"From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were - I have not seen
As others saw - I could not bring
My passions from a common spring
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone
Then - in my childhood - in the dawn
Of a most stormy life - was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain
From the red cliff of the mountain
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold -
From the lighting in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by -
From the thunder and the storm
And the cloud that look the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view"
I remembered my dream the other day. Probably should have written it down. I don't remember most of my dreams these days and I want to increase dream recall because I want to have more romantic dreams. The reason for this is I can experience my emotions properly in dreams like enjoying things like kissing etc that I've never enjoyed irl. I've had some really great dream kisses but it's been a while.
I also want to teleport to an alternate reality where I can actually have a relationship with someone who I find cute with long/pretty hair and a cute high pitched but androgynous voice who I get really excited about everytime we talk. And then we kiss and it's as great as kissing in dreams. But I guess I'll just stare at photos of musicians instead.
The impulse is pure
Sometimes our circuits get shorted
By external interference
Signals get crossed
And the balance distorted
By internal incoherence
A tired mind become a shape-shifter
Everybody need a mood lifter
Everybody need reverse polarity
Everybody got mixed feelings
About the function and the form
Everybody got to deviate From the norm