I was scrolling through this tumblr account and noticed they'd documented a bunch of tweets that were reactions to the Nashville shooter a while back. And I saw a lot of really stupid stuff at the time so none of this is really surprising but these particular tweets below are so typical/insane. But really this is just the same essay again it's just I'm also fine tuning my thoughts and for some insane reason want to do it semi-publically? Habit I guess.
They also wrote this:
The dichotomy isn't new at all and later I'll explain why.I'm so pissed at the people who act like there's no way transphobes would ever see transmascs as anything but helpless little girls, as if that narrative itself isn't something relatively new & only got popular because it was useful.of fucking course the minute they have an excuse they are going to switch from "T mutilates women's bodies" to "T makes women into psycho killers", especially non-radfems who don?t give a damn about women's rights in the first place. the only reason that the pity narrative got big is because radfems changed their tune from "women betraying women to get male privilege" to "poor little girls swindled into betraying womanhood" which was useful to non-feminist conservatives & their desire to control women. now they have the perfect opportunity to change up their transphobia to make transmascs into dangerous murderers & even more justification to ban HRT & criminalize testosterone specifically.
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What the [BEEP] is this sexist duality nonsense?She was born a woman and took hormones to simulate being a man, became a white cis male shooter, instead of being a lovingly butch lesbian 🤷
Do they realise that
1. It's not the 70s, 80s or even 90s so trans men who are exclusively attracted to women are a minority of trans men anyway. Many aren't that masculine either. Not that that archetype doesn't exist but it's just not as prevalent as they want to suggest. Probably most are mildly masculine-feminine bisexual/pansexual people.
I can't think of a single detransistioner who isn't either married to a guy now or is at least romantically attracted to men. And these people pay more attention to detransistioners than trans people who don't detransition, so that's confusing.
One detransistioner said all the porn they watched was about women - at least in the past - but they were romantically attracted to men and wanted a relationship with a guy. That's fairly common for straight women though. They watch a lot of lesbian porn and porn that focuses on women, and lesbians often watch gay male porn. (I know this sounds insane and like I made it up but look up both these things and you'll find a lot written about this on social media and articles.)
The universe is weird. Very little makes sense. Regardless most trans men don't have a sexuality you could describe as lesbian even if they were cis women.
2. Why have they assumed this in the first place? I don't think anything has been revealed/said about that shooter's sexuality.
3. Do they know what cis means? Or are doing that weird thing gender critical people /feminists will do where they suddenly see trans guys as men because they've committed acts of horrific violence? Because if you were looking for a motivation for the crime...
I don't know what they think was the first f-m shooting lol because people are notoriously bad at the gender guessing game ime.I said after the first f-m mass shooting we could expect this non-stop.
You can't inject women with massive amounts of testosterone and expect society to function.
There was a lot of this stupid [BEEP] at the time too yeah, in spite of the fact that there have previously been female mass shooters who weren't on testosterone. Also I never did find out if this one was.
Given the incredibly diverse breakdown of mass killers at this point, that seems like a retarded assumption. What category of person isn't committing mass murder these days?The minute the story broke, I told my mom the shooter would be named as someone who identifies as trans
He then goes on to talk about demons and monsters. Of course:
Tbf you've been saying the same thing about us for hundreds+ of years even without testosterone:Demonic delusion paired with testosterone levels in a body not designed to accommodate either creates monstrous results.
One of the many kinds of monsters. Because monsters defy categories. Werewolves are monsters because they are part Human and part wolf. Vampires are monsters because they are part living and part dead (and also I guess part Human and part bat.)The Monster would thus be a woman, but a woman who would answer Freud's infamous question "What does a woman want?" with the ostensible reply: to be a male, with a female to love. In the failure of that project, the Monster is forced to play the role of the castrating Medusa woman.17
But not all of 'the other' are monsters. We divide them into angels and demons. After all Jesus was part man and part God and he wasn't a monster.
We are stuck in this Christian dichotomy and we project these categories onto real people (lesbians become monsters, gay men become monsters, bisexuals are usually monsters, gender non-conforming women become monsters, trans women often become monsters, but trans men are also poor misled little girls, and trans women are poor confused misled gay twinks, butch lesbians are innocent victims but also predatory imitators of men and so on,) which is problematic. Oh it's also batshit fucking insane too yes. So powerful is this narrative - borderline personality disorder as a culture - that even Japanese writers are trying to unpack it.
Remember the weird prophetic Japanese video game series that sounds exactly like this discourse + climate activism and capitalism were major themes?
