anymore. Which....is partly true. If you've been on them for any real length of time then your body, your brain is used to having them in your system and you feel fine. You just can't stop taking them. It sounds like a no-brainer but it's something that millions of people on those meds struggle with...is not just me.
Anyways I feel really good so far today. Not manic or anything like that. Just really good....I feel like I'm gonna be OK lol. And the eight different scripts I have are altogether less than $100...that's awesome. My insurance is good for something after all. I believe they're close to a thousand dollars without.
You're going to lose people in your life, and realize that no matter how much time you spent with them or how often you told them you loved them, it will never seem like it was enough.
Hug the ones you love.
Acid Reflux again. Which always brings an infection of the insides these days. Bloody annoying. Have to get some horrible medication tomorrow. As the infection part didn't start till today. Thought I was over it. Than ' whack '. Pain. No sleep for a few nights. What a life.
The Lovable Irish Rogue
horrible and suicidal, I wish my period end now