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    So this post was initially about two things. But then because I'm still trying to understand 45643545 people's ideas everything else happened. Due to all of the editing this post probably makes no sense now too.

    But uh I think I make a really great case here for why 'just because I'm not on testosterone doesn't mean I'm OK.' Hahaha.

    Quoting a thread title from Contrapoint's subreddit discussing Rishi Sunak's comments about how people shouldn't transistion until after 25 because brains are still developing:

    "But think of the children!" What is a child in TERF Island?
    No it isn't 'terf island' and I'm going to need Americans to stop calling it that.

    There are [BEEP] all radical feminists here for starters. Even JK Rowling is not a radical feminist. Rad fems necessarily lack status due to never being mothers and are mostly queer, outcasts etc.The academic feminists were a weird incoherent amalgamation of things - more succesful - but still mostly childless. They certainly don't end up in government.

    Also.

    "It is behind our robust and clear guidance to schools," the spokesperson continued. "It is categorical that social transitioning is not a neutral act and no one should be forced to use preferred pronouns or accept contested beliefs as fact." Since beginning his term as prime minister in 2022, Rishi Sunak has been recorded mocking trans people and his government has taken steps to rescind rights for trans people, especially in healthcare.
    As well as establishing separate pathways for pre-pubescent and teenage patients, the Cass Report also urges clinicians to exercise "extreme caution" in prescribing feminising or masculinising hormones from age 16 above, saying there needs to be a "clear clinical rationale" for the decision.
    I had the chance to start HRT at 16, after I had become sure that I wanted it, and I put it off until I was 18 anyway. All because people around me kept telling me that I might regret it later and that I should wait. Listening to that was the biggest regret of my transition.

    I wasn't quite young enough to avoid the changes of 1st puberty even if I had started HRT when I first had the chance. But there are certain things, particularly height, that won't be affected by hormones after a certain age.

    At least in my case, this was the consequence of a choice I made. Being literally forced to wait would have destroyed me mentally, and being forced to wait until my mid 20s would have killed me.
    I strongly disagree that we should make it as hard as possible for adults with low testosterone levels who are already risk averse to go on testosterone. Evidently they don't:



    And I can't stress enough how most of our lives aren't amazing despite having not done so. In some cases we might be worse off. As I'm part of an invisible minority though no one really thinks about that. Just as long as you don't change your body they don't give a fucking shit. "What happened to the kids who grew up during section 28?"

    This is what teenagers and young adults were doing 300 years ago:

    William Cormac first moved to London to get away from his wife's family, and he began dressing Anne as a boy and calling her "Andy". When Cormac's wife discovered William had taken in his illegitimate daughter and was bringing the child up to be a lawyer's clerk and dressing her as a boy, she stopped giving him an allowance.[11] Cormac then moved to the Province of Carolina, taking along Anne and her mother Mary Brennan. At first, the family had a rough start in their new home; Cormac attempted to establish himself as a lawyer in Charles Town but did not do well. However, his knowledge of the law and ability to buy and sell goods soon financed a townhouse and eventually a plantation just outside the town. Bonny's mother died when Anne was young.[12]

    It is recorded that Bonny was considered a "good catch" but may have had a fiery temper; she supposedly stabbed a servant girl with a knife.[9] She married a poor sailor and small-time pirate named James Bonny.[13] James hoped to win possession of his father-in-law's estate, but Bonny was disowned by her father. Anne's father did not approve of James Bonny as a husband for his daughter, and he threw Anne out of his house.[14]

    There is a story that Bonny set fire to her father's plantation in retaliation, but no evidence exists in support. However, it is known that sometime between 1714 and 1718, she and James Bonny moved to Nassau, on New Providence Island, known as a sanctuary for English pirates called the Republic of Pirates.[15] Many inhabitants received a King's Pardon or otherwise evaded the law. It is also recorded that, after the arrival of Governor Woodes Rogers in the summer of 1718, James Bonny became an informant for the governor.[16] James Bonny would report to Governor Rogers about the pirates in the area, which resulted in a multitude of these pirates being arrested. Anne disliked the work her husband did for Governor Rogers.

    While in the Bahamas, Bonny began mingling with pirates in the taverns. She met John "Calico Jack" Rackham, and he became her lover. Rackham subsequently offered money to her husband James if he would divorce her, but her husband refused and threatened to beat Rackham. She and Rackham escaped the island together, and she became a member of his crew. She disguised herself as a man on the ship, and only Rackham and Mary Read were aware that she was a woman[14] until it became clear that she was pregnant. Rackham then landed her in Cuba where she gave birth to a son.[11] She then rejoined Rackham and continued the pirate life, having divorced her husband and married Rackham while at sea.[citation needed] Bonny, Rackham, and Read stole the ship William, then at anchor in Nassau harbor, and put out to sea.[17] Rackham and the two women recruited a new crew. Their crew spent years in Jamaica and the surrounding area.[18] Bonny took part in combat alongside the men, and Governor Rogers named her in a "Wanted Pirates" circular published in The Boston News-Letter.[16]

    When Bonny told Read that she was a woman because she was attracted to her, Read revealed that she too was a woman. To abate the jealousy of Rackham, who suspected romantic involvement between the two, Bonny told him that Read was a woman.[19] Speculation over the relationship between Bonny and Read led to images depicting the two in battle together.[20]
    Edit: This didn't occur to me until just now (and I only first read about these people a month ago or so lol,) but actually there was also a pirate vibe to his first two albums:



    The motorway won't take a horse
    The wanderer has found a course to follow
    The traveller unpacked his bags for the last time
    The troubadour cut off his hand and now he wants mine

    Oh no, not me.

    The circus girl fell off her horse and now she's paralysed
    The hitchiker was bound and gagged, raped on the roadside
    The libertine is locked in jail
    The pirate sunk and broke his sail

    But I still have to go
    I've got to go, so here i go
    I'm going to run the risk of being free


    song about Penzance:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vICBAyaBsWM

    It's also giving emo (I use that term in an ironic sense because it's introspective moreso than the musical genre that wasn't really a genre anyway,) Adam and the Ants a bit:



    The biggest themes in his early albums were restlessness/nomadic urges though I think and the search for belonging. Also the uh:

    I am the tragedy
    And a heroine
    I am lost
    And I am rescuing
    The storm is come
    And I am following
    My name is Tristan
    And I am alive

    Forever young
    I come from God knows where
    And now I'm here
    Without a hope or care
    Yeah, I am trouble
    And I am troubled too
    My name is Tristan
    And I am alive


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0dVFFOgClY


    You were my husband, my wife, my heroine
    Now this is our final December
    Now I'm deep in a forest
    Losing all thought of spring
    And nothing can help me remember


    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2vX0_H2ewmM

    I was once a boy.
    'Til I cut my penis off
    And I grew a hairy skull
    Of stubborn fire

    Then I was a girl.
    'Til I sewed my hole up
    And I grew a hairy heart
    Of dark desire
    But

    There's no answer. just surrender
    Send all your barriers into the fire
    And

    Let no foot. mark your ground
    Let no hand hold you down.


    Rishi Sunak:



    "You can't refer to yourself as a heroine you're male no. What's that about cutting your dick off? I don't like that no."

    I love how he was completely ignored outside of niche creative circles too. Like he never became that famous and so nobody ever freaked out about this like Twilight or Throbbing Gristle or Lady Gaga etc lol. And in fairness Lady Gaga didn't start the rumour about her having a dick:



    "Oh that sounds fun."

    "No that was supposed to be an insult what are you doing? No."

    They complain about this too lol. "You can't say anything because *they* (tm) just absorb everything and get ideas."

    Mary's mother had married a sailor, with whom she had a son.[3] The husband then disappeared at sea. His mother then began to send her financial support for the boy.[4]

    She soon became pregnant again by another man, hiding the shameful second pregnancy. Her son died, then she gave birth to a girl, Mary. To hide the shame, her mother passed young Mary off as her first and only child, the boy, to continue receiving support from the boy's grandmother. The grandmother was fooled, and they lived on her money as long as possible.[5]

    At age 13, dressed as a boy, Read found work as a foot-boy, and, then, employment on a ship.[4] She later joined the British military, and the crew of a British man-of-war. She later quit this and moved into Flanders where she carried arms in a regiment of foot as a cadet and served bravely but could not receive a commission because promotion in those days was mostly by purchase. Mary moved on to a regiment of horse [6] which was allied with Dutch forces against the French (this could have been during the Nine Years War or during the War of the Spanish Succession). Read, in male disguise, proved herself through battle, but fell in love with a Flemish soldier. When they married, she used their military commission and gifts from intrigued brethren in arms to acquire an inn named "De drie hoefijzers" ("The Three Horseshoes") near Breda Castle in the Netherlands.

    Upon her husband's early death, Read resumed male dress and military service in the Netherlands. With peace, there was no room for advancement, so she quit and boarded a ship bound for the West Indies.[7] The ship that she boarded happened to be boarded by a pirate ship. Being disguised as a British male helped her, as the British crew members took her in.
    That was just the UK obviously:

    Huang Bamei[3] (Chinese: 黃八妹; pinyin: Huang Bamei; 1906 ? 4 May 1982), also known as Huang P'ei-mei[4][5] or Huang P'emei,[2] was a Chinese pirate leader who served as a naval commander in the Second Sino-Japanese War (1937?1945) [...]

    Born near Shanghai into a poor peasant family, Huang was a criminal from an early age, assisting her father in transporting and selling smuggled salt. She began her piracy career in 1931, raiding along the coasts of the Jiangsu and Zhejiang provinces. Though she was arrested and sentenced to death in 1933, Huang was released from prison through the intervention of her family and their contacts among the authorities. After the outbreak of the Second Sino-Japanese War in 1937, Huang was among the local gang leaders recruited by the National Revolutionary Army for guerrilla warfare purposes. Her loyalties throughout the war were suspect, frequently shifting between China, Japan, and various local groups as the balance of power in the war changed. From 1940 onwards she was more reliably fighting for the Chinese army. Her participation most often amounted to pirate attacks and raids, though she also participated in battles and was in contact with the United States Office of Strategic Services.
    There are certain repeating patterns even though not all info in every case is verifiable. Like below in the 20th century:

    Huang's family was involved in smuggling and piracy. From an early age she assisted her father in transporting and selling illegally acquired smuggled salt. Her family were also businesspeople; Huang's mother owned a dram shop at which her father operated a gambling table. Huang was reportedly strong from an early age. She had started practicing with guns as early as at the age of twelve and had mastered using two guns simultaneously at the age of fifteen.[3]

    There exist several unverified stories of Huang's exploits in her childhood and youth. One such story is that Huang while still a child was to be married off to a member of the Wu family. The Wus eventually broke the marriage agreement on account of Huang's "rough character" and her nature to "attack and confront". There are also stories that exaggerate her tough character, such as a tale claiming that she was once faced with two pirate ships while at sea and defeated their crews. Additionally, there are many unverified local legends concerning sexual affairs with influential figures she was in known to have been in contact with, such as Shi Lianyuan, a salt merchant in Pinghu, and Xu Ashu, leader of the local Lake Tai gang.[3]
    Which I think was the point of this episode:





    "It's not fair. Everyone thinks Phoebe is this scary spider. And, yeah, maybe she's a little dangerous, but not much. She's just trying to live her life. But that doesn't make her weird or bad. Does it? I mean, does it?"

    Are we still talking about Phoebe? I can't tell. Louise, are we possibly talking about you now?

    What? I don't know. Maybe.

    Oh, honey. Come here. Come on. You know all that so-called dangerous stuff? That's a part of who you are. But don't let anyone make you feel like it's all you are. You're also thoughtful and kind and imaginative. Part of the big, crazy mix that makes Louise Louise.

    Your mom's right. You are a little bit of a risk taker, maybe, compared to some, but it's one of the things that makes you interesting. And it's not like it's hurting anyone.

    I mean, you know, every once in a while, but probably not on purpose. That much.

    Right. But, Louise, you're adventurous, and in another time, you might have been a-a, uh, a pirate. Uh, a nice pirate. Or a fun bootlegger.

    Ooh, bootlegger.

    Anyway, we're all glad you are who you are.

    Well, that's... Thanks, guys. I like the pirate part. That was a nice touch.


    "We're traditionalists"

    Oh, so you're a big fan of piracy and the time Valerie Solanas shot Andy Warhol and wrote that manifesto? (I mean she grew up in the 1950s.) And so on.

    "No but if we keep trying we can socialise the non-conforming kids so they act exactly like heterosexual cisgender people and they'll settle down have have kids and-"

    No there will always be something new that you'll take issue with. You're not going to like when people start creating animal-Human hybrids. Well we'll be dead but you know.

    Oh sure this is probably some kind of fallacious argument 'people can't just be running around like pirates' no shit, but there's still a point here. Teenagers couldn't be less impulsive now. Especially the group you're talking about.

    I've brought this up before but this becomes a battle ground for several different groups of people when it comes to headcannons about fictional characters. It's not two sides at all:



    And this is realistically how people view nonconforming afab people too as they grow up:

    I know it isn't cannon but louise seems 100% non binary to me. I've always just seen her as a ball of chaos rather than a girl honestly
    Still love that 'high IQ' comment lol of course he brought that up:

    Louise is just not a girly girl. A lot of girls who grow into goal-oriented young women. Don't waste their time with makeup and nail polish.
    shes also not cis
    she's showing interest in boys and one wealthy old man. Louise is a eccentric heterosexual girl with a high IQ.
    Keep your narrative off my comments.
    lol goal oriented women can also do makeup and nail polish
    yes, how ever gole oriented young women don't obsess over makeup nail polish what labels are on clothes ect..
    [..]

    personally I prefer the natural look... Sexiest? The point I was making is that. One can start to tell what type of adult a child will grow into by what they think is important. In this episode I think Louise learned she has to keep her card game hobby and check. Millie, replace the wands with designer shoes. That's the adult Millie and she will have maxed out credit cards.
    She's shown interest in very few boys and ew, no, she didn't actually like Mr. Fish, she just knew he had money. At her age she doesn't realise the downsides of marrying purely for money yet and he'll most likely be dead before she grows up. It's a one-time gag joke in the show that never gets mentioned again.

    I don't think you realise how many people are actually gay/bi/trans etc. as kids and don't express that because they don't think they're allowed to. I only ever made one comment to my own parent that would have them think I liked both girls and boys, and realised it myself at 20 after 2 decades of lying to myself and not questioning enough amongst the confusion of being on the ace spectrum (I never had attraction to the way people look, I'm personality only).

    You can't definitively say Louise is a straight girl the same way we don't know for sure she's gay or trans.

    So I'd really appreciate not making comments like 'keep your narrative off my comments' when you're being a hypocrite and inserting your own made up narrative. You quite desperately want a character to be like you, as do other people, and I get that, but the only people who know for sure their sexualities and gender when it's not been publicly announced are the team. Anything else is speculation. If you were honest about that I wouldn't have even responded in the first place. Well, maybe to point out saying she's interested in an old man is creepy, especially given that she isn't...
    took you long enough! More to my point.. Just because Louise is not into girly stuff. It doesn't mean she's gay or trans ect. She comes from a stable household and has a good relationship with her father. So she is most likely going to have "personal standards". Something a lot of the alternative lifestyle people have a complet lack of. Due to bad relationships with parents and in a lot of cases no relationship with their father. Kids need a good example of what a grown man and women are supposed to be. Louise has that, yes the Bleacher's are struggling but they have a stable household.... Louise LGBT can't picture it.

    Is it possible you're lying to your self now. Not wen you were a kid. How stable is your life? Your reply reads like the rambling and elaboration of a bad liar.
    This is a big pet peeve. There's this idea - always pushed by straight women though not all straight women - that if someone afab isn't trans they should become more feminine with age and not doing so is bad:

    From what I personally gather, Louise just seems like a major tomboy. She still does display girly traits despite her not noticing them, such as wearing PINK bunny ears of all things, she mostly wears dresses/skirts despite her boyish personality, her bedroom is still pretty girly, and there's her secret love of boybands.

    I'm cis and I wasn't too different from her when I was little. I was a huge tomboy too. Though unlike her, I would've loved to participate in the pixie promenade at her age. However, funny enough I HATED boybands at her age. I LOVED rock and thought NSYNC, Britney Spears, and Spice Girls were lame and way too "girly" when I was a kid.

    That is the interesting part of growing up though, because even straight cis people can become more in touch with their femininity or masculinity as they grow up. Now, I can admit that those bands had some pretty amazing songs. Perhaps Louise will be one of those girls who'll connect with her femininity when she's older and not view it as weak or lame just like I and many tomboys eventually did. I think there's this misconception that femininity and "girliness" is synonymous to fragility, so we're kind of ashamed of it when young, but realize it's beauty and strength when older.

    Heck, look at Ellie from "Up." She was a filthy little tomboy whose only clear sign of femininity was a bow in her hair, but as a woman she clearly became cleaner and much more feminine.
    i was thinking about this the other day!! louise honestly isn't a girl (i think that's why i always relate to her tbh). i don't know what she is exactly, maybe non binary, maybe trans man, maybe gender-fluid, maybe genderqueer.
    she's awesome and is just my favorite character, i relate so hard all the time w her
    That text at the last second. Can't girls just be tomboys anymore? "Just us boys", she was clearly not meant to be taken literally
    yeah i just kinda put that in there for fun? the text did say idc what you say, so
    i don't even think she's trans, i think of her as agender. girls can still be tomboys, never said she wasn't a tomboy, but the fact that i don't think she's cis is called a headcanon- just cause it's real to me doesn't mean it has to be real to you 🫶
    transmasc icon
    I personally headcanon Louise as a trans boy-- a lot of you may argue that this conflicts with some lines in the show, but you know what? I'm trans and I see myself in this character so that's all that matters.
    I headcanon her as a Demi-girl or non-binary
    That would be kinda cool, but I sincerly hope this won't be the case. I think it'd be weird to imply that girls who don't act stereotypically girly are automatically trans. In reality, as this video states, there is no right or wrong way to express your gender identity. That being said I still think that trans rights are human rights, just for the record.
    if by kid you mean younger than a teenager than you cannot be trans nor should anyone infer that you are. Trans is a drastic step in altering yourself and so should only be seriously considered and discussed when one is a teenager and than solidified when they are of adult age. Children should not be saying they are trans because they are simply to young and all these "adults" that say otherwise are just advocating for child abuse it's what I believe and no one can change my mind on that
    LEAVE THE KIDS ALONE!!!!
    I mean she is cis... there is the episode where she mentions wanting to be the first woman presidnt and also she definitely is romantically into boys; her liking boo boo from the boy band and also kissing rudy
    For the record I'm non-binary and when I was like 6 or so I would have probably been into the fairy princess stuff. Just like Tina lol. I was very into mermaids anyway and other girly stuff. I also liked the spice girls as a child lol. Louise is 9 though so I'd moved on from Spice girls by then but still liked other pop groups not boy bands specifically and I don't think Louise likes that group she just likes Booboo. Also, I liked Beetlejuice a lot when I was 7/8 or so which my aunt found weird because she'd only seen the film 'ew why do you like that character?' Essentially lol. I turned one of my dolls into him. So I mean that was like a 'baby goth' thing I guess culturally speaking. Before I got into the music genre or any other related aesthetics or knew they existed. I got into rock more at age 10/11 though I liked stuff before then probably that my dad listened to but that was when I started to listen to my own music and got into pop punk and then other rock and metal genres over time. And aside from my affinity with spiders and insecurity about seeming young throughout my life (and also general liking of edgy stuff.) Tina seems the most relatable to me especially when I was her age. I mean she's more of a nerd, risk averse/anxious/neurotic, and into fanfiction etc lol. This is very me:



    This episode where she just develops a Blade Runner fantasy as a cope also very me:



    Though saying that Louise's parts in this song where she's just like 'or not' 'this is great' etc are hilarious.

    She's very repressed and rule abiding up to a point but just has these moments where she snaps:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BAdSXpRKgk

    It's also a very millenial thing stereotypically speaking. Probably because it started in 2010 but you can tell a lot of the 'stories' involve complaints people have about millenials, and issues millenials had growing up etc. Of course some stuff is just timeless as well.

    She also was written as a male character to start with lol and the really weird thing is the voice actor didn't change his voice! I assumed when I read that he would have done:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVERlwYRPb8

    The fact that Tina was supposed to be a boy then they changed her but kept the voice is hysterical.
    Of course you then get "But you were gender conforming and showed no/few signs. You can't be trans/non-binary"

    The important thing to remember is you're not allowed to be trans or non-binary.

    I sympathise with the people who find it annoying when people are like desperately looking for representation in media. I don't think people should state stuff as facts when it's not specified but on the other hand a lot of people are alienated and have no real life community. So of course they're going to look for characters. On top of that when there are LGBT+ characters or really any minority characters people get annoyed. Like Jordan Peterson's subreddit freaking out about a black Juliet.

    Half of them were complaining because she's black the other half because they don't find the actress attractive. In a stage play in the UK where most people complaining are American men. Kind of accidentally proving why it works too. Tom Holland is in this play as well and very few people were talking about how he didn't really look like a Romeo (and tbh he doesn't. It's a play about Italians for a start and he looks very Northern European.) This is the actual Romeo lol:



    from The Sims 2.

    Titania Summerdream is the hottest Sim in that hood though, mostly just because of people's makeovers though rather than her original look. She has red hair again Maxis clearly shared my aesthetic preference...

