The low tire pressure light came on and reminded me I need tires so now I'm freaking out about how to pay for new tires. I wish this was a few years earlier, we didn't have much money, but it wasn't always such a huge concern.
The low tire pressure light came on and reminded me I need tires so now I'm freaking out about how to pay for new tires. I wish this was a few years earlier, we didn't have much money, but it wasn't always such a huge concern.
What made me anxious today
The cops were driving behind me at one point
I ordered pizza went to pick it up felt anxious as I was thinking my house mates were going to be judging my food choice/ laziness to cook
life---> <---me
My mother called me a pathetic con artist who's only using her for food...
I hate myself.
Good thread idea.
Today I got anxious about being late for my therapist appointment. I was already anxious about the appointment in general but being late (due to a variety of reasons) for anything really sets me off. I was roughly 10 minutes late and she was just coming into the waiting room to call me in when we came through the doors sweating from the heat (sunshine in Scotland?!?) and rushing. She was very understanding and since she was running late it worked out but I was still shaking and panicking when I sat down. Great start(!).
In the end the appointment went well and we got through a load of stuff. My partner came to give an objective perspective on the situation which definitely helped. There was talk of mood stabilisers to help with the sudden slumps I get but I'm taking my time to think about it before I charge in on new meds (having this decision to make also makes me a little anxious).
Making a phone call. And whoopee, I get to make an even more anxiety-inducing one tomorrow.
Still anxious from the stuff we went through in my appointment a few days ago. A lot was mentioned and I woke the next day feeling very daunted at all the issues I have to tackle, it's like a mountain I somehow have to break down. I know I need to do it a piece at a time but it's just so... Huge. It's all so much bigger than I am.
A whole bunch of inconceivably miniscule things that should make no person anxious, ever. What is my life?
I texted my older brother (the one who bullied me pretty bad) today to ask about his experience with his car since I was looking at the same model. He was nice and everything, which felt weird. He even congratulated me on graduating. But I was still just crazy anxious about conversing with him at all. Nice or not I'd prefer not to talk to him.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
I feel as though I'm being watched. Like there's someone sitting at the coffee table with me.
No random paranoia, you will not ruin my good mood.
I got overcharged for my food, catching it as it got punched in. I freaked out and couldn't say anything though.
I test drove a car I'm interested in. Afterword my mind went blank and I couldn't remember what I was going to say. I always think I'm tougher than I am.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
Phone calls I had to make today and almost setting the house on fire
life---> <---me
A phone call.
But most importantly, that giant daddy longlegs that was in the living room .