Obviously these are major spoilers for Final Fantasy Crisis Core and the original Final Fantasy VII game:
When Genesis calls Sephiroth and Jenova monsters:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HqfFYnepCSE
Final Fantasy VII original game where Sephiroth reads about himself and the project that created him in Nibelheim:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vWZ6OSPneA
In a scene that's similar to Loki's in the first Thor film when he finds out he's a frost giant:
My mother's name is Jenova... Jenova Project... Is this just a coincidence? Professor Gast... Why didn't you tell me anything? ...Why did you die?"Sephiroth talking to Cloud (well not Cloud technically):Sephiroth didn't come out of the Shinra Mansion... He continued to read as if he were possessed by something, and not once, did the light in the basement go out....
Who is it? Hmph traitorTraitor?It's that alien conspiracy story again lol.You ignorant traitor. This planet originally belonged to the Cetra. Cetra were an itinerant race. They would migrate in, settle the planet, then move on...
Then after a conversation about stuff Sephiroth sets fire to Cloud's hometown and Hojo captures Cloud, Zack and others and injects them with jenova cells and exposes them to Mako energy causing most of them to become clones of Jenova and Sephiroth's puppets. Zack was immune to this due to previously being in the SOLDIER program, and he saves Cloud, and then dies. Cloud comes to believe he is Zack after this. As a child he also really wanted to be Sephiroth because he saw him as his hero.
Later in the Northern Crater Cloud finds Sephiroth and Sephiroth tells him that his past (believing he is Zack) was an illusion (Cloud actually never made it into the SOLDIER program and was essentially a failure,) so Cloud breaks down and gives him the black materia he was looking for and falls into the lifestream. Then Tifa has to help him put his broken psyche back together. After that Sephiroth can't control him anymore.
Sephiroth also wasn't a cetra, though Aerith was, who he later kills. In early versions of the script I think Sephiroth and Aerith were going to be siblings which is why their appearance is vaguely similar, then they were made former lovers, then they scrapped both ideas and Aerith's former love interest was made to be Zack Fair instead.
Aerith from Final Fantasy VII isn't a monster she's pedestalised and seen as a kind of angelic figure too-pure-for-this world. Like Aurora, who is of course bisexual. Only Aurora is a Human and so when people expect this from her they are mistaken:
I'm losing my connection
I'm tired of the rules and your corrections
I want to live my life, be all of its pages
And underline that I am not an angel
'Cause if I'm not pure
I guess that I'm too much
I never know how to keep in, keep in touch
If I'll be somebody
I'll never let my skin decide it for me
I never had the world, so why change for it?
I never had the world, so why change for it?
Aerith is a fictional character, and so like all pure fictional characters of this type (generally bishounen/twinks or women, Jesus too though. Though I'm pretty sure his personality never fit the type,) she has to tragically die.
But Sephiroth is a monster and tbf he lives up to this role that he internalises.
Cloud has to try and find a way to exist that doesn't involve becoming a monster.
Edit: Obviously there's Vincent Valentine as well and his chaos form. Yes chaos again lol. Humans apparently only have several ideas.
Spoilers for FF VII Dirge of Cerberus:Chaos is a recurring demonic creature in the series, but Vincent as Chaos is the only incarnation of it in the Final Fantasy series that is portrayed as clearly on the heroes' side; it is not necessarily benevolent, but only because Vincent himself is.
Chaos is a semi-Weapon (a creature of magnificent power created by the planet) that acts according to the will of another Weapon, Omega, that the planet calls forth in a time of threat. Chaos is a being born of negative memories and the sins within a naturally occurring stagnated and tainted form of Lifestream. Should the stagnant Lifestream increase in unusually high quantities, its ultimate purpose is to act as an executioner of all life and harbinger of death. This is triggered by the planet's reaction to this imbalance upon periods of great catastrophe, decline, and mass planetary-scale destruction, to allow the rest of the planet's Lifestream to be gathered to a new planet to continue the cycle of life.This (although Japanese,) continues the theme of increasing identification with the gothic in fiction (not that gothic although honestly the overlap is clear and that's why they share a name.) like Anne Rice's vampires etc. FF VII was actually inspired by Kabbalah I think though (Jewish mysticism.) That's where Sephiroth gets his name:Hojo, or rather, a digital version of him inside Weiss, explains to Vincent how Chaos exists within him. Due to Hojo's experiments of Vincent many years ago, Vincent's body became durable enough for Chaos to exist inside him. He says Chaos is born of a tainted Lifestream. Vincent tries to use Chaos to fight Weiss but fails. Vincent hallucinates Lucrecia standing in front of him; she tells him to try and control Chaos, not let Chaos control him. Via the Protomateria within Weiss Vincent uses Chaos' power while retaining his human form and defeats Weiss.