    I didn't even know about this play and just stumbled on the fighting which is sad! I think nobody outside of theatre fans would have known if they weren't bothered that the actress was black and not attractive to them, or if it didn't also star Tom Holland. Most people don't keep up with West End casting.

    I think my favourite part of the thread was the OP's comments later on in response to other's comments:

    Not unusual, but certainly not what the Founding Fathers intended. It used to be illegal and our culture was in better shape.
    OP I don't know how to tell you this but... British people don't give a [BEEP] about what your founding fathers intended lol.

    So this guy brings up Murica again:

    You must be joking, no American would accept a trans Juliet, even less in ancient Shakespearean times.
    Your country is younger than this play lol.

    So I think the context was several people pointed out that the original actor was a man because back then women didn't perform in plays as it was considered degrading or something. Because being a creative person is bad most likely.

    I've never really looked into it but yeah:

    These restrictions on women may be related to some of the negative views of acting in general, summarized in Puritan writer William Prynne's declaration that "popular stage-playes are sinfull, heathenish, lewde, ungodly spectacles, and most pernicious corruptions." According to many anti-theatricalists, plays were "sinfull" because they promoted pleasure and encouraged people to watch an "ungodly spectacle" rather than working or attending church. For women in particular, it was generally deemed indecent to participate in and make money from such public performances.
    Often times people argue that women were barred from things purely down to sexism but at least half the time the things they're being barred from are associated with men who are deemed corrupted or feminine. The fashion industry is also full of men and it's seen as bad to be interested in fashion now. Conservatives even dislike Barbie now which, I must confess surprised even me.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-_k8A43CSE8

    Was it this song by a non-binary person or Stevie the Steven Wilson Barbie doll someone on Tumblr made? Or? Really it's because she's a girlboss lol.

    Still can't believe this song didn't appear in the film and it wasn't a surreal horror film. I assume I actually still haven't watched it lol. Ben Shapiro's review was entertaining enough for me.

    The end result of the culture war sure does bother them (all kinds of people for different reasons,) a lot too lol:

    Straus is "emotionally lesbian," she says, but "culturally" a gay man: "Not really a woman, I've never been a woman. I'm a drag queen."
    "My mom was really incredible about the [BEEP] men that she surrounded me with," she says. "I felt so connected to the humor and the lack of gender that these men embodied who lived through the '80s. It was all about ball. It was all about drag" -- in New York's underground [BEEP] subcultures. "Everyone calls each other girl. Those things felt like home to me."
    At Avenues, a private school in Manhattan, Straus tried oral sex with boys ("I wasn't a hit -- they were like, 'Please stop,.") dressed super*feminine, "felt the most gender-dysphoric ever"
    'I came to terms with the fact that I am fully allowed to be both, in that I am so confident now in being feminine, but in this way that there's humility to it knowing that I could never wake up and put on a dress and walk outside,' she says. 'And yet, I can get on a set and turn it out. It's like using my body as a prop. Clothing is armour. Make-up is armour. It's everything. I really have figured out my own juj, and now I feel like I act the most feminine as far as my personality. And yet, my physical appearance is very in-between.'
    'It's a mindfuck to think about a female-presenting person who has said they don't feel like a woman, who then dresses as a woman as part of their artform, knowing fully the whole time that that is a character. That's a hard concept,' she explains. 'I'm not asking the world to be like, "Yas!" I mean, that's why I don't have 15 fucking Grammys. That's why people aren't streaming my music. I get that that's hard. But I'm asking people to have some fun.'
    "So you have to be feminine."

    "OK well I'm pretty feminine in a lot of way-"

    "No not like that!"

    "You have to call yourself a woman!"

    "OK well I'm a woman and I'm a man."

    ">:[ be a straight cisgender woman !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

    [BEEP] I'm going to be the most masculine transsexual man ever if you keep on this way. Just to spite you.

    No I like androgyny too much lol.

    I still haven't watched any David Lynch but since people compared my videos to him and they keep comparing cool surreal stuff to him I feel like this is a big compliment for her:

    Hanging out with King Princess can feel like entering a time warp. At 21, she has the lush, broken voice of a hard-living lounge singer in a David Lynch film,
    Also I'm not saying this is definitely the case but part of me thinks the end result of your agitating combined with a lack of knowlege about sexuality etc is essentially the emasculation of all men which most don't like. Because of how categories work. You can't have it both ways:

    For the Western feminists, the issue of androgyny has always been an important concern of feminists. The concept of androgyny as a feminist value and personality ideal was first proposed by the British female writer Virginia Woolf in her A Room of One's Own in 1919.
    You have a significant number of bisexual women and non-binary people who want men to be feminine or they like the idea of them being attracted to men etc, participating in certain sex acts... They post about this online, write fanfics etc, fanart. This confuses men a lot when it comes to women who aren't 'like that.' So there's a never ending fight between people who aren't into masculine men, and masculine men who insist all women are. That's one way our culture is making things difficult.



    Then you have the fight between androgynous people and masculine men. Because both side perceives the other as having control:



    Then you have feminine women insisting that tomboys will just grow out of it and become feminine straight women as adults when even putting aside whether they are trans or non-binary or cisgender most will be queer. Deal with it/cope.

    Also even if they are exclusively attracted to men not everyone does 'grow out of it' there are (rarely) straight adult women who are masculine or androgynous at least and some people become more androgynous later on than they were as children. Most of the people I see arguing points like 'lots of tomboys grow up to be feminine straight women' (never decoupling these two ideas,) are the first people to complain like 'why can't you be a masculine woman?'

    Louise as a character isn't even 'very tomboyish.' And neither is anyone who was considered a tomboy during the Avril era which is definitely what she's describing because I can tell from the groups/ages that she's a millenial. And yet you still assume it's desireable for her to 'grow out of it'

    You make absolutely 0 room.

    Speaking of Avril.

    Chainsaw guitar, I'm going to need that.
    And this comment I left 10 years ago is still accurate.

    edit: Also Camille Paglia someone said:

    What I don't understand is how Camille Paglia eulogises the age when the sexes (or is it 'gender'; I can never sure) occupied separate domains and never mingled (except perhaps for 'procreation', and the satisfaction of the sexual need of men) and when women have very little personal freedom, when it was that self same age where nonconformists (LGBTQIA) like Paglia, herself, would have been persecuted, perhaps to extinction.

    I am terribly confused.
    It's incredibly hard to understand her so I can't say that I do with certainty because she's often so incoherent and all over the place (I doubt she always agrees with herself either for this reason.) For example take this quote I just found:

    She approved -- of all things -- of the Women's March. "I think it's important that women rediscover solidarity with themselves," she said. "It really wasn't about feminism. It's really not about Trump. It's not about any of that. It was all of a sudden, Oh, wow, to be with all the women."

    Still, the [BEEP] hats: She buried her face in her hands as she discussed them. "I was horrified, horrified by the pink [BEEP] hats," she said; the pink [BEEP] hats were "a major embarrassment to contemporary feminism."

    "I want dignity and authority for women," she said. "My code is Amazonism. I want weapons."
    On the other hand she's often talked about the importance of penises and made a film about that and talked about how feminists are uncomfortable with penises. Yet it's clear that nothing makes people more uncomfortable than cunts. They can't even say the word in America.

    I'm not going to rule out that she just simultaneously has two conflicting and contradictory viewpoints that she's trying to balance like personalities.

    I think partly she is bitter though because of how she was treated by women when she was younger - in fact she's spoken about that on a few occasions. They all wanted to start families and she was like 'why don't you finish x project you're working on?' And they were like 'we're not like you.' After researching more she went from believing gender was socially constructed to believing it was biological. So she was disenchanted. (Clearly she hasn't given up on this entirely though hence 'we need more weapons at women's marches.')

    She has in a bunch of ways developed a viewpoint on culture very similar to many men where she's annoyed by how the culture demonises masculinity which is why she has so many male fans on the other hand there are men who also strongly disagree with her enough to write long essays (and not just feminist men either.) She also has conservative anti-feminist women who comment like 'I'm not a feminist but if I was I'd be like you.' (Actual comment I just read on a youtube video lol.)

    But people tend to ignore where she differs like eg: she tells women to be like gay men and in general idealised gay men. If she's going to be stuck with women, ultimately she wants them to be more masculine and more feminine in different ways. And conservatives ignore that part lol. In this sense she's quite similar to a lot of younger and even older non-binary people as I mean even Judith Butler had a lot of gay male role models too I recently learnt.

    There's also this:

    "I would go to a faculty meeting and be aware that everyone hated me. The men were appalled by a strong, loud woman . [T]he men at the college were terrified because they are eunuchs, and I threatened every one of them." Her interactions even became physical: in one case Paglia left an obnoxious male student sprawled on the cafeteria floor. After several such incidents, Bennington reportedly asked her to leave, but with legal intervention she managed to stay on until 1979. After Bennington College she landed a low-paying faculty position as professor of humanities at the Philadelphia College of Performing Arts (now the University of the Arts).
    Her opinions on trans people and pronouns and androgyny leading to the end of civilisation just seems like self hate to me. At least if she's blaming androgynous people.

    She doesn't get along with lesbians and has never had a lot of sex she kind of worships women from a distance:

    As a graduate student at Yale, she was the only person who was openly gay. "I had no sex life," she says, "but I was writing a dissertation on sex." The dissertation turned into Sexual Personae: Art and Decadence from Nefertiti to Emily Dickinson, a 700-page study of Western culture which argued that "civilisation" was all about sex. It was rejected by seven publishers, but when it was finally published, when Paglia was 43, and teaching in the art faculty of the University of the Arts in Philadelphia, it made her an international star.
    It's beginning to sound, I say, as if most of the sex in her life has been in her books. Has it? "Yes." And does she wish she'd had more? "Yes, I do." But surely, I say, suddenly feeling protective, it isn't too late? "Well," she says, "I was always cautious. I was also cautious about drugs and I'm glad I was, because my generation destroyed itself on psychedelic drugs. If my work looks odd, or sui generis, it's because people whose work should have been a context for my work lost the capacity to write."
    But Paglia grew up in the 50s. So it was a completely different world for her at the same time very little has changed. She envied gay men because she saw lesbian life as being boring and domestic and she lived an incredibly risk averse life. This is amusingly (terribly,) a viewpoint Contrapoints now struggles with after going on estrogen and coming out as a lesbian.

    There are gay men ftr who will often argue the complete opposite and be unhappy they can't find commitment. What I've mostly learnt is that no group is really content in an absolute sense. Content people are content and it's because of their personality.

    When she says this she's really talking as much about herself:

    What women have to realize is their own dominance as a sex. That women's sexual powers are enormous. All cultures have seen it. Men know it. Women know it. The only people who don't know it are feminists. Desensualized, desexualized, neurotic women. I wouldn't have said this twenty years ago because I was a militant feminist myself. But as the years have gone on, I began to see more and more that the perverse, neurotic psychodramas projected by these women is coming from their own problems with sex.
    I mean she's more comfortable with porn of course. I don't know if she's gone in a more conservative direction on that topic or not cause a lot of people have and she's changed some of her other viewpoints. Gen Z increasingly consume porn and don't have sex. Don't really want it. I don't think that's because of porn at all personally.

    "That's why sex with men is so hot. You get the best sex from men. Actually, if you pretend you're not so dominant. It's so easy to make men wilt - if feminists don't realise that, they are stupid. What I see is a worldwide conspiracy by women to protect men from the knowledge of their own limitations. Men are very, very simple beings. They just want approval and attention. You pat them on the head and they go and conquer the North Pole. But they are desperate. They are exiles from the world of intimacy Their confidence is utterly frail . They need daily maintenance".

    Professor Camille Paglia is shrieking this at me and having ignored the male photographer in the room, acknowledges him for the first time. "The life of men is one of anxiety" she continues. She never stops talking. I catch his eye. He fiddles with his equipment.
    Pretend being the operative word here. But honestly it's unclear whether she's speaking from experience. I found the experience limited as it was since I wasn't willing to have intercourse - quite dissociative. I was just playing a role. I guess she was too but for me it wasn't a fun role. Not going into that again lol. Like her I prefer to view people from a distance:

    "My romantic life," she says "is non-existent. Except," she adds, in the way that maybe only she could add, "that, for the past four years, I've had a kind of cult for a Brazilian superstar." The "superstar" is the singer Daniela Mercury. Paglia went to Brazil to give a lecture and fell in love with the music, and the star. Mercury is happily married, and the relationship is platonic. And, says Paglia, "voyeuristic". Fans post phone footage of their idol on the web, so she can, she says, "follow exactly what she's doing every day".


    So many people have issues with Lady Gaga lol but I disagree and it's ironic because she told women to be more like drag queens! And no most drag queens I've come across aren't sexual really in the same way... Maybe she meant some other aesthetic.

    Musically I think people dislike her because she was popular and they only listened to her most popular music. I'm not saying she's the best artist ever but she gets disproportinate criticism and she has some pretty decent music tracks. Also it sounds like she formed this opinion in 2008 or something based on Poker Face and then just never updated it. But no in many of her videos she wasn't trying to be sexual and that's fine imo.

    Imo she doesn't like her because it reminds her of the things she dislikes about herself. Consider this video lol:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VE4L7SI-SwA

    She was getting criticised for 'being sexual' constantly at the same time that Paglia had this issue lol which is also ironic.

    Paglia also takes literally Gaga's recent line - that she doesn't have sex very often because she fears losing creativity through her [BEEP] - which surely was just a witty way of saying that men can be a distraction when you're totally focused on your work.
    Paglia liked to describe herself as 'the first rock n roll intellectual' lololol.

    Also despite my not finding her generally sexually appealing the Paparazzi video when she's making out with guys on the sofa was kind of hot. Or I thought so many years ago. I don't know why people can't appreciate multiple styles?

    Like Paglia you can't just be like. 'Didn't find this sexual. It's automatically bad.'

    intriguingly I've just found this comment about her in drag as a guy from a straight guy:

    But to be honest, i think she makes a much hotter dude than female (and I must precise that yes, I'm straight):
    MA Norse Religion, writer living in the Arctic
    OK then. The internet is a weird place lol. Where people live in the arctic and announce they find Lady Gaga attractive as a man :') not that I'm one to talk but yeah.

    A couple of moments aside I think at least she was a lot less defensively aggressive than many pop stars around now. I don't even know if she'd agree because of the visuals but to me the Thot [BEEP] music video for example lol. I don't think it's bad though - because that's how people are feeling.

    I was wondering what she thought about Shakira haha:

    And if this isn't sexy, so what? Paglia herself admits that audiences still have "tigresses" who include "Beyonce, Shakira, Rihanna, Lily Allen, Nelly Furtado." Gaga is doing something different.
    I'm really confused about why she included Lily Allen in that list. Like one of these people are not like the others in terms of energy lol. (Also tbh surprised she likes Beyonce even though many of her music videos especially early on fit what I think she's saying.) Otherwise makes a lot of sense.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0WxDrVUrSvI

    This song is just sadism lol.

    I feel like she wanted to include someone who was unambigulously white and she has a certain image that is like working class in some videos. It's worth noting she's been accused of faking that but then class and money aren't synonymous her mum is from a catholic working class background and gave birth to her at age 17 but both her parents were famous so she obviously wouldn't have grown up poor.

    Was it the dress with the training shoes? I bet it was the dress with the training shoes.



    Paglia explain!

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tWjNFC-FinU

    The song 22 is a bit like this Amy Winehouse track thematically:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iVaqQe3V498

    In her book, Sexual Personae, Camille Paglia mapped out western culture as one long battleground between chaos and untrammelled desire. Rock stars, she wrote, are the great Dionysian heroes of our age, acting out our wildest desires and darkest dramas on our behalf so that we do not have to.
    More voyeurism.

    Paglia: Men suffer from sexual anxiety their whole lives. The domination by women is a crushing burden. I understand the stalker. I understand how John Hinckley became obsessed with Jodie Foster. It was similar to the way I was toward beautiful women. I saw Catherine Deneuve in a department store and followed her and spied on her.
    I get that but I don't think you have to be attracted to women to understand that. Many women are obsessed with for example - rock stars. There were women who stalked Prince. Don't even get me started on kpop fangirls... I think that's why Sarah McLachlan wrote Posession:

    This was a gutsy song for McLachlan to release because her stalker was still out there. "Instead of running and hiding I chose to face it, head on, and to try and put myself into the shoes of the stalker," she told iTunes Originals. "We've all been obsessed to greater or lesser degrees about someone or something and by putting myself into those shoes I could find a place for it and put it away and not let it take over my life."
    Jodie Foster is overpraised, too. I thought she was good in Silence of the Lambs and The Accused, but she's getting on my nerves.
    =O

    You know she did look attractive in some images I saw from The Accused but given the subject matter I wasn't about to watch it lol. And I hadn't watched it. I also really liked her when I was a kid when she was playing Tallulah. I was a bit younger than she was at the time. My school had a stage performance of that play so we had to watch it. I also like her in contact because she has long hair and glasses.

    She doesn't like Meryl Streep so basically she has issues with WASP women (she specifically said she does, but she means a certain aesthetic.) I think her performance works for women in The Devil Wear's Prada because of her dynamic with Anne Hathaway.

    She called Taylor Swift nazi barbie at one point because she reminds her of girls who excluded her which is what I meant when I said she's bitter.

    'I left the catholic church 25 years ago because I couldn't stand the dogma. I hate all dogmas'[i]. This didn't prevent Paglia from worshiping Catholic culture and declaring that in another epoch she would have been a nun. Paglia is a feminist 'nun' -- and a transgender lesbian, who happens to be pro-pornography!
    Not mutually exclusive a lot of nuns were lesbians and it makes perfect sense. Back in the 60s some psychopthearpists did some weird psychology experiment on a bunch of nuns and found a bunch of them left and everyone remaining just became a 'radical lesbian nun.'

    Like this part makes perfect sense to me.

    She argued this too at one point which clearly not lol it frequently blurs categories in a way that makes most people uncomfortable:

    Bisexuality is out best hope of escape from the animosities and false polarities of the current sex wars. Whether or not we can put it into practice, bisexuality is a great pagan ideal. (p. 94)

    The real revolution will come when we are free of the false dichotomy of gay/straight and when bisexual responsiveness is accepted as the universal norm. (p. 105)
    Not to mention all the insane stuff these days you read online. Technically people are more bisexual but there's just increasing animosity it seems. Or the animosity is more visible than at any other point in my life.

    I was a lesbian before gay lib. I was openly lesbian in college, I went to college in '64 to '68, and the gay lib thing broke out in '69. At Yale graduate school, I was the only open lesbian from '68 to '72. The only one. And I took the career price for that. I shoved my lesbianism down people's throats when I wasn't getting any pleasure from it; I couldn't find anyone to be with! There is the irony, I took all the negatives without any of the positives! I tried. I tried to pick up women, I tried. In 1969 I traveled Europe with the handbook, the gay guide to Europe. I went from place to place, every city, and I thought, "What is the problem here?" All the gay men are finding contacts everywhere! You can't avoid it! Bus terminals, toilets, diners, everywhere! Finally I had to conclude, after so many decades of frustration, that lesbians are not looking for sex. It's not about sex. They think it's about sex. It's about mommy! It's about mommy is what it's about!
    Fucking Freudians. But she must be onto something because that word and daddy is everywhere in a sexual context. Not my cup of tea but at this point I pretty much have to roll with it with some things because so many submissive guys like using that word.

    You have discussed the issue of imagery -- what are your thoughts about the Playboy bunny costume?

    Feminists of that period were irate about it -- they felt that it reduced women to animals. It is true it's animal imagery, but a bunny is a child's toy, for heaven's sake!

    I think you could criticize the bunny image that Hefner created by saying it makes a woman juvenile and infantilizes her. But the type of animal here is a kind of key to Hefner's sensibility because a bunny is utterly harmless.
    Hefner's women may have been uncomplex as personalities, but they were always warm and genuine. I never found them particularly erotic. I much preferred the Penthouse style of women, who were more femme fatales. Hefner's bunnies were a major departure from female mythology, where women were often portrayed as animals of prey -- tigresses and leopards. Woman as cozy, cuddly bunny is a perfectly legitimate modality of eroticism. Hefner was good-natured but rather abashed, diffident, and shy. So he recreated the image of women in palatable and manageable form. I don't see anything misogynist in that. What I see is a frank acknowledgment of Hefner's fear of women's actual power.
    Yeah maybe. I don't have a specific thing for bunny guy's historically. Probably more cat guys (not a huge thing either but there were like several works and fantasies I created that involved that weirdly before catgirls were popular,) but I did like one thing with a bunny guy in recently and the concept of being hyper sexual and cute was appealing. On the other hand a large part of the audio was about bunny stereotypes and the listener was some hunter that got stuck in their own trap and the two alternated roles throughout. I talk in third person because I didn't exactly self insert into it.

    All you have to do is look at the long history of the gay male world, beginning in classical Athens. No gay man has ever said when gazing at a beautiful young man with a perfect body, "I am making him passive beneath my gaze." That would be stupid beyond belief. Every gay man knows that youth and beauty are supreme principles that deserve our admiration and veneration. When we worship beauty, we are worshipping life itself.
    I don't think she's aware of gay men who have said things like this (there's a point where she overidealises gay men or did.) Also by bot he means bottom but points out he uses that word somewhat loosely. He's trying to describe a sexuality/personality type.

