Not feeling well, mentally or physically. Sleep doesn't even seem appealing for once. I think I'll just crawl outta this meat suit and launch myself into space for a while, clear my head. Anybody wanna come with?
Not feeling well, mentally or physically. Sleep doesn't even seem appealing for once. I think I'll just crawl outta this meat suit and launch myself into space for a while, clear my head. Anybody wanna come with?
I feel irrationally anxious over telling someone that I may have to leave there birthday party/going to a pub thing early because the last train home is at 11.
I mean, come on. They're most likely gonna understand that that's a good reason.
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
ARGH Why can't you just let me have a life? For the first time, I might finally be able to and you...I don't know what you want actually.
I've given everything to you. I've helped you out, supported you, defended you. I've loved you for the past two years.
I've done this whilst trying to sort my own life out, whilst getting back on track after a year off sick. I don't have a thick skin though. Years of bullying at school didn't give me a "thick skin". Being alone didn't make me stronger. I'm not a better person after handling depression. Im not able to deal with things better after I tried to kill myself.
Yes, I know people went through worse, I get that. I don't think for a second that I have it "the worst". I just...I'm just not strong. I'm just tired. I just know people are arseholes and I'm wary of them.
I just want to be stop being seen as the outcast who has wild mood swings and panic attacks. I wanna stop thinking that that is who I am, and that that is all anyone will see.
I just wanna stop feeling a lot or the time, actually.
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
Reality is closing in..the things I didn't want to happen are slowly happening bit by bit.
I just want tomorrow to be over to be honest with you.
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
fuck. I NEED to drink. I don't know how much longer I can hold out waiting for an opportunity. I'm starting to understand why people do reckless shit.
no gf... alone ..... wen i will find ma love
Just getting over the stomach flu which put me in the hospital emergency room on Friday. I've never been that sick before. Only now starting to feel human again
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about