One thing that never stops annoying me about anxiety is how it prevents me from being "spontaneous" and just having fun! Like, I always have to make plans with any friend at least a week in advance, just to gear up the courage to hang out.
I am so jealous of those people who can receive a call on the spot, and answer " I'll be right over, sounds fun" why can't I be like that!!!!!!
I suppose I should be thankful because a few years ago I wasn't socializing at all! Then when I do hang out with someone, I worry I BORE the person..
I absolutely envy those people in life who aren't bothered by anything. These are the individuals that shrug and say, "oh, no big deal."
WHY can't I get to the point of NOT caring?