    And now, let's also think of the 'classic homosexual top' It is obvious that his homosexuality doesn't so much involve an idealization of maleness at all. He often likes younger and 'pretty' males, whose youthful flexibility and compliance set the very particular stage for his own male dominance to be 'truly' expressed at last.
    This kind of homosexual top isn't too consciously aware of the gay tragedies playing out in the lives of 'true homosexuals', of aging and loneliness, and always being second- best to a real man's real wife. He never fantasized as a little boy about Captain Kirk, Lee Majors and Rock Hudson. Basically, this type is in fact pretty cold-hearted which tragically, tends to make him all the more irresistable to the gay bot.

    He has no existential crisis to solve, and isn't focused on dealing with being a different species in a cruel, unwelcoming world. He isn't doubting about anything and has an opportunistic outlook on Life, simply enjoying his fuck-pleasures in a childish way that is unwelcoming of depth, problems and painful philosophizing. We needn't be surprised that the bot, who always seeks love precisely where it can never be found, will readily fall head over heels in love with this type who is necessarily an egotist and sometimes, a malignant narcissist?
    Perhaps a reader would like to point out that not all tops are into pretty boys. [...]

    In fact, the [feminine gay guy] dramatized sexuality interferes with the top's real desire, of base, animal, saucy male/male virile sex. So his preference is for more manly types, who actually love getting fucked. [...]

    The gay bottom in such relationships usually seeks sexual highs in an addiction-pattern, and significantly lacks the 'romantic dimension' that comes in when opposites attract. Sex turns into an entire lifestyle on a daily basis, and issues of identity are largely ignored, considered irrelevant No 'androgynous', 'hermaphroditic', or otherwise atypical male qualities are apparent. The psychic life of such bots is mainly organized in ways similar to those of his sexual mate, and of most 'normal' males. The biggest difference is really that he is more hedonistic, and usually becomes a slave of his own pleasures, which itself may have feminizing effects [...]

    The point is that technically, he might be a 'gay bottom', but his homosexuality doesn't define all that much more than his sex-life. He isn't a very 'different species' And so we're not talking about these types either. Let's try to keep a general vision in mind of a 'classic gay bottom', who doesn't feel like other males from an early age, and who indeed did become something of a 'personage', the prototypical gay man who dreams of the strong arms of an alpha-male just like a young girl would. Are we on the same page? I think everyone gets the general picture. We're trying to capture a ballpark idea of an essential, core homosexual phenomenon, that involves fundamental attraction to maximum maleness and masculinity, and a sensed absence of it in oneself
    He used the word daddy multiple times (actually 46 times.) It reminded me of Solanas writing about women now and then like her 'daddy's girl' thing (there are obvious differences but also reading some of this it's like: "oh my god it's her ghost wtf" lol I'm not quoting the more obvious example that sounds like her though):

    the thing is, because Big Daddy is a psychologically undeveloped owned human resource, his need to uphold the illusion of his own power and dominance becomes all the more acute and excruciating. He can now only find proof and confirmation of it in the bottom's submissiveness
    [...] even more crucially, he is submitting to a destroyed form of maleness, stripped of all ACTUAL power and creativity.

    It is so obvious that the classic homosexual (the receptive gay man) has simply abdicated from wanting to be a dominant male,
    When he talks about how a lot of gay men engage in casual sex it doesn't seem at first like he's complaining about this (honestly I can't tell,) but then he complains about the lack of affection between men and at one point being neglected in favour of men's wives.

    He also has an issue with surrogacy unsurprisingly.

    (Of course, what the classic gay man is really looking for is a real alpha-male, and this quest is inherently bound to fail, because a REAL alpha-male would pick a REAL girl).
    The implication is, that the classic gay man finds in the typical dominant alpha-male precisely the incarnation of everything that once horrified him most, in the depths of his being The alpha-male stands for everything the gay adolescent once viscerally refused. But because the higher forces he had locked off from society couldn't be expressed, and had since sexualized in his Psyche, the lonely gay man in a cold human world has no option left but to cave in to the now fiercely burning desire; he is now compelled to find peace and fulfillment copulating with the very incarnation of the form of programmed malehood that destroyed his own adolescence
    But honestly nothing has really left me more viscerally horrified than reading accounts online from men who dislike their attraction to men. But moreso autogynephilic men who hate themselves (who have labelled themselves that.) I don't think that has to be such a huge deal conceptually especially how it manifests for most people but there's a very toxic culture around this - and really everything sexual and the way other people judge things. Part of the reason it bothers me though is envy because in the latter case a bunch of them believe that having sex with men proves their own femininity like an inverse of what this guy is talking about and they're not actually attracted to those guys which is fine for them if they're on the same page (except for again the horror some of them have. I found their horror weirdly upsetting to read about.) And of course I dislike the implications in terms of values - femininity doesn't require sex with men. But sexually it made me feel pretty castrated as well because I'm not an archetype of cisgender masculinity but then I also wouldn't want to be because firstly I have no interest in hyper masculine aesthetics and also I want to be attractive to people romantically. But yeah the whole thing is very complicated and kind of a mindfuck. Which is also why I wouldn't be interested in dating someone who purely frames themselves using that lens. It's just very bleak.

    I've not really done a good job explaining what I'm talking about here lol. This is difficult to break down though. Also the general mentality is shared by some lesbian women too who post about this online not just men. Like they claim to not be attracted to men but want their attention anyway and things like that.

    Anyway though the primary focus for me is more other's 'femininity' also androgyny and his general idea that it is purely sexual isn't the case for me as I'm romantically attracted to men and have a lot of romantic daydreams. Though it didn't really work out for me irl during my brief attempts and sometimes I fantasise about men as women but I didn't always do that even when they were very androgynous in my writing/fantasies etc. So I don't think that's in any way necessary.

    Oh I'm not a 'REAL alpha-male' of course either lol.

    I sort of thought... He should consider dating gay trans men but I don't think they'd typically be masculine enough for lots of these guys. But they definitely often have romantic fantasies about men and historically at least specifically feminine gay men lol this popped up in research. I said years ago when listening to Quentin Crisp (who this guy referenced,) that 'God' has a funny (sadistic,) sense of humour. Also his life was quite tragic:

    The homosexual world is a world of spinsters. Most homosexuals over the age of twenty-five will play, on the physical level, an active, passive or unspecified role with the same or a different partner from night to night or even from hour to hour, but emotionally they search perpetually for a real man who desires passionately (as opposed to making do with) another man. This being, if he exists, is so rare that one might as well enter a monastery on reaching puberty. The less drastic alternative is to live a real sex life in a dream world. This can best be done in the dark with strangers."
    The ... problem that confronts homosexuals is that they set out to win the love of a "real" man. If they succeed, they fail. A man who "goes with" other men is not what they would call a real man. The conundrum is incapable of resolution, but that does not make homosexuals give it up.
    In an interview with CBC in 1977, upon being queried about whether he desired to be a woman, Crisp stated: "Well, I suppose when I was a child, when I lived almost entirely in a dreamworld, I suppose I thought of myself as a woman. But, later on, you realise that you have to live in the real world, and that you are not a woman. You are only in some senses 'effeminate,' or 'feminine,' and you must learn to make this compromise - to live in a world where, statistically, you are a man, whatever you may think about yourself."[18]

    "Having labelled myself homosexual and having been labelled as such by the wider world, I have effectively lived a 'gay' life for most of my years. Consequently, I can relate to gay men because I have more or less been one for so long in spite of my actual fate being that of a woman trapped in a man's body. I refer to myself as homosexual without thinking because of how I have lived my life. If you are reading this and are gay, think of me as one of your own even though you now know the truth. If it's confusing for you, think how confusing it has been for me these past ninety years."

    "The only thing in my life I have wanted and didn't get was to be a woman. It will be my life's biggest regret. If the operation had been available and cheap when I was young, say when I was twenty-five or twenty-six, I would have jumped at the chance. My life would have been much simpler as a result. I would have told nobody. Instead, I would have gone to live in a distant town and run a knitting wool shop and no one would ever have known my secret. I would have joined the real world and it would have been wonderful."[19]
    There are definitely cis gay guys who don't fit what he's talking about at all too that I've come across. I'm aware of all the groups he's talking about and other's have written about that before but there are people who don't fit into that. But again none of them are that masculine (and I only have examples from the UK.) But whenever people discuss these things it becomes a bit unclear what they want. Although he did list some examples so yeah... None of the gay guys I'm thinking about are that masculine.

    I prefered Spock :P especially around the age of 22. But that was like the new Spock not the og Spock. The original series was so dated that I could never get into that.

    Ultimately he came to this conclusion:

    The gay man is in potential the most subversive creature there is to the evil stringpullers controlling the cattle-farm. MUCH MORE subversive than the most powerful alpha-male. This is precisely why the social engineers are managing this issue so obsessively
    I skimread this though and there's so much to unpack and a lot of it is a kind of a response to conservative's view of how male homosexuality develops when they argue things like 'we can't be close anymore because of homosexuality' combined with some stuff that's as I said more Solanas-like. And of course trauma from school again (that's a reasonably universal experience among people who are non-conforming really.) And some amount of respectability politics essentially. He's worried about the conflation of homosexuality with pedophilia etc. There's transvestigation and conspiracy thinking. There's a whole bit on Dawkins for no obvious reason in this text that was supposed to be about his own homosexuality he's not a fan of him probably for very different reasons to me lol. I think quite a bunch of this is religious. Saying that Christianity is a Satanic program ??? that's a little ironic (starting to remind me of some crazy gnostic guy I was in a discord chat with once I can't get into that lol I was also being an edgelord though so I regret that a bit now because some people take the idea of you being evil very seriously and I see it as a game,) also uses the word evil a bunch. Antisemitism in places.

    He has an issue with [BEEP] theory of course, with Judith Butler and is frustrated that nobody knows why anyone is gay among other things. The sentiment re understanding and people's theories not being very good is one I sympathise with though. Also because of the confusion I've had in trying to figure myself out. With what feels like no community/script etc like the mindfuck thing I was eluding to before because there's no map... Some of it really was like being an alien.

    It seems he thinks masculinity = repression as he suggests this with both straight men and Judith Butler - he's particuarly not a fan of Judith Butler's entire aesthetic. But it's an incoherent complicated mess again.

    Oddly he thinks Leslie Feinberg was genetically male and she wasn't... Possibly for the same reason he assumes others who aren't trans are trans.

    Was wondering if he then brought up Paglia and he has. He also doesn't like rock stars.

    Overly moralising while criticising others of doing the same.

    The conspiracy stuff is actually really strong like I think he just believes most conspiracy theories. He goes into this in some paragraph.

    I don't believe the idea he comes up with about homosexuality as an identity in the West leading to the existence of the personality + sexuality he discusses though as it exists in other cultures everywhere without that label...

    But the stuff he brings up about not being able to find a partner does echo Quentin Crisp who was less schizophrenic so (and he brings him up though I think prob to disagree with him like everyone.) The rest isn't technically relevant. But it's just a lot.

    I don't know if Contrapoints ever got this far. Her video The Hunger is touching on some of this and she's familiar with Paglia so she's gotten pretty far down this rabbit hole + has def been on 4chan so it's possible. It's just the abyss.

    And Bronze Age Pervert adopted his writing (not Quentin Crisp I mean the weird 4chan guy,) and Paglia's mixed together somewhat arguing points that I'm not really seeing in his writing or like his writing is more conflicted, and then BAP decided to promote radical body building + youth.

    I don't care for that physique/aesthetic and in a big way it's my primary problem with his ideology hahahaha. No there are a few other issues I have.

    Wake me up when it's the 70s again though. Also wake Paglia up apparently lol. (She likes David Bowie.)



    I still don't even know what it is about this photo that's doing it for me besides it being new but even then like what? it's not the most attractive one I think:



    It's always certain people doing this though. Plenty of people are most likely content if they find partners and have certain personality traits. I think Jordan Peterson is clear evidence that following the normie conservative path doesn't necessarily help. Someone on reddit dug up this photo of him age 14 too:



    And tbf. He doesn't seem happy to me or content. Of course that's not everyone's goal in life.

    It seems to be the same thing regardless of the other details of gender, sex, sexuality etc. I think a lot of philosophers were that way throughout history too.

    That's a horrifying thought really isn't it:



    You want to believe that if you change your life in some specific way it will have some impact. It's not at all clear to me though.

    And lol I decided to search this quote and one of the top google results I clicked on was a blog post by someone who related to the Loki quote and had a general feeling of restlessness and 'wanderlust' as I read on a bit after attributing it to their being an INTJ on the MBTI (which is not a great personality test,) they brought up that they are a Christian woman. I get it internet but I'm not converting lol. I've been told that as a genetic female everything in my life is a phase and I already finished the Christian one decades ago.

    Alternatively just go for a really long walk lol.

    "Oh right touch grass."

    I mean it doesn't solve everything though.

    Going back to Paglia lol:

    Interviewer: You're not taking the emergence of the radical lesbian sex movement into account.

    That's not true. What I'm saying, though, is sex-positive lesbianism has to lead to bisexuality. There is no sex-positive lesbianism that excludes response to men. I believe women are naturally bisexual. My vision is of a universal bisexuality for women. This lesbian feminism, now twenty years on line, is a disaster. Part of women?s power is their power over men.
    In spite of that she always called herself a lesbian. I think there was a brief period where she didn't but almost always and recently she calls herself a lesbian.

    Also like (I was trying to find what she said about Jodie Foster and just ran into a bunch of other unrelated quotes lol. This happens to me all the time with everyone):

    OK well I can't find it now but she definitely said at some point that she wanted Jodie Foster to come out as bisexual because she assumed the reason she was vague about it is because she'd had relationships with men as well and so didn't want to be boxed in. This was ages before she'd come out at all in general. I think there were rumours so.

    The statement follows Gaga, in 2009, answering the question 'are you bisexual?' from Barbara Walters by saying: "I do like women. I've only been in love with men, I've never been in love with a woman. That's really what the song ['Poker Face'] was all about. Why when I was with my boyfriend was I fantasising about women?"

    She later added: "I''ve certainly had sexual relationships with women, yes."
    She also said at one point though in an interview that she wasn't sure she'd been in love with a man either.

    In 2013, she also told Attitude: "I am bisexual, I?ve said it before I?ll say it again, I don't need to - I'm sorry if this is a bit vulgar- I don't need to eat [BEEP] in front of people for the whole world to take me seriously."

    Nevertheless, in 2017 Gaga told that year's class of RuPaul?s Drag Race queens on an episode of Untucked: "I'm not a gay woman, you know? And [it's] that touchy sort of subject where -- can you stand up for people that you are not necessarily fully part of that community in a way that you can understand what you all go through?"
    So it's funny.

    She got what she wanted. (More or less.)

    Oh I'm sure bisexual women in general fit her ideals more if you look at research but Lady Gaga really didn't if you look up quotes lol. She was a lot more restricted and not super into casual sex with men at least and said she didn't like sex until a certain point.. Reminds me of Paris Hilton (and she also hung out with [BEEP] women a bunch at one point.)

    Lady Gaga revealed that she pushed for a sex scene with Salma Hayek in House of Gucci--but the scene was eventually cut from the film.
    You can't say she hasn't tried sometimes.

    And yeah Tumblr seems to be full of people with various pronouns and genders talking about how they want Geddy Lee to be their girlfriend or about how he was obviously in a gay relationship with Alex Lifeson, and the women in China feminising male idols...

    Men and the Chinese government seem incredibly threatened by this.

    I'm just saying some things may have gotten out of hand (because people don't want to be lumped together.) And it probably started here:

    Quote Plato
    There were three kinds of human beings, that's my first point--not two as there are now, male and female. In addition to these, there was a third, a combination of those two; its name survives, though the kind itself has vanished. At that time, you see, the word 'androgynous' really meant something: a form made up of male and female elements, though now there's nothing but the word, and that's used as an insult.
    I'm not going to stop clearly though and at the same time nobody's going to be OK with this no matter what so [BEEP] it lol.

    Back to reddit:

    It's NEVER about the kids. When they say "I just dont want small children to be transed", thats a dog whistle, they don't give a [BEEP] about the kids, they care about the "deviants"
    What's actually happening is we have a government that is beholden to the current economic system but desperately trying to appeal to ethnonationalists - it won't work even they're not that blind. They can't stop immigration and their party never has. In fact frequently it has increased under the conservative government.

    The UK is essentially incapable of being self sufficient because it relies on borderline slavery and life in this country encourages a kind of apathy and lack of motivation in general among people raised here not to mention the increasing mental health issues. We also import a lot of things. Current lifestyles can't be maintained outside of this system or in national isolation. The individual is increasingly a hermit but the nation state is the opposite. We're not going to turn into old school Japan. The ethno nationalist hyper trad simple living folk are kidding themselves. Few find their ascetic xenophobic hobbitry ideals appealing.

    So people don't have the motivation or in many cases skillset to work these jobs. Interviews are also intimidating for the increasingly anxious and autistic. There are at least millions like her:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kdm1tIhOvzA

    They don't want to get yelled at while working in customer service jobs (an increasing amount of jobs require good social skills too and dealing with the public,) and they don't want to be judged by employers who might remind them of past trauma involving either their own parents, or experiences in the education system. Eg: I have a memory of being very young and being yelled at for drawing instead of doing some assigned task. I used to draw tons of little people compulsively which I now see as symbolic. Many of them had tiny brief cases and things like that too. My mum compared this to L. S. Lowry and my drawings weren't as good of course but the same neurotic awareness of our culture was there at such a young age.

    This memory of being yelled at for drawing could be fake - its blurry and I would have been about 4 or 5 but I don't think the emotions and what it represents are fake either way. At an older age something that definitely wasn't fake but similar happened where I was messing around with a piano at the school my mum worked at and the music teacher told me to either play better or stop playing.

    IT IS LITERALLY YOUR JOB

    that's the soul of the UK.

    'UK teenagers would rather grow up to be YouTubers than go to space'

    'A third of teenagers in the US want to be Youtubers'

    That sort of thing.

    Faced with the soul sucking reality of modern life people will adopt high risk/high reward strategies to escape. Like attempting creative solutions (which was often repressed and poorly educated in the first place,) or stuff people might describe as psychopathic - criminal behaviour, general parasitism, and sex work which people like Jordan Peterson seem to view as psychopathic as well. Writing erotica is also a form of sex work btw. The best selling novel was erotica so nothing to turn your nose up at. Welcome to reality you snob.

    For someone from a developing country merely getting to live here is a huge goal they're willing to sacrifice their life for. People are actually dyin/risking death to get to Europe and then again to get to the UK because it's better than where they come from. So you can also find people with a strong work ethic and skillset who are willing to move of course. These are largely two different groups though lots want to come here whether they have skills and work ethic or not.

    It's often noted by people like Bill Kristol that within a generation or two - if they stay here instead of sending money abroad to families there - children of immigrant families will be the same as the native population in Western cultures or at least the lower classes where they end up a lot of the time. Eg: if in the UK they lose this survival drive and instead live off the government, live off family, do odd jobs in a precarious underemployed lifestyle with periods of unemployment - freeters in Japan etc, live a criminal lifestyle, try to get into entertainment and do sex work - online if they can so they can avoid being around other Humans due to the frequent neurotic personalities that occur in developed countries. But of course irl sex work is less safe but still preferable to many women historically and now if you ask when compared to working in a factory every day for the rest of their life.

    You can replace immigrants with AI - and they will in time - but not with the British (or American) population imo.

    Work won't 'set you free.' A significant chunk of the country is mentally ill and 1 in 4 experience mental health issues at some point in their lives. Recent generations increasingly don't want to do boring shitty and stressful work for low pay like their parents who hated life - they want to play Minecraft for low pay. Or do onlyfans etc.

    So to distract from that problem the government needs a scapegoat and [BEEP] people have often been their favourite choice over the past 100 years. Besides we earn very little as a group if you discount gay men now, and lesbian women decades ago but these days results are more mixed and lesbian women are earning fewer degrees. Bisexual and trans people are the least 'economically productive.' In the US. And after all 1 in 3 UK employers won't hire someone they know is trans in the first place.

    Some of this might be genetic but the same people who dislike this reality are often the same people complaining about low fertility rates and wanting to ban abortion. ???

    At least some of these assholes are consistent and think they're God's chosen one's and think that the 'hordes' (they frame it that way,) of economically unviable people who don't manage to make it in their high risk/high reward life paths should die out. Its all very Dickensian still. Because there are only three traits that are important in a Human to those people:

    1. Being economically productive

    2. Not being technophobic

    3. Not being tribalistic and thinking your religion etc is the only right one and wanting to kill everyone else or something.

    Yeah they fear the third is going to happen. Most ideological beliefs stem from a fear of others after all. Another thing that's increasing in Western countries.

    The pronatalists are worried people who fit those 3 traits (and they think they cluster though personally I'm only 1 out of 3,) are overbreeding and they don't want them to reproduce and want to force the uninterested but intelligent and economically productive couples who live with their cats to have kids instead.



    Doesn't apply in this case perhaps because they're LGBT+

    They do seem kind of like relationship goals honestly in edited youtube videos at least. I don't feel any anger towards them it gives me a sense of hope about the universe because others like me have ended up in pretty [BEEP] life situations even when moderately succesful.

    Like that one genderfluid trans guy from the UK who didn't medically transition and struggles with ADHD, autism an eating disorder, past drug use and issues with that etc + online harassment and unable to find a partner due to sexual preferences and one ex who he was in love with left him for a guy and I dont know all the details there but I think that was a big negative point in his life.
    Not that he seems miserable given the circumstances he's definitely the kind of person who is able to tolerate a lot on a deep level but 'the circumstances' are considerable is what I'm saying lol. He was lucky to get a YT audience too of course and has also published gay male vampire books and some other book (or is working on something,) and I think released some music? Bunch of creative stuff.

