Getting a job. I know I could get one if I just went out and applied to some places but... you know how SA is.
Getting a job. I know I could get one if I just went out and applied to some places but... you know how SA is.
Keep it cool. Cool people never show emotion. Keep it cool.
joining any clubs and going to the mall with a new friend .-.
Making a phone call =/
was suppose to go to the hospital yesterday. avoiding that :/
Christmas shopping. Though I did get a teensy bit done today anyway. I'm never, ever setting foot in a store that busy again. I'll be there the second it opens to avoid the crowds. Now there's just finding the motivation to get out of bed early enough to make that happen.
Getting a job.
Going to work
Seeing a film with my friend/crush.. it would've been really fun as well :/
Phone calls, and an oil change for car. I would love to hide out from the world today, but I have a few things I need to do.
trying out new learning experiences like ballroom dancing or sport or social groups... i find excuses like "I dont have a car, so I can't get home easy or i will be annoying to someone if they feel they have to drive me or pick me up even if they offer I am a bother to them...""
Currently seating in class, basically avoiding eye-contact with anyone. We just came from our winter break and I was not looking to seeing anyone in my class. But when entering the class, I realize I really wasn't looking to seeing anyone. Not happy, nor unhappy, it just didn't mean anything to see anyone again. Felt nothing. Or freedom, in which case it scares me because it could be the real end of my social life.
Also, I have been postponing internship applications and many emails (sending and answering).
Leaving early any party, when I am invited. But since I am not invited a lot and according to its nature, the previous one (postponing interactions for my studies) is the real problem. It costs me so much effort to even start the computer, getting in the right mindset, and opening the mail box. So when I start writing Dear Blablabla, I've already given it all. And how can I expect my parents who pay so much for the school and believe in me to understand it?
i used to sit in classrooms that way too when the teacher came in and i thought i didn't know enough about anything to be there...
Getting ready to wake up early on my day off of work. I think I will wing it, figure it out in the morning.