Chaos takes full control over Vincent's body when Omega is summoned, according to Shelke, to counterbalance Omega's appearance. Shelke uses a Synaptic Net Dive to retrieve the Protomateria and return it to Vincent so he can control Chaos. It is revealed that after Vincent was shot by Hojo and experimented on, he was still dying. Lucrecia infused tainted Lifestream into him, as she believed her thesis on Chaos could save him. While this stopped Vincent's body from decaying he became permanently Chaos. Lucrecia discovered the Protomateria and used it so Vincent could control Chaos, but he resumed decaying, as when Lucrecia tried to use it, her computer screen flashed red. It is unknown what happened to Vincent after this, or how he stopped decaying, but due to the events of Final Fantasy VII and its flashbacks, it can be assumed Vincent woke up and realized what he had become, and willingly went into a deep slumber.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sefirot
mm: https://finalfantasy.fandom.com/wiki..._Final_FantasySefirot (/sfɪˈroʊt, ˈsfɪroʊt/; Hebrew: סְפִירוֹת, romanized: Səfīrōt, Tiberian: Săp̄īrōṯ),[1] meaning emanations, are the 10 attributes/emanations in Kabbalah,[2] through which Ein Sof (The Infinite) reveals itself and continuously creates both the physical realm and the chain of higher metaphysical realms (Seder hishtalshelus). The term is alternatively transliterated into English as sephirot/sephiroth, singular sefirah/sephirah, etc.
You can see how there's tension. The Matrix was inspired by Gnosticism btw.Final Fantasy VII draws from the Lurian Kabala , a medieval variant of Jewish Mysticism with similarities to Gnosticism. Gnosticism originated as a Roman-era fusion of Christianity and Ancient Greek philosophy, and its adherents were said to have knowledge of the "true" nature of the world.
The Cetra strongly resemble the Hebrew people, Gnostics, and the Ainu. All have been persecuted, with the Gnostics' beliefs dying out, Traces remain in Jungian psychology, which also relates to Cloud's journey into the Lifestream to confront the buried shadow aspects of his mind. Hojo's Reunion Theory, where entities infused with Jenova's cells will reunite with Jenova/Sephiroth at the North Crater, stems from Gnosticism, namely the concept of each human having a fragment of God.
Both belief systems, Gnosticism and Kabbalah, proclaim that all humans have inside their bodies a spark of divine light from the Absolute, which returns there upon death. This Absolute is an infinite wellspring of spiritual energy, knowledge, and goodness, mirroring the function of the Lifestream. The Kabbalah states the Absolute is the Abrahamic God, whereas early Gnostics believed him to be an incompetent or malicious false god known as the demiurge ("artisan" in Ancient Greek) who merely believed himself the uncreated deity because he was shielded from the Absolute by his "mother", an emanation from the Absolute (known as an Aeon) who fell from the skies. This demiurge, trapped in the material world, cannot create anything good, and instead corrupts the sparks of light, just like Jenova's corruption of the Lifestream and of human beings.
Thinking about that video again lol when he talks about 'the clergy'
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Twi_6NgsJWU
Low openness people (aka conservatives,) try to describe something you dislike without resorting to a comparison with disease challenge!To the left there is Utopia promulgated by the clergy who at present happens to be the cathedral. This is a pathological dysfunction of the trichotomy. The church has been subverted by the cathedral as identified by neoreactionaries and is at present not serving it's intended purpose. It is attempting to drag politics towards the new God of progress and having aberrated from it's normative aim of promoting Christianity it is being rejected by the other two estates. This created the left/right divide as it exists today. Originally this divide was between the 2nd and 3rd estates. Egalitarianism emerged as a phenomenon of the third estate during the French revolution but over time it has morphed from a populist idea focussed on the people of a nation to a religious idea modelled after the Christian idea of all Humans being fundamentally valuable. Thankfully this liberated the 3rd estate from this idea to a substantial degree and it is now creating nationalist movements to oppose the cathedral like antibodies opposing a disease. Capitalism of course remains in opposition to the cathedral due to progressivisms marriage to Marxism. Hence the present dynamic. The cathedral operating as the clergy is opposed by capitalists who are the nobles and the nationalists who are the commoners.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9756797/
Moreover, in addition to xenophobic attitudes, increased pathogenic threat is associated with ideological tendencies, such as authoritarianism, traditionalism, and political conservatismIt feels a bit like I read a book (hah imagine, an entire book from start to finish. Not in this decade or most of the last decade,) and I'm waiting around for the sequel. I think it might happen one day but not yet. A lot of people want to drag us back and that's so boring. We killed God for a reason (when I was 11ish and in the 6th century and again in the Gay Science (tee hee,) in 1882. Well actually I never killed him I just didn't like his rules or followers so it didn't matter whether he existed or not that was never actually a very interesting debate to me lol. One way or another their power here doesn't come from a material existence does it? It comes from ideas in Human minds. Like fairies in Peter Pan if nobody believes they die.) Also LOL Jordan Peterson is back to being a Christian (and more boring.)With the clergy in a state of rebellion. The other two are seeking to assert themselves and make up for the systemic failure. [...] With the present situation when one pillar of Western civilisation has been so perverted it is even more that the other two remain stable. The proper role for the individualist and absolutist pillars in the current scenario is to prevent a slide into leftist oblivion but also not to create an equal imbalance towards another poll in doing so. [...] It is a tricky situation to manage the equilibrium between individualism and absolutism and furthermore there is an even more fundamental problem to be solved. If a moderation among these three estates is indeed the foundation of Western civilisation. Then the precondition for having a successful civilisation is a secure existence of these estates. The clergy still exists in it's original form but it has been massively disempowered and essentially replaced.