    Oh I know this couple has struggled with mental health issues too (the number on social media who do or have at some point is huge in general,) and we even have similarly sized Youtube channels in terms of subscribers and my videos get more views but still lol. It's irrelevant. I imagine the universe where I wasn't crazy and from a shithole town and was more attractive and started dating some visual kei or otherwise androgynous local musician whose photos I found online like she did and had a wife and cats now and had published a gay male romance book (as I used to write that stuff as a teen,) instead of whatever this is. Failing to motivate myself to make YouTube videos the only thing I had any success at (tiny amount at that.)

    Because yeah the cisgender wife in that couple seems like a high functioning version of me with the same sexuality lol. I don't remember the details of her book but it's m/m romance again. She describes herself as cis-ish too. So I feel like she's borderline between a woman and non-binary from some things she's said in recent videos.



    This is very aesthetic lol it's like a Patrick Wolf song:



    This isn't my aesthetic now but there was a point where I would have been like =O Patrick Wolf vibes.



    I wrote some shity poetry about lighthouses in my early 20s too lol.

    Back then I also wanted like a pair of glittery turquoise converses (I guess some styles of shoes don't change.) Because he had this t-shirt that was like sparkly and turquoise and I was like 'what if that but shoes.'



    But I never found a pair and I don't know if they exist and skniny androgynous guys continue to taunt me this way:



    It's a conspiracy.

    The stupid thing is I never just found a pair of basic turquoise converse knock offs and just you know painted glitter on them. Not hard.

    My thing about red haired people and always playing red haired characters in games started before this though ftr. (Pretty sure it started with Poison Ivy lol.) I only got into his music at 15/16. I had other influences in life as well lol.

    It's not a coincidence that I was suggested their videos either of course. It's one of the creepy things about social media. Even if you don't envy the Instagram normies it will find someone who is like you in some fundamental sense but better. It's very good at that. Well either that or the perfect thing to piss you off lol - that's twitters game though.

    Tumblr is the 'look at this amazing cardigan/shoes they are at least 100 pounds and you know you don't need them but they're so cool' platform lol. 'If you stopped being lazy and were more talented you could buy some cheap knock off converses and do this yourself~'

    Which is just rude lol. We all know since the failed custom My Little Pony project as a teenager (this was like the long furby thing before long furbies I guess,) and the time you bought knitting needles and a bunch of stuff that it's not going to happen. You haven't even painted anything in real life for over a decade. At least I made a home made phone case once out of a sock I guess.

    Also they want anyone from that class who already has kids to have more. Even though they all start in their 30s even many arguing this that started in their 30s.

    The visible contempt from people like this pronatalists leads to resentment that further justifies and amplifies these trends.

    'the child not embraced. By the village will burn it down to feel its warmth' and all that.

    My friend recently expressed confusion about a case of a woman in her 20s being euthanised in The Netherlands 'didn't know that was happening/legal' but it's far from the first case of this type. I was shocked he didn't know. When it makes headlines it's a white woman in her 20s.

    'Terf island' rather understates the global problem.


    The worst thing is that I wrote this post instead of reading Star Trek fanfiction which would have been a much better use of my time. I'll get past the first paragraph without falling to sleep or something else one day I guess.


    Lol I just checked skype and my friend had messaged me this (entirely unrelated to our last conversation and everything this was obviously just on his mind):

    Do you ever think about what happens if we have a generation of people who just don't wanna be doctors

    Or any other key professional
    Hahahahaha.

    Also speaking of YouTube and money I get sent these tax forms once a year now that have no explanation or cover letter it's just something to do with the US tax system. I didn't fill them in last year because I actually couldn't answer some questions they asked and my research on what if anything I needed to do didn't really go anywhere. I also already filled in something online which was supposed to stop this.

    It's a 1042 S form.

    Just found a YouTube video now talking about this:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-eYWLjBBqM

    Just came across this video after looking at the documents once again. I kept going back to them because I had fears that I was supposed to do something with them but I've now heard from 2 sources (including you) that I don't need to do anything with them and that I can rest and file them away! Thank you for easing my mind. I thought I was going to get into trouble for not doing anything :)
    Hi Sheila, I was struggling to understand working of 1042-S form for two years, thanks a lot for helping!!
    Hi Sheila , just found you we are Neighbours In believe Ime in Geordie land , Do we not have to fill anything in online to say we are exempt ! , the last time it came up in the YT studio to apply online for a tax treaty for being in the Uk ! I filled it in last year as my earnings go to my accountant ! I wasnt sure if what I filled in online last year covers now ! just confused , thanks for your Info ;)
    You do not have to fill anything in online, i recieved a letter from the US and having looked up all info on it we in the UK do not have to fill in anything, my letter i will just hang onto just in case the HMRC want to see it, the UK have a tax treaty with the US so we do not pay any tax to them, you fill in the forms online when you are first monetised and that is it. You don't have to do anything else..
    thankyou , I was 1st monetised in 2018 but I only filled the form online last year when I got a notification from Google Adsense , so maybe that was it ;)
    There are lots of reddit threads over the past couple of years this has been happening too like:

    I've earned money but I owe IRS $0 in money. I don't even know if I need to send it in, or where to even send it. Everything is so fucking vague.
    Tbh I'm not going to send any thing back tbh, becuse I know I'm not owing anything. Yeah It is confusing, There's not even a head note explaining what's what.
    So it's not just me I didn't send anything last year but it's still confusing why do they keep sending mail? They don't make it clear what I'm supposed to do at all. Should probably complain at some point.

    it's just an information return for them to tell you what you earned and what was withheld (which may be $0 if you filled out a form earlier saying that your country has a tax treaty with the US). you may not need to do anything with it other than keep it for your records.
    They don't say that though what they say is:

    Generally, every non resident alien individual, nonresident alien fiduciary, and foreign corporation with U.S income, including income that is effectively connected with the conduct of a trade or business in the United States, must file a U.S. income tax return. However, no return is required to be filed by a nonresident alien individual, nonresident alien fiduciary, or foreign corporation if such person was not engaged in a trade or buisness in the United States at any time during the tax year and if the tax liability of such person was fully satisfied by the withholding of U.S. tax at the source. Corporations file form 1120-F; all others file form 1040-NR.
    Alien lol. So weird how they use that word.

    So does engaging in buisness mean geographically? But it doesn't necessarily because you said nonresident 'aliens' have to pay tax too.

    Then they suggest going to the IRS website but I did that last year and it did not help in the slightest from what I remember.

    It very much felt like this:



    They seem to be wasting paper.

    I do find the idea that I might have to pay tax to a foreign country but not the country I live in pretty funny not going to lie.

    Also all this time and I've only just realised there's a way on this forum to disable text being turned into emoticons. That would have helped me before lol. There are a bunch of things that end up getting turned into different emoticons.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    If you grew up like me with images of fin de siecle/interwar Paris, with the famous cafes, with its networks of artists&thinkers, with this image of a life constantly immersed in culture, you were probably just as heartbroken to discover that this doesn't exist in Europe anymore.
    Well not really because I grew up in Europe, mostly in the post internet era, so I never had the impression that it did. At least not in the same way.

    But I bought a pretty looking book a couple of months ago:



    Christian women tend to use "I will pray for you" as a way to tell you to go [BEEP] yourself.
    Yup, that's it.
    Ever wonder where the woke learned to use acceptance and tolerance as a weapon?
    It's not an ideological thing you know. It's just passive aggression lol.

    Not everything is some great skill that was taught.



    Next up how the Communists taught throwing shade:



    What?

    "Shade is I don't tell you your ugly but I don't have to tell you because you know your ugly and that's shade."

    "Girls just leave scars in your psyche that you find later like a genocide or an atrocity."

    He says boys and girls but he means feminine and masculine:



    Actually I think this clip from Bob's Burgers is the funniest representation (the first clip everything else she does pretty much is masculine lol ironically):



    Louise: "When I was young and naive I would have said arson - but I'm gonna go with voodoo."

    Bob: "I like arson"

    Louise: "No seriously dad voodoo"

    Bob: "No"

    Louise: "I have a book. No I have a book. I'll go get it."

    You can disincentivise the behaviour but it's still instinctive.

    It's not legally disincentivised (which some complain about,) but it is socially. This song is a bop:



    Also it does suck the worst encounters I've had have been with psychopathic women. So I'm being edgy but I'm not downplaying it lol.

    If the political right had any ability to attract feminine people whatsoever (the 'Christian women' could be seen as right wing since they're typically conservative but that's like centre right and most of the far right disown them anyway because they're feminine,) they could utilise this too.

    Many shamans practice transvestism among various peoples--fools interpret this as "gay rights," not seeing the cultic understanding of femininity. The Pythia was a woman, and the ancient Germans always consulted women before great decisions, because they could provide a different and more direct view of things. The modern lords of lies have alienated women from this by promoting the hyper-conscious, talky, neurotic-obsessive persona among urban slave women. That is a parody of the worst kind of men. Oracles in nature are already rare enough, and how many have been lost to us because they were misled by the snakes who seduced her into thinking she should ape the snappy, chatty self-consciousness of the midget homosexual and "comedian"? They know how powerless we are without knowledge of the future; they keep this for themselves.
    BAP remains unimpressed.

    This is actually the right wing response to this situation it seems now lol:







    Well good luck with that.

    I don't know maybe he's just a fan of pointing out the obvious to ignorant people.

    But I do find him to be an extreme hypocrite because he argues that men need to be dangerous and then learn to control that, and that physical violence is not necessarily bad but constantly moralises about feminine aggression. Like it's an evolved tendency that people use or can use when they're not physically capable and you're like "no that's universally bad." "Only use masculine aggression or I guess find someone else to protect you."

    OK Jordan. As I said:

    "Good luck with that."

    from what I've read witches don't like patriarchy we established that hundreds of years ago in Europe at least.

    And he's a Freudian so he believes that what gets repressed gets sexualised. I'm not sure that theory has explanatory value when considering the results of Aella's research. I can think of some fetishes where that seems to be what's going on eg: ageplay and other disgust oriented fetishes being popular for the authoritarian right. But then others where it doesn't make much sense eg: group sex and male submission being very liberal-left wing fetishes. Then again maybe political values are formed later based on what people personally found to be repressed in their own lives at earlier points in time. In general though I feel there are too many holes in these assumptions. Like people come to conclusions that powerful business guys are really into femdom (which might be wishful thinking tbh lol. People don't talk about this but the character Christian Grey had a personal history of being sexually submissive too - it didn't go well and an abusive history in general I think if I'm remembering correctly. That was his back story which I don't think was a coincidence.) But there's not real evidence supporting that.

    That being said Aella's research found that authoritarian left wing people were more into sexual sadism. Though I suppose the question is are they into other people being sadistic or being sadistic. It could be made clearer.



    She's not doing a good job of masking her body language when she asks that question at all lol. So 0 points for Helen Lewis.

    Jordan Peterson on how skipping a grade effected him: "It made it difficult for me to participate in sports. So I didn't really do anything that was fundamentally aggressive until I was in graduate school. [..] I think it might have encouraged me to do two other things, which was, I probably hung around with rougher kids than I might have otherwise as partly as a compensation, I suppose for being smart and academically able and also small. So I probably exaggerated my roughness and it made me more verbally capable of defending myself. But other than that I don't think it had much of an effect. I thnk I've pretty much left all of that behind."

    Oh yeah I'm feminine, small and paying attention. 😀

    (He hasn't left any of that behind of course he spends most of his time talking about the importance of boys not being discouraged from physical aggression. He even said he disliked school and spends a lot of time criticising the education system. Not that I think that's a bad thing it really doesn't work imo either.)

    But that segment of the right are more succesful because they have women like Louise Perry and they use feminine aggression. They just want to weaken their opponents so they moralise (which is a feminine form of aggression too.) They know that the left is weaker re: physical violence (though not as much as you'd think,) and so they want to disuade from the use of such tactics. But as you go further right wing they have nothing. It's just violence (which is illegal and makes it easy for feds to play around anyway,) circle jerk discussions, and trying and failing to attract feminine people.

    And I think upper middle class English women are very good at this. Which I think is something Paglia picked up on and that's why she doesn't trust WASPs (or anyone who resembles one in appearence and/or behaviour,) though she could chill out about Taylor Swift a bit lol:



    Yeah Rihanna is important for one specific reason:



    Also good lord stop just talking about mainstream artists then. He said a musician working today he didn't say massive pop star working today. There are plenty of others you could talk about.

    Camille Paglia has written a scathing critique of Taylor Swift, referring to the singer as an "obnoxious Nazi Barbie" whose "twinkly persona is such a scary flashback to the fascist blondes who ruled the social scene during my youth".
    "Swift herself should retire that obnoxious Nazi Barbie routine of wheeling out friends and celebrities as performance props," Paglia argues.
    "Girl squads ought to be about mentoring, exchanging advice and experience and launching exciting and innovative joint projects," she continues. "Women need to study the immensely productive dynamic of male bonding in history."
    You're expecting a bit much I think from a normie US pop star. It's not what they're selling and that's fine. Other women do this:

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wzPE8wfjfw

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvcpmLpukaw

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eTLTXDHrgtw

    I knew about Ethel Cain already by that point though she is a much less popular artist comparitively but clearly a lot of the audience there did too lol... But I didn't know about Marissa Paternoster before she worked with Garbage. Also didn't know about Janelle Monae before she worked with Grimes. Dirty Computer (released in 2018) was a great album too.

    I think mainstream pop artists function more like football clubs so fanbases can indirectly compete with each other it's a whole other thing. To some extent that kind of thing will happen with Florence and Ethel too. Shirley Manson is part of a band that is mostly men so I think she's a bit more safe from that kind of crap. But men do it too though with bands like Rush you see it all the time in comments.

    Despite the passage of time since second-wave feminism erupted in the late 1960s, we've somehow been thrown back to the demure girly-girl days of the white-bread 1950s. It feels positively nightmarish to survivors like me of that rigidly conformist and man-pleasing era, when girls had to be simple, peppy, cheerful and modest. Doris Day, Debbie Reynolds and Sandra Dee formed the national template ? that trinity of blond oppressors!
    This is confusing because they hate her and they also hate Barbie. Outside of a few ethno-nationalists who were confused I'm not sure she was ever popular with straight men.

    Presently right wing men are big fans of Sydney Sweeney. Well at least on twitter.

    Also this was a response to that Christian women tweet:

    No, you project your own insecurity. Sure, you're right sometimes, but your self-righteousness convinces you of 100% accuracy.
    Oh no she's definitely right in this case especially online when they just throw that out at you half way through an argument. I don't even like Pearl but this was amusing.

    I mean I took it as her discussing behaviour she'd encountered on social media and in that context it's highly accurate. But obviously at some point someone might literally want to pray for someone else.

    "No Christian women aren't bad. They're nice not like those evil woke witches."

    Are they though? You're just misogynists really who are scared of feminine aggression.

    Actually so I said before upper middle class English women are good at this and basically there is actually a national component to it. Like consider this chart:



    Americans are probably the most direct communicators on Earth.

    The guy who was confused had a Trump avatar and he might actually be genuinely confused by indirect communication. To me that just seems obvious.

    They're telling you I don't want to hear what you saying and not trying to comprehend it so"I'll pray for you".

    Most women use the Bible as a way for her personal control. She will live a sinning life but soon as she wants to be holy today none of that matters.
    I think that's a more charitable way of putting it yeah. Depending on the person it can range from that to [BEEP] off.

    The control thing is one difference between extrinsic and intrinsic religious belief. Extrinsic religious beliefs (religion for entertainment or to get status, wealth, control etc basically any secondary motive,) is typically used by people with more psychopathic and/or narcissistic personality traits.

    I don't really need it for instrinsic purposes I don't think, since I have music. So mostly any appeal it has to me is extrinsic (being somewhat evil and all.) I don't imagine that's always true though. But certainly any one online who spends a lot of time preaching and has a popular social media account is sus.

    I think it's very boring/outdated now and they should pick a more entertaining system or better still invent their own.

    Absolute chaos.



    No, I don't know.

    Also I suppose it's very effective and has been for thousands of years. But still. Entertainment/creativity...
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    "To rampage around is an extroverted thing. Nobody cares about the beast who hides in the back of his cave."

    How dare you call me out like this.

    Actually I've literally come across porn of that. Like I was listening to something by this guy whose audios I like and I found one where he was playing a tentacle monster who is a virgin (I bring this up because it was emphasised and an integral part of it,) and hoards all this gold from ships he attacked and this female adventurer had come into the cave so he was going to kill her like all the men who had come in but then she seduces him instead. I feel like this might mess with a lot of his archetypes (perhaps just subtly,) and he doesn't like that because he's a pasta without sauce kinda guy. I remember his reaction to Frozen lol.

    Something like: "No you're not supposed to [BEEP] the dragon."



    "You just don't understand. You just don't understand."

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIQp4KMwqwk

    And yes of course I have read an erotica series about a Humanoid dragon before. I mean he was a dragon and could shapeshift into a Humanoid dragon form. It was pretty good. I didn't use it for porn though like it wasn't used for 'certain activities.' It was unfinished too unfortunately. I first read it as a teenager but I re-read it a couple of times over the years I think some time in my 20s too. I was mostly reading m/m fiction during this time and the story was heterosexual but you know I'll make an exception for dragons- no lol.

    I'm attracted to introverts but it didn't work out. One of my ex's (it feels weird calling him that because we're friends and talk all the time,) is an extreme introvert. That's not why it didn't work out but it probably was a tiny issue and might have become a bigger one if we were in a relationship longer. I live like an extreme introvert but I wouldn't say it's innate in uni I always wanted to be around people at one point (probably because I'd just moved though,) and enjoyed clubbing and going to parties a lot so I'm kind of ambiverted and just adjust.

    I also don't think I'm disagreeable. Let me check out the results I found while looking through my old livejournal account a month ago from back when I was a teenager...

    Agreeableness:

    You have low agreeableness.
    Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
    In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
    And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
    Yeah I don't know I think this is just edgelord stuff. In practice I'm very agreeable irl because of the social anxiety people have definitely taken advantage before. I'm a lot more disagreeable online though or have been in the past, and I'm not insanely cynical though I have moments and I would say I have an avoidant attachment style. My conscientiousness was also medium back then despite all the posts about not being able to focus and not wanting to do homework etc, but generally I score low.

    Extroversion:

    You have medium extroversion.
    You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
    Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
    But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
    Accurate.

    That's it, he becomes crazy...in an ultra puritanistic way
    I think you're a bit late he's been doing this for a long time now lol.

    If a guy is put off when you say no it may not be because he's a psychopath who's offended but because he's respectful of your decision. If you tell a guy no and he ignores that rejection and continues to pursue you, then you know he's the sort of psychopath who doesn't respect you and will feel nothing but contempt for you once he's satiated his sexual desire.
    Yes he's lowkey suggesting that men do one of the most annoying things imagineable. To what end I don't know. Also the kind of women who want you to continue pursuing them after they've said no are likely to be looking for validation and possibly mentally ill. Not that you shouldn't date mentally ill people. Especially if you're a slim musician with long hair.

    The only reasonable explanation is he's talking purely about having sex. Like if you're dating someone and you say no to sex.

    The immediate disgust and shame and contempt thing says a lot about how he thinks. I get this because there are people or fetish interests I'm not into much unless aroused or whatever but I don't feel contempt. I also think it's possible for some people to be friends sometimes and have sex especially if they're the same sex. Probably depends on cultural upbringing etc too and if you're actually restricted but having casual sex for some reason.

    I don't think outside certain fetishes or sexual interests that are only present while very aroused and things like that shame is even how most guys would feel. Because there are many cultural bubbles which encourage having sex and getting higher numbers and competing over it. I mean when I was at uni I felt ashamed that I hadn't had sex before - and many of the people I was hanging out with then were older too to varying degrees which makes it stupid - so kind of lied about having kissed guys before (I felt like lying about sex was too big of a lie lol. I'm pretty sure I lied to my partners about that too. Even though they were both virgins afaik.) Meanwhile, you're generally going to feel better about having sex if you're a guy especially because of male intrasex competition.

    There are certain subcultures where it's a norm and encouraged too like the goth community but moreso in the past. There's a YouTuber in the UK who talked about that and how nobody would want to come across as inexperienced back then even when it came to hardcore fetishes and also how this could have potentially led to alleged abuse at the time (because there were allegations about various musicians etc in alternative subcultures you know.) I'm not sure to what extent his being a trans guy impacted his personal feelings though. This was in the 90s mostly.

    Since the late 1970s, the UK goth scene refused "traditional standards of sexual propriety" and accepted and celebrated "unusual, bizarre or deviant sexual practices".[96] In the 2000s, many members "claim overlapping memberships in the queer, polyamorous, bondage-discipline/sadomasochism, and pagan communities".[97]

    Though sexual empowerment is not unique to women in the goth scene, it remains an important part of many goth women's experience: The scene's "celebration of active sexuality" enables goth women to "resist mainstream notions of passive femininity". They have an "active sexuality" approach which creates "gender egalitarianism" within the scene, as it "allows them to engage in sexual play with multiple partners while sidestepping most of the stigma and dangers that women who engage in such behavior" outside the scene frequently incur, while continuing to "see themselves as strong".[98]
    In parts of that community your self esteem and values come from being edgy (more true for 'mall goths' I think,) and willing to do messed up stuff sexually without caring which is probably part of the overall 'dark/edgy' thing. It's supposed to make you seem tough but there's a limit but pushing the boundaries of mainstream culture for sure.


