Did some important paperwork
Meal prepped.
Didn’t keep hitting snooze on my alarm.
Wrote a rather smashing blog entry, if I do say so myself.
Ordered my wedding dress today
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Called the landlord this morning and asked them to repair the hot water. Theyve said theyve contacted a repairman who will hopefully ring to arrange a time to gain access to it. Seems silly that I get anxious over just calling then to ask to do that. :/
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I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
I had a big sloppy, cleansing cry.
Today would've been my father's birthday. Although it's been a few years now since he left us, it still hurts (always will to some extent, I'm sure), especially at this time of year. Generally, in the last few years, I've felt a little melancholy, but have remained pretty composed. For some reason, the emotions were bigger than they have been in a long time, this time around.
I just let it go.... It was messy.... I even hid in the bathroom from my partner because I just wanted to be alone to ugly cry to the greatest extent that I possibly could. Although I accepted her comfort when I came back out.... I don't know, sometimes it just feels like there are some parts of grief that need to be processed alone. I feel better now. I spoke to him, like I always do, and now I feel like I'm ready to get back to "normal".
It's maybe not as practical as a lot of the other wonderful, positive actions people have taken in this thread, but I feel that it was a very healthy thing to do and I wanted to share that.
It's not silly. I think a large percentage of us here would get anxious over making that call. I know that I certainly would.
Still at it. Had a couple of pretty rough days due to the start of doxazosin in an attempt to improve sleep. It's an off-label use of this blood pressure medication, so I was afraid to exercise. And frankly, not able to do so cause of the state I was in. Today is a bit better, so I decided to give my usual workout a go. I'm relieved I've been able to get away with it without fainting or any such thing. I just have to be a bit more careful, but that's no big deal. Happy with a better day and being able to exercise again. Now for some more reps...