[...]It is the role of the capitalist to protect the liberty of the individual, it is the role of the nationalists to secure the existence of the nation in which these individuals reside and it is the role of the religious tradition to orient people of this nation towards a super ordinant metaphysical aim.
[...]The clergy cannot compromise on the existence of God. In the Jewish tradition there are many atheists who consider themselves to be Jewish. In the Christian domain Jordan Peterson professes the value of Christianity yet appears to be an atheist. People in these categories may be useful in some way to religious traditions but ultimately there must be those who affirm the metaphysical reality of God. Anything else is unsustainable and will suffer the same state as the Christian church has under the progressive cathedral.
And on the other hand it might not be possible to transcend certain archetypes which means these limitations and boundaries and the repetition will always exist.
I might be expecting too much from a group of very strange animals. Formed from a cluster of atoms. 3.5-4g of iron. I don't know why but that always amuses me. The iron thing specifically.
This is funny too the title has an exclamation mark lol: Iron is essential for living!Iron is crucial for every kind of living organism, including plants, bacteria, animals and humans, to transport oxygen (through the haemoglobin in animals and humans) and to produce energy (through electron transfer in the mitochondrial respiratory chain). In addition, iron is essential for many metabolic processes, including DNA repair and replication, regulation of gene expression and so on. Many pathogens are thus highly dependent on iron supply and use different pathways to acquire or even steal iron from the environment or from their host
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4331421/
Sitting on a rock in outer space. Or standing. I have to move around a lot.
The pure angelic category represents the child. We think of the child as an other, but it's an other we accept (because obviously, otherwise the species would die out lol.) Children exist in a kind of pre-realised state that people often view as symbolic androgyny though that's not quite right - little boys aren't really allowed to be feminine. Young girls are usually allowed and in most cultures encouraged to be boyish:
But they must age out of it eventually and then choose between being women or monsters.Tomboy can be seen as a phase of gender presentation in adolescence.[12] Some parents might be concerned by the lack of femininity in their child but the tomboy phase is, in fact, crucial to physical development between the ages of 8 and 13, according to Joseph Lee, the playground movement advocate in 1915.
Lady Gaga is very clever/intuitive. That's why I think the hate bandwagon is dumb:
She's so defensive in this interview lol but I don't blame her because he's constantly trying to police her. You can see she was more willing to be 'open' later on (at least with some people,) and got better at handling all the [BEEP] over time:Right now I'm very obsessed with monsters and playgirls [...] No I won't elaborate on that
It's crazy too because her image was never really that sexual especially compared to other female musicians. It was just more [BEEP] and more aggressive. 'They' don't like stuff like that it's why they dislike Megan Thee Stallion, Cardi B, Nicki Minaj etc. I'm not gonna lie to you. I just wanted an excuse to post this lol:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-0kCCsqzUY
Oh right I forgot about her verse on Monster lol:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z9gkv2XVXuc
Roman Holiday and Roman's Revenge are really great tracks though.
And I've watched the other side and it's not pretty. They don't always identify as bisexual but they usually seem to have bisexual relationships at some point or other like Marilyn Monroe and Britney Spears (perhaps that's a coincidence, but the culture mostly fixates on and hates bisexual women and black women,) and then you have to walk this strange tightrope where as Lady Gaga points out your sexuality has to be portrayed submissively. If you get more edgy/aggressive about it the culture will try to tear you apart. And she's handled this pretty well because of her personality. Britney Spears was completely destroyed by this and other issues (obviously her family were a huge problem too though, I'm not really keeping up with all that stuff but yeah.) And the press tried to pit every female pop singer against her at the time. It was insane - Pink, Avril, Christina.