    At the same time there's a lot of asexual people especially now and introspective people that are very restricted in both attitudes and behaviour (whereas I think in the past even people who don't engage in stuff would be more open in terms of attitude - because they'd share the value system,) and the interaction between these groups causes a lot of issues. There's an overlap that's significant with the BDSM community too but not everyone's into it. People make a lot of assumptions and that causes issues. This has probably gotten worse with the whole e-girl thing that isn't even part of that subculture. Nobody differentiates really between different alternative cultures since there's a lot of overlap in clothing styles and such. When I was in secondary school people called me a goth and then started to call me an emo when that took off with no change to my style. I didn't really identify with either label as such I was just broadly alternative and listened to like a variety of music from different genres. I also never had any connection a real life scene as such besides travelling to Camden so. It was all online.

    I personally didn't feel any pressure online within that subculture it was more about do whatever you want and that's where your strength comes from. In spite of that I still had that value system though obviously. I think related to how I've never wanted to seem young, and also often had issues with being short etc.

    If your sense of self esteem comes from self control (and that's considered a masculine value for a lot of people,) and you have the idea that having casual sex is losing control then I can see how you might be ashamed though. So again it depends on your personal values + cultural norms again.

    I do think this probably describes the men in one study they did who are sociosexually unrestricted who are more sexist. Though I forget exactly but I'm pretty sure there were things that impacted the sexism etc so it's more complicated.

    The idea that women who want to have casual sex should care if a guy wants to leave immediately is pretty dumb and he's just assuming that's 100% of women. The problem is if they're going to engage in other antisocial behaviour or not.

    What if I have to engage in casual sex because that is the norm where I live?
    I'd love to build a familiy, find someone I trust and so on, but that is impossible to find.
    The only thing that remains is casual sex.
    No one has to engage in casual sex. I find it very easy to avoid lol.

    Are you in a sex cult?

    Why don't incels join cults? ('incels are a cult' yeah I know but I mean a traditional cult. Lol traditional cult.)

    Is that why there are incels because there are less irl cults? Are there less irl cults or is that just a meme?

    Just don't have sex until you're in a relationship that's lasted about 3 months.

    Comments on some other video about the 4B movement lol:

    I'm totally ok with this. It may be beneficial for toxic women to avoid spreading their negativity to children. Let their generation go childless.
    This has been happening for decades, it's just a different presentation of women being sexist. I wouldn't lean too hard into the idea it's a trick to get women to turn gay, though I'm sure there are some who will look to capitalize on that.
    That's entertaining. There isn't a conspiracy that's just a probable natural end result of women not dating men. Most women are bisexual on a fundamental level (not necessarily a psychological preference but physiologically bisexual,) so if they decide to avoid dating men then some of them will end up dating women instead - being Human and driven to find partners and all that. Like what happens in prison.

    It's not even 'turning gay' that would be like if a guy didn't date women for years and then he finally dated a woman and you said he's 'turning straight.'

    The interesting thing is the men who have sex with men only while in prison. Bisexual men are a lot rarer so I'd wonder how that works neurologically/sexologically and all that (unless the guys who do that are just the ones who happen to be more sexually fluid.) Obviously there are trans women in men's prisons sometimes - and that's a little different since men find feminine trans women and other feminine men sexually arousing to some degree in at least one study I read. But like if they're reasonably masculine guys. It happens less often than in women's prisons but still interesting.

    Lesbian, gay, bisexual and transsexual (LGBT) individuals are disproportionately incarcerated, mistreated and sexually victimized in U.S. jails and prisons, researchers say.
    Oh yeah that's a good point I thought that would be the case. Kind of a chicken/egg situation going on there at least with labels. But I'm talking about physiological sexuality not psychology + labels anyway.

    Lol this news article I just stumbled on:

    Just the proportion of women in prisons and jails identifying as lesbian and bisexual is eight times greater than the 3.4 percent of U.S. women overall who identify as lesbian or bisexual, they found.

    "The high rate was so shocking, I had to check it three times to make sure we weren't making any mistakes," said lead study author Ilan Meyer, the Williams Distinguished Senior Scholar for Public Policy at the University of California, Los Angeles School of Law.
    Why would that be shocking to experts? I don't find this shocking. Are you not reading research on personality, prison sexuality and sexuality in general or?

    I would also - as a general rule - suggest not lumping bisexual and lesbian women together in research.

    I mean this is a little old but it's 2016 so not that old...

    'This is shocking'

    No this was shocking in 1992:

    That's not true. What I'm saying, though, is sex-positive lesbianism has to lead to bisexuality. There is no sex-positive lesbianism that excludes response to men. I believe women are naturally bisexual. My vision is of a universal bisexuality for women. This lesbian feminism, now twenty years on line, is a disaster. Part of women's power is their power over men.
    That's a very interesting reason to try dating men.

    "But lesbians don't like me," she notes, in part because she insists that most women are bisexual, that the role of hormones accounts for an inevitable attraction between the sexes. Lately Paglia has been going out with men. But, she asks, "what man is going to take me seriously? I'm not a nurturer. Men have flashes of ego and confidence followed by relapses. They have to be stroked, and I don't have that patience." There is also the age problem. Recently she dated men around her age, 44, but found them over the hill sexually. She would prefer younger men, but her pride restrains her.
    I was a lesbian before gay lib. I was openly lesbian in college, I went to college in '64 to '68, and the gay lib thing broke out in '69. At Yale graduate school, I was the only open lesbian from '68 to ?72. The only one. And I took the career price for that. I shoved my lesbianism down people?s throats when I wasn?t getting any pleasure from it; I couldn?t find anyone to be with! There is the irony, I took all the negatives without any of the positives! I tried. I tried to pick up women, I tried. In 1969 I traveled Europe with the handbook, the gay guide to Europe. I went from place to place, every city, and I thought, ?What is the problem here?? All the gay men are finding contacts everywhere! You can?t avoid it! Bus terminals, toilets, diners, everywhere! Finally I had to conclude, after so many decades of frustration, that lesbians are not looking for sex. It's not about sex. They think it's about sex. It's about mommy! It's about mommy is what it?s about!
    bisexual because she couldn't find anyone to sleep with. She screamed this at the photographer too . "Women don't want sex. They want to get together and talk about their mothers and play volleyball and cuddle, cuddle, cuddle".
    Lol I can hear this in her voice.

    I looked up photos of her when she was younger and I don't think it would have been too hard for her to find a relationship but she wanted casual sex which is more difficult generally. Probably easier to have casual sex if you're very feminine and conventionally attractive. That's my hypothesis based on very little. Who I'd rather have casual sex with lol (I doubt I would even then. Probably could make out or something. It's hard to picture you know. I'd make out with 2000s Paris Hilton. I like the fake stupid thing she does for media attention it's more hot because it's fake. And then most people don't notice it's fake which is even better. Most people have noticed now I think. It's stupid even hypothetically you know no one like that would make out with me.) And also the time period since basically no one was trying to have sex with women back then obviously. If she was born in the 80s or early 90s I think it would have been really easy.



    I feel like she'd be dangerous if she had longer hair and glasses. Faceapp. No I'm too lazy to bother.

    I think faceapp has gotten better at picking up on facial sex differences now. There was a point around 2018 where I could upload photos with short hair and 50% of the time it would guess that I'm a guy and show me what my female self looked like. Which was basically airbrushed me with longer hair LOL. Kinda had this uncanny effect where it made me look like some cousin or something. But yeah my facial features are very soft and feminine looking so it had to be mostly based on hair. Later with the same photos it guessed female.

    Also it's probably hard to have sex with someone who is screaming at you. Unless you're into that sort of thing. I've never seen her chilled out.



    I find the idea of her desperate quest to get laid very entertaining. They should make a TV show: 'No Sex in the City.' So maybe there is a conspiracy but it was pretty much just Camille Paglia lol. Oh it worked she met her ex-partner Alison Maddex in 1993.

    Anyway I'm asleep man this is incredibly old/boring news. It's been known. Just stop already.

    Like here's some ideas:

    1. Women are more sexually fluid so they will be more likely to identify as being bisexual while in prison due to having relationships in prison + engaging in samesex sexual behaviour in prison.

    2. Masculine antisocial behaviour is more likely to be legally punished so lesbians being on average more masculine psychologically according to research likely increases the rate of lesbian women in prison. Some studies also find bisexual women are more psychologically masculinised as well.

    3. In the US almost 30% of bisexual women are living in poverty and people living in poverty are more likely to be involved in criminal activity.

    4. LGBT+ people are more likely to be homeless, especially when young.

    5. Bisexual women have elevated rates of antisocial personality traits.

    Why on Earth would you expect the rate not to be elevated?

    A longitudinal study published in Pediatrics found that youth who reported identifying as LGB or having same-sex attractions were more likely to be stopped by police, to be expelled from school, or to be arrested and convicted as juveniles and adults.
    For example, compared with their heterosexual classmates and peers, LGBTQ youths are more likely to experience bullying at school (Mitchum and Moodie?Mills 2014), more likely to experience rejection or victimization perpetrated by their parents/caregivers (often resulting in youths? running away from home) [Friedman et al. 2011], more likely to face homelessness (Burwick et al. 2014), twice as likely to be arrested and detained for status offenses and other nonviolent offenses (Irvine 2010), and at higher risk for illicit drug use (Heck et al. 2014)
    When grouped together, almost 22 percent of lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people reported earning less than the federal poverty level of $12,490 per year for a single-person household. The cisgender straight community, on the other hand, reported a poverty rate of almost 16 percent.

    When researchers separated the L, G, B and T, however, they found cisgender (or non-transgender) gay men and lesbians reported similar levels of poverty to their heterosexual counterparts, while bisexual women and transgender people (of all sexual orientations) had a poverty rate of almost 30 percent.
    Two studies examined the connection between women's sexual orientation, their sociosexuality (i.e. willingness , attitudes, and desires associated with uncommitted sexual behaviour), and Dark Triad traits (Machiavellianism, narcissism, and psychopathy.) Both studies found that moderately bisexual women reported less-restricted sociosexuality, as well as higher levels of Dark Triad traits??particularly psychopathy.
    "My specific interest in the overlap between sexual orientation, Dark Triad traits (psychopathy, narcissism, and Machiavellianism), and sociosexuality sprang from two key findings. First, bisexual women report elevated sociosexuality (i.e., greater comfort with, desire for, and engagement in uncommitted sexual activity) compared to both heterosexual or lesbian women. Second, bisexual women report slightly lower levels of two personality traits--honesty/humility, and conscientiousness--than other sexual orientation groups."
    The only significant findings in within-sex comparisons showed that self-identified bisexual women scored higher on all Dark Triad traits than heterosexual women. The findings support the gender shift hypothesis of same-sex sexual attraction in bisexual women, but not in lesbians nor in men. The finding that bisexuals are the sexual orientation group with the most pronounced Dark Triad profiles is opposite to what would be predicted by the prosociality hypothesis of same-sex sexual attraction. The life history and minority stress implications of these findings are discussed as alternative hypotheses to the gender shift hypothesis.
    What's going to be really amusing/interesting is whether Jordan Peterson will eventually point out the link between personality research and sexuality while arguing that casual sex and having elevated psychopathic traits is bad and somehow simultaneously arguing that masculinity is good (men have lower levels of conscientiousness and are probably more psychopathic than women even when controlling for how that behaviour gets expressed.) I'm really wondering how he's going to make all these things work together. He can't obviously one of these arguments is going to have to go.

    Also will you discuss the possibility that if afab people go on testosterone it might help them if they're low in conscientiousness to earn more money?

    No, I didn't think we'd be having these conversations.

    Ohh you should also play with:

    "If bisexual women are higher in 'dark triad' traits and women are mostly sexually fluid does that mean all women can just be turned magically into psychopaths like sleeper cells?"

    😀

    No? Too edgy5me?

    *popcorn*

    It's funny because I consider myself part of that group broadly (although there might be some personality differences but there's a lot of overlap between non-binary people and bisexuals,) but just don't care about being evil according to other people anymore.

    Results of this study suggest that lesbian women may benefit from "outing" themselves to employers when applying for traditionally masculine jobs in order to exploit the benefits of the stereotypes attributed to them.
    That's interesting.

    Edit: I don't know what to make of YouTube's algorhythms man and the shorts it suggests me. Like it's gotten so creepy. What are you saying?

    I mean you're right but what are you saying and how dare you.

    Anyway let's see if this person is a guy this time.



    Oh it's Silverchair. Yeah I've heard of that band before but never listened to or saw them before.

    Makes sense I guess. I've been continously watching:





    ^ I need to make some gifs of this video when I can be bothered.

    And also some other live videos.



    Yes their music seems fine and maybe there are some particular songs that stand out (that I haven't heard yet,) but I feel like since I've listened to Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Bush, Local H, Seether etc already I don't exactly need this.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    I'm reading more posts on sapphic subreddits now after that one I found before. I feel like this one I found is just coming from a place of insecurity in a way. She says she's tired of straight women on dating apps but at no point do any of the women she brings up really say they're straight. I guess there are people who are looking for friendship but generally if it's awkward it's because a lot of people don't know how to flirt etc (personally I have no idea so. I'm pretty much an alien researching the Human species):

    I am so tired of straight women on dating apps
    I joined Hinge maybe three months ago and DEADASS straight women keep liking me. I honestly don't know why considering my profile is open about my lesbianism and my searching for a life partner status. I sometimes accept thinking they might be closeted or curious but when I flirt with them it's like "haha thanks gorg 💕" and clearly awkward.
    That just makes me think she spends a lot of time with drag queens.

    Curious people are rarely going to be looking for a life partner even if they're open to it.

    She's not mentioned her saying anything that suggested she found her predatory but brought that up a bunch so I think it's just insecurity. Also this girl kept talking about fictional men she found attractive with her which obviously isn't a good thing to do with a lesbian woman (seems like a dumb thing to do on a dating app in general,) maybe you can get away with that with other bisexuals or if you're in a long term relationship where you can talk about stuff like that.

    Sigh anyway I'm supposed to go for a meal with this girl soon and on the one hand I think she's cool and would be a good friend but on the other I already feel like?jaded and confused and a little sad. Do you know how HARD it is to find a high femme bottom who loves nerdy things when that's almost exclusively your preference and she's exactly that but may just be super heterosexual? Great 💀 I have seen a lot of sapphics on Reddit say "omg I don't get why other sapphics fall for straight women I never find them attractive" and I don't relate AT ALL. If anything I feel like my type is so high femme that I almost exclusively get attracted to straight women because high femmes aren't that common in [BEEP] spaces from my experience and straight women more frequently present that way. Anyway this just feels like yet another lesson in "your type is rare and you'll never find it in a woman who can love you back 💕💕 or maybe she lives in Canada and you'll never meet her! Enjoy!"
    I only have romantic crushes on women from Canada who I can't meet haha. Woman technically.

    Actually women being straight would take a lot of the pressure off for me because I don't have to worry about offending her because I've never dated a woman and don't know if I want to lol. + I'm non-binary so works even better. I didn't worry about this with men even though it didn't work at all though. So technically women are getting special treatment if I don't [BEEP] them around as I try to find a comfortable relationship style with a Human being.

    None of this would be a problem if they just revealed where the aliens are at in area 52.

    It's the only explanation for my entire existence.

    I honestly can't understand her at all rn because I've flirted with her and I'm texting her 25 times a day (which she does in return) and if she's straight and STILL wants to meet up like?.HOW? HOW????? Are straight women this oblivious??? Do they think friends text 25 times at 2 am and say things like "that's so cute of you 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕" and are on gay preferences for dating apps???????
    ...

    I would only use the 🥺 emoji if I find someone cute in a romantic way. Have I used that one before when talking about people? I don't know if I have let me look through posts. Maybe not...? I feel like I used something similar once.

    This one is definitely romantic: 🥰 Oh no this maybe: 😩

    I get it though I basically assume anything from a woman is platonic and lovehearts aren't necessarily romantic.

    What a time to be alive lol.

    I actually rarely use emojis when talking to/with people though lol it feels too awkward. There are only a limited bunch I will use. I used to use a few text ones back in the day too. Also with emoticons in general there are a lot that are too.. Not subtle enough so I dislike them. I also have to copy and paste the actual emojis from some website lol to use them on this forum and don't know how to use them on my phone because I am mentally old.

    I also have a lot of trauma with "straight" women where like a solid 50% of my woman friends who have identified that way have tried to [BEEP] me at some point but then threw me away and I just feel so like tired. It got to a point where I stopped being friends with hetero identifying women lmao because it was THAT bad.
    That seems more realistic. I just wouldn't call them straight in the same way guys who do that to women aren't gay.

    Also as someone almost exclusively into high femmes who are borderline pillow princesses, who are RARE and SPECIAL ANGELS, the "is this a straight person" confusion is so constant when courting if they aren't open, I am so tired
    They are probably going to be straight or 'straight' most of the time yeah.

    It seems common these days so I'm not sure how to interpret it! Like I was seeing a bisexual woman for a short while who mentioned her guy crushes A LOT and she was definitely bi so like maybe it's normal now? I don't know because I'm only attracted to women 😭

    I've also told this other woman 500 times about my woman celebrity crushes so if she's straight she's a real champ for sitting through that AND my wlw anime recommendations lmfao
    I love talking about guys I find attractive (clearly,) I thought I wouldn't do that with a woman in a dating context if that was me but I did do it with my first ex-boyfriend when discussing a fictional character at one point and he did get a bit jealous. So never mind. Who knows what I'd do lol.

    I mean famous/fictional guys. I wouldn't do it with people we both know or something.

    I've also told this other woman 500 times about my woman celebrity crushes so if she's straight she's a real champ for sitting through that AND my wlw anime recommendations lmfao
    She probably didn't care.

    I think because there's so many more out bi women than lesbians now, there's just many that have little experience with women/sapphic communities and don't know how to act lol. I strongly doubt when these women are with men, they talk to them about all the other men they find attractive!! I find it different when talking about women that are attractive bc it's something both parties can appreciate, ya know?
    On occasion yeah. My friend talks to me about female characters and actresses he finds attractive and I've obviously done this with him before with guys but tend to forget. I don't see him as a go to person to do that with though.

    Some people complain that women don't find men attractive because they never talk about it. Even Contrapoints brought this up in some video about straight women and 'why don't they talk about men?' So I feel like this is probably rare. I think bisexual women do find men more attractive than straight women according to research and might talk about it more. Like on average they basically have a higher sex drive and are more attracted to both according to research papers:

    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/25808718/

    Moreover, bisexuals reported higher sexual desire and arousal for women than heterosexuals and lesbians, while lesbians reported lower sexual arousal and desire with men than the other groups [12, 13].
    I've thought about it and I think this might explain some things. Like the 'straight' women that one redditor is apparently surrounded by. Though it does seem insane to me that it was 50% of straight women she's known have tried to get with her sexually. That's some kind of weird social bubble lol. I mean the part where they were only into sex is as I said 'realistic' but the percentages is very odd. She must be an 'artist' or something.

    Little is known about non-monosexual women's sexual arousal and desire. Typically, bisexual women have been excluded from research on sexual arousal and desire, whereas mostly heterosexual and mostly lesbian women have been placed into monosexual categories.
    Oh cool they should seperate them more yeah. I just found this paper but there are numerous others exploring what I've said anyway. Actually a lot of other things I've read suggest bisexual women are more into women and men but this one actaully found something a bit different:

    It has been speculated that men?s sexual arousal patterns may be related to sexual inhibition (Bailey, Rieger, & Rosen- thal, 2011; Rosenthal, Sylva, Safron, & Bailey, 2012). In short, in contrast to gay men, bisexual men maynot beaverse to sexual stimuli featuring women. Findings from the current study do notsupport the sexual inhibitionhypothesis forwomen. In order for this theory to be confirmed, one would expect (1) lesbians to rate men higher on the negative dimension of the SADI, and (2) heterosexuals to rate women higher on the negative dimension of the SADI.
    In the current study, the only observed difference on the negative dimension of the SADI was between bisexuals and heterosexuals for sexual contact with men, suggesting that bisexual women may feel more aversion during sex with men than heterosexual women do. Rather that arguing that bisexuals may be bisexual due to a lack of sexual inhibition, this finding instead raises the possibility that bisexual women define themselves as such because they are more averse to sex with men than heterosexuals are. In sum, male and female bisexuality may be driven by different mechanisms. It is noteworthy that in the current study, bisexual women reported higher sexual arousal and desire but also more aversion. Future studies should further explore which mechanisms may be related to both high positive and high negative sexual arousal.
    This is very interesting.

    For instance, Chivers et al. (2004) found that heterosexual women's subjective sexual arousal was higher to erotic films featuring female?male intercourse than to female?female intercourse. However, in another study, they reported higher arousal to female than to male stimuli, indicating lack of category-specificity (Chivers et al., 2007). It is still unclear why heterosexual women would report greater subjective arousal to female than to male stimuli
    This is going to crack me up forever. It's just so completely unintuitive it's hilarious.

