Sometimes I can?t sleep at during the night well others days/nights I can get 13 hours of sleep and still be tired all day I am never not tired whatever I sleep or don?t sleep it?s so overwhelming I can sleep in doctors offices cars college courses well no Matter how bad it sounds well sitting on a couch in my sisters living room with the tv loud toddlers toys going off
About a year and a half ago I had to ask someone to help me babysit in fear of falling asleep
Sometimes I?m beyond a functioning level to where I don?t care where I am I?ve laid on a hospital floor and fallen asleep movie theaters with friends
Like tonight?s one of those nights where sleeping is hard for me
But I honestly thought it was medicine related I completely stopped all my meds at once lithium depakote and lamitical
I think because of this I?m constantly forgetting certain days of the weeks or hours
Also when I sleep I never dream I?m aware of my surroundings I can hear things around me so I hear things people say sometimes I shouldn?t because they think I am like in a full rem sleep other times I?ve reached a little further into a rem sleep and can?t hear but still don?t dream
I?ve always had sleep issues as a child my mom claims I had seizures in my sleep twitching and jerking she said at 13 my sister told me I walked out of my bed to a dresser and started making hand motions and saying I was cutting a piece of cake and if she wanted some? I used to wake up screaming sometimes well sleeping I wake up chocking and gasping for air I had a sleep study done for sleep apnea she said I do stop breathing just not enough to be diagnosed but she said I sound like it is a form of narcolepsy
It?s just at this point it?s becoming to much
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