She was right
but thinking about it the music remixes of that Leave Britney Alone video probably started the whole remixing video/news clips into music era of YouTube that took off a lot more with schmoyoho later in the early 2010s lol cause this was all the way back in 2007 (it's also quite catchy,) but wait this was earlier (and there was a website with this remix off YouTube,) and there were prob other stuff:
I like how at about 3 minutes in it just goes into Blue Monday by New Order LOL They should have tried to get him saying 'how does it feel?'
It was by DarkMateria originally?
Oh yeah that's ages ago lol. And I remember the YTMND page. But yeah purely on YouTube I think the Britney remix kicked that off.On March 7th, 2001, DarkMateria[5] uploaded a song titled 'The Picard Song' to his personal website[4], featuring a remix compilation of memorable quotes by Captain Jean Luc-Picard (played by Patrick Stewart) from the television series Star Trek: The Next Generation. The song remained relatively obscure until it was used in a YTMND[3] page created by user ShittyMcShit on April 25th, 2004. Within eight years, the page received over 3.8 million views, 1,800 comments and a 4.55/5 star rating.
I'm off topic entirely now.
I think singers are getting better at addressing and trying to shut it down quickly though (see: Aurora's song lyrics,) but we'll see.
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It's not even vague lol. Like you can't accuse me of pulling something from nothing here it's just right in your face explicitly calling us monsters. Note that the testosterone isn't what causes the monster thing to his mind it's just there and then testosterone unlocks it. Like Loki - a genderfluid bisexual character - passing as Human until he encounters frost giants. Though he mostly keeps the same appearance as it seems to be his preference in the MCU.When you pump a woman full of testosterone, you don't get a rational man. You get the same emotional woman with male aggression, a feeling creature with no wall of reason to contain the monsters in her ID.
And what 'female mind' does he think he's referring to anyway?
This brain?
https://www.nbcnews.com/health/healt...-flna1c9468415
This brain?Lesbians' brains react differently to sex hormones than those of heterosexual women. An earlier study of gay men also showed their brain response was different from straight men -- an even stronger difference than has now been found in lesbians.
Lesbians' brains reacted somewhat, though not completely, like those of heterosexual men, a team of Swedish researchers said in Tuesday's edition of Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences.
A year ago, the same group reported findings for gay men that showed their brain response to hormones was similar to that of heterosexual women.
https://www.scientificamerican.com/a...rent-in-girls/Behavioral and preliminary neuroimaging findings suggest autism manifests differently in girls. Notably, females with autism may be closer to typically developing males in their social abilities than typical girls or boys with autism.
[...]
Pelphrey is discovering that girls with autism are indeed different from other girls in how their brain analyzes social information. But they are not like boys with autism. Each girl's brain instead looks like that of a typical boy of the same age, with reduced activity in regions normally associated with socializing. 'They're still reduced relative to typically developing girls,? Pelphrey says, but the brain-activity measures they show would not be considered "autistic" in a boy. "Everything we're looking at, brain-wise, now seems to be following that pattern," he adds. In short, the brain of a girl with autism may be more like the brain of a typical boy than that of a boy with autism.
https://core.ac.uk/display/70343930
These brains?Women scored higher than men in the sensory reactivity domain across all groups. In conclusion, aberrations in the expression of sex-dimorphic traits are present in ASD. Androgyny, weak gender identity and low libido seem overrepresented along with an extreme male cognitive style. These patterns are not easily explained solely by an effect of increased prenatal androgen blood levels. The observed sex-differences in ASD underscore the necessity of acknowledging possible diagnostic and biological sex-differences when conducting research on ASD
https://www.sciencedirect.com/scienc...49763420306540The researchers found that, across the four datasets, the percentage of brains with only "female-end" or "male-end" features was small, ranging from 0 to 8 per cent, depending on the sample, while those with both "male-end" and "female-end" features varied between 23 per cent and 53 per cent.
https://www.abc.net.au/news/2016-02-...-study/7179088
This brain?
https://www.researchgate.net/publica...le_bisexualityResearch in psychology and behavioral sciences indicates that bisexual women comprise a group distinct from heterosexual women and, on some metrics, even from lesbian women: bisexual women have more male-typical personality traits, more unrestricted sociosexual attitudes and behaviors, higher sexual responsiveness, earlier reproduction, higher substance use, higher incarceration rates, and worse health outcomes than heterosexual women
Another brain?
Maybe he's thinking about cats. Or himself again. Many such cases.