    Of the total sample, 34 (8.8 %) women reported not masturbating. In terms of frequency of masturbation there were no significant differences between the sexual orientation groups. However, there was a trend toward bisexuals and mostly heterosexuals reporting more frequent masturbation than heterosexuals (p = .082 and p = .086, respectively).
    The findings of this study indicate that a substantial percentage of women defines themselves as mostly heterosexual, bisexual, or as mostly lesbian, and that these women's subjective sexual arousal and desire in partnered sexual activities differ from those of heterosexual and lesbian women, further validating mostly heterosexual and mostly lesbian as distinct sexual orientations (Savin-Williams & Vrangalova, 2012, 2013).
    It varies but there have definitely been periods where I was above average according to statistics I've read also above average when compared to men.

    Heterosexual women did not report lower sexual arousal and desire toward women than lesbian women did, except for on the motivational dimension.
    ???

    This is self report too. There's lots of studies too on neurological and genital arousal which are controversial because they're not taking women's opinions into account but this is self report...

    Although our findings are not directly comparable to those from physiological studies due to methodological differences, results suggest that for heterosexual women, sexual arousal and desire may be a poor predictor of self-reported sexual orientation (Bailey, 2009).
    I get that though I think. I don't want to have sex with everyone I'm turned on by. Possibly none of them - from a distance it's impossible to test out.

    These findings raise important questions about the meaning of female sexual orientation. If heterosexual women are not less aroused by sex with women than lesbians are, then why do they not define themselves as lesbians? Diamond (2003b) has argued that romantic love and sexual desire may be independent.
    Yes obviously.

    I was going to say this. I read comments on TT and the straight women commenting on WLW TT are fishing for attention. I don't get it, men can give them that for free so I don't understand why they want to flirt and get sapphic?s attention.
    I have no idea what TT is but too easy probably.

    Most people prefer attention from women because they often have higher standards.

    Wait that's short for tiktok? Weird.

    [...] my most recent match on her that lead to a date was a woman who kept misgendering me (calling me him?I'm a futch at most (like I don?t even present masc) and use she/her) and referred to me as her alpha 💕😭
    It was a legit omegaverse thing 😭 she was very into it which is fine but like pushing it onto someone you've LITERALLY JUST MET is so weird. She referred to her bed as her nest for mating too which was like?She also exclusively talked about celebs who are men as her crushes and even though she was openly bisexual, seemed really averse to other women and praising them and it was just very confusing tbh. Like I don?t want to hear for the 10th time today about Kai from Exo actually! I support your hyperfixation but can we talk about women a tiny bit? Why are you angry at that? Etc
    Noooo, she sounds like my type. I love all that omegaverse stuff, but I can't imagine taking it quite that seriously. lol. Also, I love EXO, so at least she has good taste.
    Yeah I think that's just a dating app thing. My straight male friend had similar experiences where with minimal exceptions the only people who were approaching him when he bothered were either asexual or into super specific fetishes. He also dated me before all that when I was questioning if I was asexual and we didn't do anything sexual so not had the best run honestly lmao. (Of course I'm also sexually into male feminisation. One time I suggested he put on eyeliner not as a 'thing' but I just had some from a Halloween costume and he was not into the idea so doubt we could have ever explored that anyway.)

    Also autistic women are more likely to be [BEEP] so that might explain the fixations and I suppose people just don't bother masking anymore.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    That's not a particuarly flattering screenshot but yeah I love that aesthetic lol. It was funny that she adopted that look like a month or two after I got into it.

    The whole look is giving 70's hippie energy and I'm LIVING for it.
    70s lesbian as well, which is approps :)
    I think that's what she was going for.

    She looks like female version of Jeffrey Dahmer here 🤔
    OK they ruined it.

    There's always someone who points this out.

    This is why we can't have nice things.

    I do wish she did drag again. Her looks were phenomenal & it actually kept my intrigue through the videos. I?m honestly not over Baltimore Maryland even though that was 4 years ago. But maybe Nat downsized her stuff when she moved so she doesn?t have that stuff anymore.

    I do think her l8est videos r a lot more fitting with the pedestrian aesthetics. It just makes more sense that some1 who looks like tumblr 2 have an analysis on twilight. But, ugh, the drag was so stimulating!! My bad taste hasn?t progressed since 2020s contrapoints.
    Yeah this reminds me I still need to finish watching that Twilight video. I got about 10 minutes in lol.

    I'm pretty sure she stopped doing it because of the 'deleted tweet thing.' It doesn't really make sense because it's not like she owned flamboyant costumes but whatever it obviously bugs her that her ex's channel is aesthetically similar so I assume she's not going to go back to that now.

    I don't think her style in that video was really 'Tumblr.' Technically Tumblr's aesthetic is pretty much one of these (I don't know if Funkyfrogbait is on tumblr but it's a tumblr aesthetic anyway with the frogs and the glasses and the mullet and everything):



    This is from 4 minutes in:

    "He came before Satan, he came before Loki, he came before Apollo he was my first ever spouse."

    Not Apollo man. That one got ruined by Bronze Age Pervert for me. I had no interest but after reading Bronze Age Mindset it's a no from me lol.

    "Some even say that pop culture pagans are being deceived by trickster spirits that are siphoning their energy."

    Well it sounds like they're marrying some of them.

    I haven't watched this video lol. This is a hilarious topic:



    And that photo with the cardigan that I still want... I can't post that one person's photo again lol even though their entire aesthetic is cool.



    Still want those shoes too

    Yeah...

    Also unlike rainbows frogs and mushrooms are still legal in Russia:



    The court heard that crack Russian investigators determined each earring depicted a frog sitting under a mushroom. While the mushroom was found to be using approved colors of red and white, the frog was emblazoned with bars of the seven colors used in the Pride flag and was, therefore, illegal extremist propaganda.
    If this wasn't a serious Human rights issue it would be hilarious.

    Oh I forgot I never posted about the dream I had on... I think the 1st of April lol. It concerned rainbows among other things (this was before I read about the frog earing news story I think too lol.)

    Oh OK it was the 2nd of April (I'm saving my dreams in a wordpad file now since writing it down supposedly helps with dream recall and I don't remember them very often now):

    2nd April 2024:

    Had a dream it started with me being on my PC and my brother kept coming into my room and I tried to get him to leave. At one point he tried to jokily steal this stuffed duck I have called Quackers. Then I took some yellow balloons that had ended up in my room that belonged to him and I kept them and then later they floated out and my brother said they chose to return to him or something.

    Then (in a different dream maybe,) I was in this seaside town I think Brighton though it didn't look like Brighton at all with this young woman who was racially ambiguous with light brown/tan skin who I guess I'd met up with online. It was irl but also somehow the sims simultaneously. So she showed me this small caravan/tiny house like build she'd built which was some kind of weird shop and living space. But inside it was only selling plates of food that looked like Sims custom content food. I think this was inspired by some tweets I found of homeless people building like shed type stuff to live in in Portland. Although this house didn't look anything like those (and I have a general interest in tiny houses anyway,) and it was white and larger and there were also some like light green triangle shaped things hanging down - I dunno what those things are called. Oh bunting banners OK. Yeah like those going from the top near the door to some poll outside.

    She complained that it wasn't as easy to find replacement builds for lots in the sims 2 as in the sims 4 (cause in the sims 4 you can use the gallery to find modified stuff) then she showed me the shower space which was outside of the build sort of and explained how it worked and this was weird I don't remember the explanation fully I'm sure it defied real world science. So it was collecting rain drops to convert into steam for the shower.

    Then she went to show me the bedroom but it wasn't part of this build so she went over to this dumpster and jumped into it and there was a massive drop but a bunch of stuff had broken her fall though prob would have still hurt it didnt seem to hurt her. I asked my brother who was definitely there at this point if he thought that would be survivable and he said the problem is if you miss landing on that stuff and hit the ground.

    And I looked and realised and thought there's a chance I might miss it so just looked down and didn't risk it but it wasn't a bedroom just some weird basement under ground.

    So I asked her how she built it below the dumpster like how did she remove the ground but she didn't really explain.

    So we kept walking around along the beach side not on the sand but above on the street overlooking the beach and I was worried about what the latest time at night I could leave to get a train back and the conversation was a bit awkward at one point she complained about us talking about the sims because it was her job and I said that yeah I make videos too and have drifted away from it recently.

    Then we ran into a couple of girls she knew both white. (I'm pointing out these things because I want to remember as much detail as possible to encourage future dream recall and because people tend to assume people are white when reading at least in the West,) inside this indoor bit leading to a shopping area and they started talking but she didn't introduce me or my brother so it was awkward.

    Eventually she pointed to my top and said I was a 'lesbo' because it was written on it and I was like no it isn't looking at my shirt which was this old rainbow sleeveless top that I actually do own irl but havent worn in a long time lol and I pointed out it didn't say that and there was no text. After a moment I got up the courage to tell them all I'm non-binary which I hadn't wanted to do and she said 'finally' like she'd been waiting.

    Then we all sat on some outside chairs I don't remember the conversation here.

    I've forgotten parts but I think my brother disappeared at one point but then came back later. I also tried to call my brother and accidentally kept video calling lots of people I didn't want to in my contacts which was anxiety inducing hanging up before they answered

    We ended up waiting outside this old gift shop looking place while the other 3 did something and I noticed this red old plastic biscuit box that had our mums name on a label stuck on it and I pointed that out to my brother I then tried to sneakily take a picture with my smart phone backwards camera. This is my first smartphone dream lol I usually have other cameras and they run out of batteries. I also have only been using a smart phone camera instead of other cameras for the past year. But I couldn't get a picture with the label in anyway because of the angle.

    At some point the old small gift shop that was selling random stuff including a recorder (like the musical instrument lol,) with wood interior had morphed into some kind of office space that was all white with large windows. The box was still there on a desk.

    The girls came back and we left.

    A bit later we were pondering going into the sea. It was the evening and I wasn't sure if I'd brought my swim stuff. But I wanted to because I always want to go swimming lol.

    I hadn't planned on going in because we'd met up late in the day. For some reason this guy had appeared and was then driving us all along the sand which was slightly wet in this large dirt bike thing and I decided to get off but just ended up clinging to the side for a bit or something.

    At another point in the dream me, my brother and the first girl were walking around and there were people ice-skating I said this was weird - multiple small outdoor rinks because it was spring and they were all really wet more water than ice so I said I'd like to ice skate but not in these conditions and the girl I was with agreed.

    There was also some part maybe when we were sitting when a TV screen was showing Germaine Greer's Wikipedia page only it said she didn't like masculine or androgynous people and I thought that's rich considering she's quite masculine.

    There was also an arcade and I can't remember if we went in there or not.
    Not being able to take photos or record stuff I want to, and not being able to swim when I want to are recurring themes in a lot of dreams I have. A lot of the rest of the dream seemed to be inspired by TV shows I'd recently watched + video games I'd played + other long term insecurities.

    I also can't remember if this was before or after I read about Edward Dutton's university friend who came out as trans while they were at uni, and was later killed about a decade later while working as a prostitute in Brighton. I think it might have actually been before... But not 100% sure. It was around the same time anyway. That was pretty upsetting to read about (he brought it up in one of his books as an 'example',) and I also think was kind of a big part of his 'origin story.' And why he's fixated on this idea of 'mutants.'

    I've been to Brighton a bunch of times though and I've had various other dreams that take place in seaside towns so that's not really unusual as a setting anyway.

    At this point my YT suggestions are shorts of skinny (sometimes anorexic,) androgynous people singing and/or playing the guitar live and transfemme people who like to talk about knives (F1nn, Ethel Cain.) Oh and Jordan Peterson of course.



    Streamed for an hour , no shirt just a bra , showed her sharp things and answered questions all of this wile she wasn?t supposed to cus her manager would be mad at her . Never change Mother Cain
    I REMEMBER HER SAYING THATTTT' i hope my manager isnt watching rn' 😬
    I should watch that maybe.



    Oh yeah and Vlad's stuff or stuff related to Vlad (I mean I have a bunch of suggestions but it gets less funny the more I include lol.)



    The JP stuff is literaly stuff that's titled like this lol:



    He says a lot of fucked up [BEEP] but I'd be surprised if he said "3% of the population is evil." at this stage. Like that exact sentence. He does believe this I think but I don't think he's said this exact sentence. I could be wrong though but he also doesn't say it in this video.

    He actually argues that both anonymous trolls and popular visible users of social media are largely psychopaths. Vaguely describes large groups of people in an irresponsible manner a lot of the time too by not giving clear examples of the type of people he's talking about. I thought he'd lost his licence since I swear I remember him complaining about it but it seems not yet?:

    Peterson has said that The College of Psychologists of Ontario has threatened to pull his practicing license unless he goes through social media sensitivity training
    Why would this yoyo care anyway when he has a bunch of suckers that hang on his every word that he can leech off us until his dying day?

    The lack of a license might be a good thing because he can then be totally unaccountable and play the victim of government persecution card to the hilt.
    I mean it would make sense though no? What he's doing is pretty irresponsible. Not everyone is entitled to practice psychology in some official manner in the same way not everyone is entitled to be a surgeon.

    Everything he said would of course have to apply to him too as a massive social media figure who spends a lot of time moralising etc.

    Among the statements he is in trouble for, is that he suggested that someone saying the earth is over its carrying capacity of humans, can leave the population at any time. In the video, his daughter says that anyone who thinks he was suggesting suicide has the brain of a beetle. He replies that she has insulted beetles.

    As the person he replied to is not an astronaut with the ability to leave the planet, physically, it is unclear to me what Peterson could have possibly been hinting at other than leaving the population by dying. This in particular strikes me as a very interesting hill for a psychologist to be willing to die on, willing to sacrifice his license for it: a suicide joke aimed at presumably some sort of climate activist. Anything I'm missing on this, or any other possible explanations? Peterson and his daughter failed to offer any other possible explanations while deriding people for drawing the conclusion that appears obvious to me, which leads me to...
    Uh honestly that's not even the worst of it. Definitely redefining psychopathy to mean basically anyone he dislikes or disagrees with ideologically is a serious problem.

    Also he obviously meant suicide and he's clarified this in a discussion with one person but I can't remember who now just remember the conversation (perhaps it was the Helen Lewish interview I forget.) The other person assumed he meant he was saying they should go into space when he said there's an easy solution and they started saying 'Elon Musk hasn't managed to colonise Mars yet' or something like that, and he clarified he didn't mean space when he said they could leave. I think it's kind of weak of him to just pretend he wasn't saying that when he's brought this up in numerous interviews over the years.

    Also he went off the deep end of religious ideology arguing that it's necessary for societies to be religious and specifically arguing for Abrahamic religions.

    This unholy axis of Iranian thugs and Marxist psychopaths is an enemy of Muslims too.
    Judaism, Islam, and Christianity are vital barriers to the spread of toxic narratives seizing both the West and the East.
    Reading through this subreddit about 'gurus' now:


    I want it known that I've been a Brand hater for years and saw through this [BEEP] from the start.

    I hate this guy and want credit for the lonely years 😁
    Many years ago (probably in the late 2000s/early 2010s?) I disliked him for no real reason. I don't even know why it was some kind of instinctive thing maybe and it's hard to remember that time or why he bugged me. Eventually I think I stopped caring and then after many years he went off the deep end into conspiracy grifting etc and now he's converted to Christianity (boring.)

    None of what he's doing now is weird really because of his personality type. I also don't expect the views he has now to be the ones he has 10-20 years from now.

    I suppose you could be disapointed that he hasn't just started his own cult.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    They do sound quite a bit like Sting but most of the comments are pointing this out and I imagine that must get annoying.

    I like their music but I like it in the way I like YONAKA where it's good. I like it more than most modern pop music. But it's missing something that makes it amazing for me.







    Also honestly aside from their voice and a few things overall I'd compare them more to YONAKA actually.

    There's some kind of overall like 2010s British rock music vibe that's similar. Although the last YONAKA song above came out last year.

    So I guess comparing them to their dad while obvious is a bit lazy.

    The magic of her fathers voice in an other dimension.
    his *
    Eliot Sumner prefers gender-neutral pronouns, but was born a woman.
    That's a dude.
    nope. Look up older articles; they all refer to her as Sting's daughter.
    All that matters is who he is now
    Oh my God.

    1. It's really not hard to Google.

    2. If all that matters is 'who [they] are now' then they prefer gender neutral pronouns.

    Eliot looks suspiciously male. Fitting for the gender distortion movement.


    At a certain point of masculinity no one will believe you are afab anyway.

    Anyway it probably helps to like:



    I thought she was he
    If she womanizes herself she does have a girly face. And i dare to say shes pretty. But she has the hair of a skate punk dude and the same shorts and shoes any skater would use. Id love to see her dressed and her hair done like a proper woman
    'womanizes' sounds funny lol.

    Did you sleep through the 90s and early 2000s? It's a very important aesthetic for afab people who want long hair but don't go on testosterone lol. Thank you skate punk/grunge dudes.

    The labcoat is still very aesthetic:











    Even though this is Radiohead (and also Beck, so many songs like this in the 90s lol) and what I said before about all the other bands I've already heard this is pretty good yeah:



    Everyone looks like this.

    They didn't always look like this but they still did sometimes:



    Seether must have named themselves after that song after they changed their name from Saron Gas. I'm pretty sure they must have done since they were making the same kind of music.

    This is probably going to grow on me a bit:



    It's mostly just nostalgia though.

    I can guarantee it has nothing to do with their appearence it's their body language and to some extent eyebrow/facial structure but mostly body language it's the primary thing people use to gender people. I'm more feminine and presented in very similar ways over the years and nobody has ever thought I was a guy. A lesbian a few times, and also got roped into a makeover etc, but not a guy.

    Or Americans are bad at this but either way.

    He was doing that kind of thing before you see (with the emo thing cause 2000s):



    He's so masculine behaviourally that he still looks like a guy when presenting like an emo girl in the thumbnail. Which is why I say it's sort of pointless and mostly about body language.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    Unintelligent people online think that just because they see something a lot that makes it common. You can convince people of almost anything this way especially if they don't look up statistics themselves. Like there's a news story right now about a conventionally attractive blond white woman who was 23 and posing as a 14 year old on tiktok etc dancing and then molested a 14 year old boy.

    There are comments like this:

    Usual suspects, why is it always attractive yt women doing this.
    There's also a stereotype about white women having sex with dogs or other animals which again is not a common thing.

    Reminds me of the intro to this TV show:



    "white guys have the record for creepy crimes."

    Most crimes in the US will be committed by white people because they make up the majority of the population in the US. But the reason they focus more on white serial killers is because the victims are usually white women so it gets more attention.

    Also the media likes to fixate on attractive - especially blond white women so I see that in many of these cases but they're far from the only people committing statutory rape or the only people being murdered.

    Eg: 'missing white women syndrome.'

    Missing white woman syndrome is a term used by social scientists[1][2][3] and media commentators to denote disproportionate media coverage, especially on television,[4] of missing-person cases toward white females compared to those males or females of colour. The syndrome also encompasses disproportionate media attention to females who are young, attractive, white, and upper middle class.[5][6][7] Although the term was coined in the context of missing-person cases, it is sometimes used of coverage of other violent crimes. The phenomenon has been highlighted in the United States, Canada, the United Kingdom, Australia, New Zealand, and other predominantly white countries, as well as South Africa.[8][9]
    The racial demographics regarding serial killers are often subject to debate. In the United States, the majority of reported and investigated serial killers are white males, from a lower-to-middle-class background, usually in their late 20s to early 30s.[5][16] However, there are African American, Asian, and Hispanic (of any race) serial killers as well, and, according to the FBI, based on percentages of the U.S. population, whites are not more likely than other races to be serial killers.[16] Criminal profiler Pat Brown says serial killers are usually reported as white because serial killers usually target victims of their own race, and argues the media typically focuses on "All-American" white and pretty female victims who were the targets of white male offenders; that crimes among minority offenders in urban communities, where crime rates are higher, are under-investigated; and that minority serial killers likely exist at the same ratios as white serial killers for the population. She believes that the myth that serial killers are always white might have become "truth" in some research fields due to the over-reporting of white serial killers in the media.[110]
    Also:



    Yup, the rumors are true. I am knocked up big time. To protect the privacy of my family and loved ones, a lot of information has purposefully been omitted from this announcement. Please understand :3 Anyways, very excited to exploit this child for views, and I'm so excited you're gonna help me do it. Love you all!
    The fact theres still like a 50% chance this is a psyop is making me go insane
    i've been gaslight so much by this channel i don?t believe a single thing i see on it
    I genuinely can't tell if something is a bit or not please help
    theres videos of her on BFT and hypothetical nonsense from literal days ago where she does not have a belly. she is not pregnant it is okay u can rest
    I don't know what BFT even is.

    Because of her cynical dark sense of humour it makes it seem fake. Eg:



    I also kind of assumed she was a lesbian but possibly bisexual. I feel like there was a reason why but can't remember now.

    But regardless she clearly falls into several statistical groups where on average they don't have kids until a late age but to me I think it could have been fake until the part at about 2 minutes in where it gets too emotional and she talks about fertility issues.

    can't wait in 18 years for her to reveal its been a bit this whole time
    I honestly believe doing an 18 year old bit about having a baby would be the more Caroline thing to do than actually having a baby.
    That would be insane yeah.

    Oh my god it's literally like this:



    Nah I think she is going down a path of being a trad wife lol. Which isn't a bad thing, I'm a conservative myself
    Literally feminism kind of goes down the drain once a woman becomes pregnant, because everything gets set to default mother instincts. Besides a trad mother can only mean good things for that child.
    Gross. It's one thing to be pregnant but I draw the line at becoming boring.

