yay now I am feeling anxious about eating
yay now I am feeling anxious about eating
life---> <---me
So I was stupidly looking on tumblr and I've found some blog claiming that a bunch of random characters have bipolar. Including Harry Potter.
Its been a while since I read the books, but I can assure you, deciding that random characters have bipolar is fucking offensive to those of us that have it. It's not some fucking perk and "oh em geez so edgy". It's a fucking disorder. One that I seriously hate, tore my life to pieces, andtake meds that make me feel like [BEEP] daily.
Fucking kids these days.
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
I have wisdom teeth coming in. Apparently, it isn't just common for them to have refracting ear pain but also refracting inner ear and sinus infections. Due to the infections my stupid lupus gets a exacerbation and lupus starts attacking the Temporomandibular joint causing extreme swelling to the face and ears swell more making it impossible to ge all the water out of them >.< and so then i get middle and outter (swimmers) ear. The rupteres happened due to the pressure and fluid back up... For over a week I was in a constant state of vertigo. I had to sleep on the reclining chair.. it sucked!!!!
I want to work out, but in the comfort of my home. There's no way in my current physical and mental state that I could go to a gym alone. I just get so bored of body weight exercises and it's hard to stay motivated, but home gym equipment is just retarded expensive. Feel like I'm doomed to be fat forever.
My air conditioner seems to have stopped working, oh boy. With 100F/38C+ highs and 80F/27C+ lows, this is going to result in some uncomfortable days/nights at home.
*Edit*
It is now fixed, thankfully.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Pretty sure I have pulpitis in one tooth, thanks to getting a filling there, which I don't even think I needed. I'd like to find a dentist who isn't a sociopathic sadist.
Low mood. Lashing out at everyone. Just feel.so.shit. Don't want to talk to anyone at all.
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
I think the delivery guy got lost....it has never taken this long to get food delivered and if he rings me again I am going to freak as I cannot for the life of me give directions
life---> <---me
Just a lot of things I have to get done in a small amount of time. I really don't want to have to take it home and work over my hours again, but that may be the case. In my job, the person who walks up and interrupts me is priority, so when I'm working on research to present presentations at places, it's difficult to get it all done if the library is busy.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Being permanently banned from a forum just a few hours ago. I was a long term member there and it really stinks to face this stinging rejection. I guess all I can really do is just suck it up and move on to another community, like here I guess. : (
Time is supposed to heal all wounds, right? The wound is very fresh so we'll have to see later on how I am faring. But right now, I feel pretty down. I didn't mean to get banned. Maybe I'm just really angry and bitter with my unchecked mental health issues and I lash out and inadvertently cause trouble. Sigh.