    I said what I said like if you are that way naturally fine but imagine being funny and edgy and then just turning into the tradwife aesthetic. It's an entire lifestyle I associate with that term.

    Also didn't she say in the video she was comitting to the bit of having a relationship with a woman she doesn't really like? Or maybe that was a generic example for other people.

    There are BFT and Hypothetical Nonsense videos posted as recently as 3 days ago where she isn't pregnant at all. Even if they were filmed a month ago, she's too far along. So I'm 99% sure this is a bit. A very convincing bit.
    I was watching a BFT instergram live and she wasn't pregnant. It's a bit
    I feel like that video if fake is kind of offensive to women who actually do suffer from fertility issues. But then if she found out early enough she could have had an abortion without surgical intervention no? And she did based on those video clips she showed where she wasn't showing at all.

    KAROLINE WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?

    Oh speaking of becoming boring I was on twitter and Grimes was posting about having some giant spider mech thing or something on twitter and one of the responses was like:

    Even @Grimezsz needs a break from AI once in a while. What better place than in the cockpit of a giant mech suit? We got some quality nerd time in at the @BandaiNamcoUS
    preview event for #ARMOREDCOREVI preview event in LA in July. Bring the whole family for your next session C!

    Oh my god. I hope its clear her kids are more inportant!!! We all we see what they will tell us when tgey are 20 yesrs old! I hope not the same like Elon older kids !!!
    A mother of 3 little kids !!!!
    Because THIS IS ONLY IMAGINATION !!! Her kids are REAL !!
    I think this is why people become antinatalists. Go hound Elon instead he's the boring one who wanted a harem of intelligent women without realising the personality type. Didn't Elon highjack one of their kids so she had to sue him anyway lol?

    Lol:



    Now if you want to make a generalisation about white women and parenting you might have a leg to stand on because according to at least one research paper white women with kids are less happy but black women and white men are neutral and black men more happy. Of course this is just one study and I'm sure you can find some that argue the opposite. I'm sure it also depends on lifestyle and numerous other factors.

    https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/10....80231231153617

    Lower levels of happiness among Blacks compared with Whites are well documented, as are lower levels of happiness among parents compared with nonparents. Yet it remains unclear whether the parenting happiness gap is larger among Blacks compared with Whites. Drawing on the General Social Survey (2010?2018), the authors investigate this question. The authors find that White mothers reported less happiness compared with their White female nonparent counterparts, but contrary to research highlighting the profound challenges of parenting for Black women, a parental happiness gap among Black women was not observed. Among Black men, parents reported a much higher probability of being very happy than their nonparent counterparts, whereas White fathers' happiness was no different from that of their male counterparts without children. These findings are discussed in view of stereotypes about Black mothers and fathers, their resilience to stressors such as racism and discrimination, and emerging research on the salience of fatherhood for Black men.
    But, as often happens in psychology, although some research provided simple findings--in this case, "having children makes you unhappy"--other efforts arrived at more complicated conclusions. For one, the happiness hit is worse for some people than for others. One study finds that fathers ages 26 to 62 actually get a happiness boost, while young or single parents suffer the greatest loss. And crucially, there are geographic differences. A 2016 paper looking at the happiness levels of people with and without children in 22 countries found that the extent to which children make you happy is influenced by whether your country has child-care policies such as paid parental leave. Parents from Norway and Hungary, for instance, are happier than childless couples in those countries--but parents from Australia and Great Britain are less happy than their childless peers. The country with the greatest happiness drop after you have children? The United States.
    I would actually investigate anything that might be unique to Anglosphere cultures in this instance. You will probably want to think outside the box a bit too.

    I think this is useful though:

    https://web.ics.purdue.edu/~drkelly/...PPEdit2019.pdf

    Perhaps you are WEIRD, raised in a society that is Western, Educated, Industrialized, Rich and Democratic (WEIRD). If so, you're likely rather psychologically peculiar. Unlike much of the world today, and most people who have ever lived, we WEIRD people are highly individualistic, self-obsessed, control-oriented, non-conformist and analytical. We focus on ourselves--our attributes, accomplishments and aspirations--over our relationships and social roles. We aim to be 'ourselves' across contexts and see inconsistencies in others as hypocrisy rather than flexibility. Though, like everyone else, we are inclined to go along with our peers and authority figures, we are less willing to conform to others when this conflicts with our own beliefs, observations and preferences. We see ourselves as unique individuals, not as nodes in a social network that stretches out through space and back in time. When acting, we prefer a sense of control and the feeling of making our own choices.
    You can see how this would conflict with the concept of motherhood which is treated as symbiotic and would be off putting to people who think in these ways. It's easier to retain a sense of individuality alongside being a father I think. We don't have neutral parenting roles either and obviously that would be considered experimental.

    Paradoxically, and despite our strong individualism and self-obsession, WEIRD people tend to stick to impartial rules or principles and can be quite trusting, honest, fair and cooperative toward strangers or anonymous others. In fact, relative to most populations, we WEIRD people show relatively less favoritism toward our friends, families, co-ethnics and local communities over strangers. We think nepotism is wrong, and fetishize abstract principles over context, practicality and expediency.
    Personally I fit some of these traits but not others. I'm pathologically unmotivated/lazy lol:

    WEIRD people are also particularly patient and often hardworking. Through potent self-regulation, we can defer gratification--in financial rewards, pleasure or security--well into the future in exchange for discomfort and uncertainty in the present. In fact, sometimes, WEIRD people take pleasure in hard work and find the experience purifying.
    Emotionally, WEIRD people are often pervaded by guilt as they fail to live up to their culturally-inspired, but largely self-imposed, standards and aspirations. In most non-WEIRD societies, shame--not guilt--dominates people's lives. People experience shame when they, their relatives or even their friends fail to live up to the standards imposed on them by their communities. Non-WEIRD populations might, for example, 'lose face' in front of the judging eyes of others when their daughter elopes with a stranger. Meanwhile, WEIRD people might feel guilty for taking a nap instead of hitting the gym even though this isn't an obligation, and no one will know. Guilt depends on one's own standards and self-evaluation while shame depends on societal standards and public evaluation
    Yeah but I think I experience shame as well? They're not just my standards in many cases. Though I also have idiosyncratic values too.

    https://weirdpeople.fas.harvard.edu/qa-weird

    When relational bonds became fewer and weaker, individuals needed to forge mutually beneficial relationships, often with strangers. To accomplish this, they had to distinguish themselves from the crowd by cultivating their own distinct set of attributes, achievements, and dispositions--individualism.


    Success in these individual-centered, proto-WEIRD worlds grew to favor the cultivation of greater independence, less deference to authority, more guilt, stronger use of intentions in moral judgments, and more concern with personal achievement. Success became less bound by tradition, elder authority, and general conformity. WEIRD individuals have to "sell themselves" based on their personal attributes, specialized abilities, and dispositional virtues, not primarily on their friendships, lineages, or family alliances.
    https://www2.psych.ubc.ca/~henrich/pdfs/WeirdPeople.pdf

    Americans stand out relative to other Westerners on phenomena that are associated with independent self- concepts and individualism. A number of analyses, using a diverse range of methods, reveal that Americans are, on average, the most individualistic people in the world (e.g., Hofstede 1980; Lipset 1996; Morling & Lamoreaux 2008; Oyserman et al. 2002). The observation that the United States is especially individualistic is not new and dates at least as far back as de Toqueville (1835). The unusually individualistic nature of Americans may be caused by, or reflect, an ideology that particularly stresses the importance of freedom and self-sufficiency, as well as various practices in education and childrearing that may help to inculcate this sense of autonomy. American parents, for example, were the only ones in a survey of 100 societies who created a separate room for their baby to sleep (Burton & Whiting 1961; also see Lewis 1995), reflecting that from the time they are born, Americans are raised in an environment that emphasizes their independence (on the unusual nature of American childrearing, see Lancy 2008; Rogoff 2003). 13
    Children make some happy and others miserable; the rest fall somewhere in between--it depends, among other factors, on how old you are, whether you are a mother or a father, and where you live. But a deep puzzle remains: Many people would have had happier lives and marriages had they chosen not to have kids--yet they still describe parenthood as the "best thing they?ve ever done." Why don't we regret having children more?
    I think a lot of people regret things they don't do more than things they do.

    People who are very concerned about the fertility rate will obviously point out that caring about being happy is hedonistic and bad (if not evil,) and sure not everyone prioritses this. Also I don't think any part of our culture really prepares people for either finding long term relationships or having kids whether they want them, are ambivalent or don't want them but really this should be instinctive anyway.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
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    Seeing the comments on sick-note culture and how sick-notes are benefits claims, is very odd.

    I've been signed off sick by my GP for two periods in total, both for mental health reasons. On neither occasion, did my GP write the diagnosis on the reason part of it, and it was instead filled as "low mood." This was at my request, I do not want my employer to be aware of my mental health diagnosis. If that was disclosed, it could very well lead to discriminatory behaviour on my employers part. Despite that being illegal, it still happens.

    On neither of these occasions was I a benefit claimant, nor was I entitled to claim any. It led to the company paying CSP, after which I would have been on SSP (though thankfully, never gotten to SSP level). Both of which are, nothing to do with the benefits system, and are paid by my employer.

    I sure as hell do not trust a "specialist assessor", who is almost certainly not going to be a doctor, and if this parties history is anything to go back - will very likely be outsourced to Capita, who will give assessors a three day training course and targets - to assess when and how my mental health issues affect my ability to work, and when time off is needed.

    (Also, you're gone next election. You know, we know it, you're polling very low, there's not going to be a magic turnaround where the numbers suddenly shoot up for you. Stop putting it off.)
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    Yup, the rumors are true. I am knocked up big time. To protect the privacy of my family and loved ones, a lot of information has purposefully been omitted from this announcement. Please understand :3 Anyways, very excited to exploit this child for views, and I'm so excited you're gonna help me do it. Love you all!
    The fact theres still like a 50% chance this is a psyop is making me go insane
    i've been gaslight so much by this channel i don't believe a single thing i see on it
    theres videos of her on BFT and hypothetical nonsense from literal days ago where she does not have a belly. she is not pregnant it is okay u can rest
    I don't know what BFT even is.

    Because of her cynical dark sense of humour it makes it seem fake. [..]

    KAROLINE WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?
    I think this is one of the videos people are talking about that was filmed/posted recently but she's wearing a kind of baggy hoody and the table is blocking her so not very conclusive. Though skimming through it she makes a joke about being a big swollen blue ball and wanting to make that joke but not having people she can use middle school humour on like 27 minutes in. That sounds like it could be a pregnancy joke because why would she be swollen? Not that that would stop it potentially being a bit as she'd obviously planned this whole thing either way.



    Ah nevermind this was uploaded 3 weeks ago so at the very least she's not as far along as in that video thumbnail (assuming this one wasn't filmed ages ago for some reason) At least one of these was filmed recently because someone said that someone brought up seeing the film Civil War in the cinema which came out recently but I don't want to watch all of that I don't think:



    "I've thought about burning alive a lot though cause I had this thought like what if I was around like during the pilgrim times if I came here. I would totally be burnt alive. There's not a reality where I wouldn't be burnt for being a witch."

    Oh so we all just thinking about this now I see.

    "Yeah that's true"

    "And so I've thought about it quite a bit."

    LOL I love how he just automatically agrees.

    I can see why she potentially might want to do this as the topic of deepfakes comes up in that video where she's wearing the blue hoody but at the same time the video is very sincere in a way that is borderline offensive to women who are actually struggling with fertility issues so I have no idea.



    This video was uploaded a month ago and they're looking up weird prank stuff and briefly look past a pregnancy test that's obviously fake and she kind of reads it out quickly before they skip on.



    There's the fact that this is very topical right now in online discourse. With people freaking out that gen z aren't pregnant yet and half of women aged 30 in the UK don't have kids and things like that. Comedians like to focus on these areas of tension.

    And I know how these festivals work first you have bonfire night but then people are busy so there's a 3 week window of fireworks instead. April Fool's day becomes too obvious so people decide to do it later.

    I'm not fully convinced.

    Anyway it won't top my favourite April fools joke that wasn't an April fools joke:

    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
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    That last guy Vlad talks to who says he's into trans people you have to be careful about that especially in Russia because they might end up killing you. Some men will specifically hunt people as well. Like consider the reaction those guys had to the woman who was wearing rainbow frog earings and consider that an indicator. I mean obviously he wasn't going to go further but yeah. I also assume he just doesn't care much but yeah.

    "Yo women is this a thing? Why is every guy asking are you alone? Are you alone?"

    I'm assuming a lot of these guys either thought Vlad was a prostitute or in some cases he approached them first. One guy just outright asks him where his house is then when he says why he just says 'sex' which is a really weird thing to do. It would be really weird here. He also doesn't just ignore these guys who approach or avoid them like most people would do so this experience isn't entirely accurate he's trying to [BEEP] with them. But he lives in Russia afaik so cultual norms are also probably different there anyway but strangers don't usually approach you like this in the UK ime especially if you're dressed casually.

    The only times at night I've been approached have been homeless people asking for money or twice in one night I got asked for a cigarette but otherwise I've never been asked for a cigarette and since I look young for my age it's likely during a significant chunk of my life people assumed I was under age anyway. I would always get id'd and one time I was buying something when I was 25 and I got asked if I was in high school by someone because they had a student discount. I mean first they asked if I was a student I said no then they asked about me being in high school like they thought that was a possibility...

    I think as a teenager someone tried to sell me weed but I'm pretty sure I was with someone else at the time so was more like approaching the group I was in.

    Also when I used to dye my hair sometimes strangers would compliment that. Not during the night time just in general. I also had a girl compliment my top once during the day. Oh and one guy complimented an IAMX cap I was wearing after a concert. Other people have started conversations or asked questions about band t-shirts I'm wearing. I'm pretty sure that's happened multiple times. I can't really remember now. At least once regarding Steven Wilson band t-shirts etc.

    One time some guy started talking to me asking if I was coming from some place then trailed off and was like 'oh no you didn't' I think he was asking about the concert I'd just left (Steven Wilson,) but I dunno. Maybe he thought I was attractive and changed his mind lol.

    Also if we're talking in general I once had some drunk guy during the day saying some stuff to me but I can't remember what now. He was mildly annoyed and I just walked past him and continued on. Also the time on a train a drunk woman started talking to me and she was very weird but I spoke about her before lol. She started talking about some killer or something and then said men are assholes and then said she was going to get her daughter to attack me.

    Someone several months ago also was trying to get my attention I think from inside their car. I mean they were vaguely yelling, but I just ignored them. They might have been asking for directions or something but it was like the early hours of the morning down a side street, and there was no one else around and you can just use your phone now in most cases.

    But I never had someone catcall me or try to hit on me in some obvious way and the encounters I've had were also not exclusively female. I mean the weirdest stranger incident was definitely the woman on the train.

    In a bunch of F1nns videos he talks about getting hit on a lot in public and other weird experiences but his girlfriend doesn't. She seems just as if not more cute so I think it's because she dresses a bit differently and has less extroverted energy. He either talks about that in that video or this one:





    OK well guess I can't embed that video.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGR6wwJN78s

    I'm honestly not that surprised that F1nn gets hit on by a lot of straight women. There's a significant proportion of straight women, who only tend to be vocal during their yaoi/fujoshi/BL reading teen phase but then to go silent during adulthood for fear of judgment, who've both A: Often wished they themselves had a penis, and B: Are very into the thought of male/male pairings, both romantically and sexually. It's the equivalent of the old trope of guys who are really into watching lesbians, only with more social shame attached (making it harder to openly admit/discuss). From my observations at least, this population actually seems to be really into prettier guys (making F1nn an ideal candidate). I suspect because on the surface a relationship with a prettier, less classically (and perhaps toxically) masculine guy would seem to provide more flexibility for exploration and power sharing. In our society, there's still a social expectation that women will be sexually submissive and men will be sexually dominant, to the point where you risk being shamed for violating these norms (with both dominant women and submissive men facing that risk), and risk being seen as less womanly or manly (as the case may be) as a result, to the point where even many bi women will identify as being dominant only with other women but still submissive with men. It's why, even though a roughly 50/50 split for dominance/submission should be expected for both genders (as there is no biological motivator towards either), we still see the numbers in our society skewed towards far more sexually submissive women and far more sexually dominant men. For a lot of people, fear of the stigma drives them to the more socially acceptable place, and keeps them there. With a guy like F1nn, there's little expectation of having to conform to such social stereotypes. It gives a bottled-up straight woman the chance to more greatly explore shifting power dynamics without fear of judgment, the opportunity to try out something much closer to the male role from one of their fantasies. It's part of why material written by gay men for gay men tends to have far more classically masculine characters, whereas a lot of BL and shounen ai (which is primarily written by women) feature male characters who are both more likely to be bishonen (pretty boys) and more likely to be more open to their feminine sides.
    I see you also notice things lol.

    Although it's worth pointing out there's also overlap with trans and non-binary people there.

    To me the idea that there are more dominant men than submissive women isn't weird you would probably expect that. The weird part is that there are more submissive guys than dominant women (allegedly.)

    And sexologists seem to go out of their way to avoid researching this.

    the scare quotes around both "straight" men and "straight" women lmao
    Well I still find it very funny. A trans woman had this situation on twitter too. That trans woman was quite insane and psyhcopathic though and I can't be spending the time to go down that rabbit hole. But anyway at one point while reading her myriad of insane tweets I noticed she pointed out that she got hit on mostly by men and women who both identify as straight then was like 'the sexes aren't equivalent' or something as explanation lol.

    As a general rule and someone would shoot me for using assigned sex in this situation if this was twitter or whatever but it matches what I see - as a general rule. Amab people tend to label their sexuality based on secondary sex characteristics and afab people based on primary. But there's also the fact that women are more likely to be bi and have more varied preferences anyway I think + fluid sexualties. But you also see the thing where there are lesbian women who basically just date very masculine women and trans guys.

    Also of course you have the straight women who are having sex with women in that reddit thread I found days ago (not that it's the first time I've run into that.) And the straight women who watch lesbian porn. And the lesbian women who watch gay male porn. It's funny but also what the [BEEP] are people doing?

    I also have a lot of trauma with "straight" women where like a solid 50% of my woman friends who have identified that way have tried to [BEEP] me at some point but then threw me away and I just feel so like tired. It got to a point where I stopped being friends with hetero identifying women lmao because it was THAT bad.
    No really what kind of social bubble is this? This even seems weird to me knowing that nobody is using language correctly (especially afab people,) and nothing makes sense.

    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/25808718/

    It has been speculated that men's sexual arousal patterns may be related to sexual inhibition (Bailey, Rieger, & Rosen- thal, 2011; Rosenthal, Sylva, Safron, & Bailey, 2012). In short, in contrast to gay men, bisexual men may not be averse to sexual stimuli featuring women. Findings from the current study do not support the sexual inhibitionhypothesis for women. In order for this theory to be confirmed, one would expect (1) lesbians to rate men higher on the negative dimension of the SADI, and (2) heterosexuals to rate women higher on the negative dimension of the SADI.
    In the current study, the only observed difference on the negative dimension of the SADI was between bisexuals and heterosexuals for sexual contact with men, suggesting that bisexual women may feel more aversion during sex with men than heterosexual women do. Rather that arguing that bisexuals may be bisexual due to a lack of sexual inhibition, this finding instead raises the possibility that bisexual women define themselves as such because they are more averse to sex with men than heterosexuals are. In sum, male and female bisexuality may be driven by different mechanisms. It is noteworthy that in the current study, bisexual women reported higher sexual arousal and desire but also more aversion. Future studies should further explore which mechanisms may be related to both high positive and high negative sexual arousal.

    I want someone to explore this because it does seem interesting and personally relevant to me but I don't know if they have because I've never really stumbled on anyone talking about this specifically.

    The findings of this study indicate that a substantial percentage of women defines themselves as mostly heterosexual, bisexual, or as mostly lesbian, and that these women's subjective sexual arousal and desire in partnered sexual activities differ from those of heterosexual and lesbian women, further validating mostly heterosexual and mostly lesbian as distinct sexual orientations (Savin-Williams & Vrangalova, 2012, 2013).
    I feel like different studies find subtly different results too regarding personality traits and sexuality etc between orientation categories. Also depending on how you seperate people. This one was interesting because it added mostly heterosexual and mostly lesbian.

    This is just... What?

    For instance, Chivers et al. (2004) found that heterosexual women's subjective sexual arousal was higher to erotic films featuring female male intercourse than to female female intercourse. However, in another study, they reported higher arousal to female than to male stimuli, indicating lack of category-specificity (Chivers et al., 2007). It is still unclear why heterosexual women would report greater subjective arousal to female than to male stimuli
    Do they change their mind after they come out of these studies? Because that study they mention isn't the only one I've stumbled on where they had the same self report results. Are they just lacking in self awareness because they have lower sex drives? Are women who participate in these research studies unusual in some way? What the [BEEP] is happening?

    It's like everyone is walking around ignoring this and pretending that this isn't reality. It's hilarious but.

    Tbh I feel gaslit by the world.

    Don't even get me started on this lol:



    Which I've now linked a billion times.

    Why are people choosing to argue about the things they are politically instead of acknowleging this? I mean I get that it's Aella and she's a hobbyist but like this seems like a big deal and is anyone going to follow this up? I think more people should research fetishes and sexuality and political alignment among other things.

    Jordan Peterson brought it up one time and that was it lol (everyone else is in complete denial or ignoring the topic):

    "One thing that may have happened and I don't know this for sure but it's interesting to consider is that since women have been taking the birth control pill their preference for less masculine men has become more pronounced and that could easily be one of the things that's fueling at least some of the tension that's existed and exists now between men and women."

    I'm skeptical about it being attributable predominantly to the pill or hormonal birth control as I've said before. I might be weird (and also I don't self id as straight and I'm non-binary so I know people like me don't get included in research like this anyway,) but I've never been on birth control and I'm also not attracted to super masculine guys. My preferences are completly different from my mum who eg: finds Bruce Willis attractive I think she mentioned once.

    And it's not even just that. It's also how my sexuality functions that's atypical and breaks various norms. A lot of the time it feels like I'm kind of mentally blocked so it's like there's a kind of distance between me and sexual objects which fits this concept (there's one paper written about this under another name but nothing very explorative atm):

    Aegosexual classifies people who experience a disconnect between themselves and the subject of arousal. This enables them to experience sexual attraction, arousal, and desire in response to sexual stimuli, yet they have little or no desire to engage in sexual activity with anyone.
    This is slighty incorrect Anthony Bogaert coined another term (autochorisexual,) which basically nobody adopted because they were insulted by that paper and it was too clinical lol...:

    As most of you probably know, the psychologist Anthony Bogaert was involved in the coining of aegosexuality. But in his book Understanding Asexuality he also discussed how aegosexuality could be related to other concepts, including issues of identity in trans people:

    They [aegosexuals]--as individuals--are disconnected from their sexual responses to others or to sexual stimulation. In other words, they don't "own" those sexual attractions. Their bodies (or aspects of their brain regulating arousal) are responding to sexual stimulation on some level. The missing piece for them is the I or me, or an identity as an individual, in subjective sexual attraction. In other words, the I is missing in the statement "I am attracted to..."

    A similar phenomenon may occur in some forms of transgenderism. A transgendered person who was born as a biological male, for example, may not "own" his masculine responses. This individual may behave in a traditional masculine way, he may appear masculine, and his body may respond to stimulation in a traditionally masculine way, even sexually. But if this person does not "own" her responses, and in fact is completely disconnected from them because of an internal sense of self as female, these masculine responses are not part of her identity, or her I or me.
    If you take this analogy seriously, one could extend it to say that aegosexuals are kind of like a trans person in the realm of sexuality. It's our mental states that don't match up with our bodies.

    If you look at non-libidoist asexual people, they don't have this kind of disconnection because without a libido or sex drive their bodies are in alignment with their minds.

    Anyway I just thought would share this analogy because I find it interesting and perhaps illuminating. I also wonder how trans people who are also aegosexual would compare the two?
    Also my sense of sexual competition and envy and everything like that is blunted but sometimes there's some kind of connection and seems to be bi-gender essentially... It's so weird inside my brain lol. I once described it I think as someone taking male and female sexual drives and mashing bits together in a way that doesn't work well.

    It's also just like not having a map though? Which I guess could be undiagnosed autism or something I don't know. Certainly not everyone is wandering around feeling frustrated in this way clearly. Not even the straight women who are more aroused by women than men.....

    Oh I see someone pointed that out in the comment yeah lol:

    I think there’s a big overlap of people who are aegosexual, trans and daydreamers, because of their feelings towards sex and gender and wish to divorce themselves (ourselves- I’m definitely one of them) from the way we were born and the lives we have to live.

    So yeah I definitely believe there is a correlation between them. One critique of your post, however. Boghart didn’t coin the term aegosexual, he coined autochorissexual which is slightly different and more pathologized. Aegosexual was coined by the a community member and focuses on the absence of the self in sexuality more than the disconnect.
    This kind of response below is also irritating because it's like "yeah OK sure, but he's trying to understand and it's not going to always be politically correct..." It's also probably a fair point and people discuss stuff like this all the time anecdotally. I don't think it's insulting to point out a general trend and the implications of that...

    I'm trans and I didn't like that passage from his book at all. I found his treatment of gender in general to be very based in stereotypes, especially where he claims elsewhere that asexual women are less likely to enjoy wearing feminine fashion (and claims that wearing feminine fashions is partly about wanting to be seen by men as sexually attractive).
    This is litreally a post I just found on another asexual subreddit lol:

    Basically, in my personal experience, I feel distanced from "traditional femininity" I guess because I'm ace aro. And idk if it's a [BEEP] thing, an ace aro thing, or just a me thing.

    Do you guys think aces are more likely to be gnc or nah? Are you gnc, and is being ace part of why?
    Most studies have found that somewhere in 20-25% of aces identify as neither male or female, which is way above what is found in the general population, and higher than the general LGBT+ community. I wouldn't be surprised if you had a large enough sample size and could look at aro/ace people specifically, that percentage would get even higher. I don't think anyone has established an actual causal link, but there is definitely some sort of correlation. If one were to throw in questions to screen for gender detachment, I'm curious what the percentage would get to.
    It's all very convinient to be dismissive of the idea of anything that points to anything... Not innate necessarily but like what's the word I'm looking for? I don't know but material maybe works. If you're content and/or you don't give a shit. But then I also understand the lack of trust some people have for researchers based on history and how Humans are.

    And it's frustrating without having access to complete knowledge about everything. I can see why that guy Bronze Age Pervert quoted who is gay essentially went insane. I mean that guy believed like every conspiracy theory it seemed and definitely had some other mental health and trust issues - possibly some form of psychosis going on. Also I just disagreed with most of his conclusions and opinions lol...

    But I get the emotional reaction:

    And so we don’t know ANYTHING about the causes of homosexuality: there is a massive IDENTITY PROBLEM, because 'queers' don't even know why they're '[BEEP]'. The only thing they know it's that it's so wonderful and festive, and such a reason for glowing pride!
    Amazingly, [BEEP] academics themselves actually tell us in passing that 'queers' have no real identity. And they hardly seem worried about the implications… '[BEEP]' is, as David Halperin put it, whatever is at odds with the normative; it is an oppositionality vis-a-vis a norm, and fascinatingly, he adds: 'it is an IDENTITY WITHOUT AN ESSENCE'!
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    Also what are some more values of a "traditional husband" I'm curious because social media shows us traditional wives all the time but I don't ever see the equivalent Tik Tok made for "traditional husbands" and quite frankly it might be because none of us doofs really know.

    So far I've got chaste until marriage... Oops
    Pays for dates ✓
    Asks the dad for permission (ngl I've never really ran that by anyone's dad whom I've dated but I guess I could start if I felt so inclined)
    Then somebody else said like don't go out late at night a whole bunch I think was the jist.

    Is there anything else you can add to this list? Again I'm genuinely curious. Like what about like fixing stuff, lawn care, that kinda thing counts too?
    What about driving? Is that supposed to always be on the man?
    And obviously the chivalry holding doors open and walking on the inside of the street part for sidewalks. Which are all normally things that come natural to me. These count? Any more?
    There's content designed by and for conservative men but I don't know if there's much on tiktok because I'm not on that website. Notably none of it is designed to actually appeal to women and in general it doesn't seem to and instead annoys women. I think most conservative women who might appreciate that aren't online. The right wing women who create content are usually doing it for male attention (I don't mean that in an insulting sense that just seems to be their primary audience and I think most are self aware of that,) and half or more of them aren't traditional. The accounts that post tons of political stuff but never really talk about themselves might not be women in some cases when they're anonymous. Even when they are they're I guess 'disagreeable' people, very combative this is on twitter though which is an insane website but tiktok sounds insane too. Also the lifestyle of making content is in itself not traditional but that's an irony many have pointed out before.

    That anyone may still be confused about this is sad/funny. There's nothing traditional about social media.

    Here's Ben Shapiro (or his producers,) realising that his audience could be me (I don't watch him at all outside of a couple of things ever one of which was this video where he was clearly trying to get attention from liberals. I think he's often trying to get attention from liberals just not as good at it as Jordan Peterson or his sister - who actually paid to advertise to liberal and LGBT+ people lol when she started her channel. So I can see why his company hired Jordan.)



    All of the comments are like this:

    A theater filled with mothers, daughters, and a furiously angry Ben Shapiro
    "Let's say hypothetically I was a Barbie girl, and for the sake of the argument it was in the Barbie world"
    He's just a walking meme to people.

    This is my favourite one (because it's surreal obviously,):

    Hey i'm the real Ben Shapiro. I'm locked in your basement. I didn't hate barbie, that [BEEP] was fire. Let me out. Let me out.
    He - or his company - also hired a female version of him (Brett Cooper.) When I say a female version of him I mean she looks more like him than his own sister. Basically rule 63 Ben Shapiro. At this point it feels like some kind of Freudian thing honestly. In the universe where Freud wrote more about my fetish interests instead of incest.

    I swear half these people are failed academics and/or have a film/acting background. It's a whole thing. The one who did the gay student film I can't even remember his name now lol. The other one who is often conviniently in drag. I'm talking about 'conservatives' yes. His wife divorced him Steven Crowder yeah.

    Wow you really showed the people who wanted to see you dressed as a woman anyway.

    The redpill Andrew Tate guys aren't conservative either. Even when they decide to larp that way.

    "The materialistic guy who brags about cars, said he'd aggressively have sex with a trans woman who looks like Megan Fox, worked as a pimp for years, allgedly has kids with multiple women, converted to Islam only to deflect criticism isn't conservative. Shocking."

    Unpopular opinion: if you want a traditional wife, you'd better be ready to be a traditional man. If you want a traditional husband, you'd better be ready to be a traditional wife. No excuses. If you cannot meet your own standards, do not expect someone who meets standards YOU can't even meet.
    I don't know if you are a man or a woman; but this is typically the talking point of a woman who wants to shame men for their natural desire of a family life with order and productivity. When women say this, what they mean is; is he making enough so she can have the luxuries that she can still show off to her friends and family, not can he pay the bills and put food on the table and in the fridge? Questioning a man's ability to provide is a tactic to derail the conversation and spread the word to men who are not understanding why they are rejecting modern society yet because they have been fed f3m1nist propaganda for so long that they don't understand that there is a viable alternative. An alternative that has worked for thousands of years. Subsistence and luxury are 2 different things, and not mentioning it is disingenuous. This context is omitted because women don't want to show their lack of humility and how their vanity and pride are why relationships don't work in the West but elsewhere in more impoverished places, last 50 years.
    I'm pretty sure when women say it online it's mostly because they're looking for excuses for why they don't live up to traditional lifestyle rules - which most Western women don't and nor do they want to honestly.

    There is a viable alternative to complaining about Western women online it's called moving to 90% of the rest of the planet.

    Of course moving countries isn't always easy, but passport bros manage. So if you're serious enough you can probably pull it off.

    The Passport Bros Lifestyle Twitter page's caption is "Escape the hatred of feminist women and go to where you can thrive."

    I mentioned most of the reasons it is supported above. The arguments I've heard against it are that the people encouraging it seem to be encouraging sexual tourism. Many of the men that you see have traveled to a few countries but haven't married any of the so-called traditional women that they have spent their evenings with. It also buys into a narrative that all black (and western) women are combative, masculine, and don't take care of their men.

    The post in particular that you are referencing is about one passport bro who was called out for encouraging sexual tourism while staying in Brazil. Due to the response, he decided to leave Brazil for his safety.
    Obviously don't be a hypocrite.

    I just think about this:

    "But lesbians don't like me," she notes, in part because she insists that most women are bisexual, that the role of hormones accounts for an inevitable attraction between the sexes. Lately Paglia has been going out with men. But, she asks, "what man is going to take me seriously? I'm not a nurturer. Men have flashes of ego and confidence followed by relapses. They have to be stroked, and I don't have that patience." There is also the age problem. Recently she dated men around her age, 44, but found them over the hill sexually. She would prefer younger men, but her pride restrains her.
    I had crushes on women -- actually I loved charismatic, extreme people, women or men. By high school I was saying I must be a lesbian, because if you are attracted to women, you're a lesbian. I was also attracted to men, but I didn't get along with men.
    Tbh I'm furious that she invented Tumblr (lol nah she was born too late still):

    You famously collected 599 photos of Elizabeth Taylor when you were a teenager. Which one should we use to illustrate this interview?
    I collected 599 pictures of Elizabeth Taylor -- some people find that obsessive. I collected 599. Not 600, but 599.
    When she devoured books on ancient Egypt, her father was gratified. But movies also held her in thrall. Paglia's love affair with popular culture, which forms the forthcoming second volume of Personae, was already blossoming when she was a child. "Egypt and Hollywood were equivalent phenomena to me, equally rich and fabulous," she says. Her father demurred. "He lectured me on Voltaire's disapproval of actors," Camille recalls, "and this was the time when I was making my collection of 599 Elizabeth Taylor pictures."
    Oh right she played Cleopatra. That makes so much sense.

    Whatever Taylor once was, it is now completely lost on a new generation (one that, ironically, Taylor helped to create).
    When I was a kid there was a hairstyle I'm pretty sure was based on her Cleopatra character in either The Sims or The Sims Bustin' Out. I forget which game but I used to give it to lots of my female Sims. It was also a super popular costume aesthetic until it became too politically incorrect.

    I also wanted to be an archeologist at one point as a kid but that was purely because of Tomb Raider.

    I also downloaded her outfits from Tomb Raider Legend in The Sims 2 the red and black dress.

    It's possible to view her in a sexual and aesthetic way, and also as a badass. And she's British which is even cooler (for me.)

    So I'm very defensive of her.

    Why we've been arguing about Lara Croft for two decades
    lol

    Though Paglia writes, from time to time, about politics and culture, for the most part she has receded from the center of feminist debate. "It must be stressed that my flamboyant media presence lasted scarcely four years and was boosted by the official book tours for three bestsellers in a row (1991?94)," she writes in the new book. "After that, like the Roman general Cincinnatus returning to his plow, I simply resumed my cherished seclusion as a teacher and writer. As I often say, I?m just a schoolmarm!" She has been ensconced at the University of the Arts, a school of visual and performing arts, in Philadelphia, for 33 years. In the past decade, she's undertaken solitary research into the Native American tribes of southeastern Pennsylvania, collecting artifacts and noting rock formations that she believes appear manmade. She hopes this research might develop into a book, but said that her agent foresaw little commercial appeal.
    "I'm lucky," she told me. "I have absolutely no importance of any kind. Now and then, someone will come up to me and say, after class, 'You know, my father is a fan of yours, and he says that you've written some books.' I say, 'Well, thank you, send my best wishes to your father.' So they have absolutely no sense whatever that I write books or anything else. Maybe now they're starting to, because of the web -- they're starting to see me interviewed on YouTube or things like that."
    Her ex, Alison Maddex (a co-founder of New York's Museum of Sex), lives nearby, and the two of them are parents to a 14-year-old son. ("I wouldn?t have known how to raise a girl," Paglia said. "I mean, the idea that I would have to -- pink nail polish, all that, oh my god. I don't know what I would have done.")
    It took most of my life to realize that men are not tyrants or egomaniacs. I had an epiphany in a shopping mall recently that put it all in perspective. I was having a piece of pizza and I saw all these teenage boys running around in the mall. They were wild. I looked at them and saw this desperation. When I was their age I hated those kinds of boys because they were so obnoxious. They are so involved in their status, gaining it, afraid of losing it. I'm glad I don't have to be that age again. So they sat down near me and they didn't notice me. I didn't exist on their radar map. I was thinking, This is great. I was watching. They were full of energy and life. And I suddenly realized, My God, the reason they are so loud, the reason they are so uncontrolled, the reason I hated them at that age is that they bond with each other against women. It was the first time they were able to be away from the control of a woman -- their mothers. They were on their own and for this period they're very dangerous. Women have to watch out when they go to fraternity parties, because the men are all trying to up their status among one another and there is all this testosterone. And then some girl will snag them. And that's it. It's over for them. They get married and they're under the control of their wives forever. You hear these women all the time, on, like, Ricki Lake, saying, "You know, I have two children, but actually I have three children" about the husband, and it's true: The husband becomes a child again. Even when men are doing their share, taking out the garbage, doing the mopping, whatever, women are still running the household. They are in control and the men become subordinate again. So that's what the feminists are so worried about? Men who are subordinated by their mothers and then by their wives? Men are looking for maternal solace in women, and that's the nature of heterosexuality. Now you tell me, who really has all the power?
    I think this is an interesting way of looking at the world:

    ?What I see is not a world of male oppression and female victimization, but an international conspiracy by women to keep from men the knowledge of men's own frailty. A strange maternal protectiveness is at work.?
    Most men (right wing men anyway,) would probably argue that highlighting male vulnerability is maternal in a devouring way. I guess it depends on the context though since plenty of those guys lean into victim narratives themselves.

    ...

    Pearl Davis proves right wing men don't want what they say they want

    Nobody seems to want to date Pearl Davis even though she tries so hard to be the biggest "pickme". It just proves that these right wingers don't actually like a submissive woman.

    They want to convince and break an unbroken woman's spirit to feel like a powerful alpha. The "alpha" wants the woman to let him have sex with her even though she isn't in the mood, that's sexy to him. It's no fun if she's already broken. That's when they dump her for someone new to destroy.

    Pearl Davis is only used to coerce other women who aren't like her. She's too willing, too eager, it creeps them out. In a way she's the best troll that we could ever hope for. She makes it so blatantly obvious by being such a ridiculous caricature of a submissive trad that it's all bs.
    No that's not quite it. (I also wonder if they're projecting because that was posted in TwoXChromosomes. Or I'm projecting but it's more interesting that way.)

    She's not submissive the way those men want sub women. She has a job, she's online on social media, she "debates" men, she's actually not agreeable at all. Also, she dated a black man. And a lot of white males in those type kf spaces do not want to date a white woman who dated black men. Thats not a new ideology btw.
    Yes that's it.

    The majority of their fanbase are always male.

    They generally avoid relationships though and/or get few offers that appeal to them.

    Comparing her to Paglia is kind of insulting Paglia though lol at least so far.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    I swear half these people are failed academics and/or have a film/acting background. It's a whole thing. The one who did the gay student film I can't even remember his name now lol. The other one who is often conviniently in drag. I'm talking about 'conservatives' yes. His wife divorced him Steven Crowder yeah.

    Wow you really showed the people who wanted to see you dressed as a woman anyway.
    I have to say this is the weirdest personal life section I've ever read on wikipedia (well probably not actually but it's up there):

    In 2012, Steven Crowder married Hilary Korzon. Both before and after the wedding, Crowder argued in favor of sexual abstinence before marriage. In 2023, they divorced. Crowder?s ex-wife accused him of emotional abuse.[source?] Crowder said he did not abuse her.

    Crowder is a zoophile. In a now-deleted YouTube video from 2018 on PragerU's channel, Crowder demonstrated how he would [redacted graphic description]
    Also I love that it's in the 'personal life' section and not under controversies or something.

    Oh it's only the simple English version of wikipedia that's edited that way. I ended up there by Googling I don't usually check that. I'm surprised that was included lol and no one had removed it. I mean he did say it but it's not the kind of thing that normally ends up on wikipedia. It was probably a joke too but still.

    And this is what I was talking about before:





    Liberal left people are supposedly into a lot of kinks that are tangentially related to feminisation so I assume if Aella'd included that in her questions it would have popped up yeah. I'm not sure we want to talk about some of the things the supposed 'authoritarian right' are into though - oh wait you did!

    He's not wrong though. I am obsessed with that (not as much as I just like skinny guys with long hair and glasses though tbh,) but in hindsight I think he should have hired Vlad's wife to do his makeup for him (I think he said she does a lot of his makeup.) He has a lot of money so there's no excuse.



    Why is she taking it so seriously lol? Octopus drop was hilarious and he's obviously fucking around.

    Even when Vlad's doing it himself it looks better:



    Obviously this is because he's not a big Russian man.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    I'm honestly not that surprised that F1nn gets hit on by a lot of straight women. There's a significant proportion of straight women, who only tend to be vocal during their yaoi/fujoshi/BL reading teen phase but then to go silent during adulthood for fear of judgment, who've both A: Often wished they themselves had a penis, and B: Are very into the thought of male/male pairings, both romantically and sexually. It's the equivalent of the old trope of guys who are really into watching lesbians, only with more social shame attached (making it harder to openly admit/discuss). From my observations at least, this population actually seems to be really into prettier guys (making F1nn an ideal candidate). I suspect because on the surface a relationship with a prettier, less classically (and perhaps toxically) masculine guy would seem to provide more flexibility for exploration and power sharing. In our society, there's still a social expectation that women will be sexually submissive and men will be sexually dominant, to the point where you risk being shamed for violating these norms (with both dominant women and submissive men facing that risk), and risk being seen as less womanly or manly (as the case may be) as a result, to the point where even many bi women will identify as being dominant only with other women but still submissive with men. It's why, even though a roughly 50/50 split for dominance/submission should be expected for both genders (as there is no biological motivator towards either), we still see the numbers in our society skewed towards far more sexually submissive women and far more sexually dominant men. For a lot of people, fear of the stigma drives them to the more socially acceptable place, and keeps them there. With a guy like F1nn, there's little expectation of having to conform to such social stereotypes. It gives a bottled-up straight woman the chance to more greatly explore shifting power dynamics without fear of judgment, the opportunity to try out something much closer to the male role from one of their fantasies. It's part of why material written by gay men for gay men tends to have far more classically masculine characters, whereas a lot of BL and shounen ai (which is primarily written by women) feature male characters who are both more likely to be bishonen (pretty boys) and more likely to be more open to their feminine sides.
    Thinking about this comment again.

    I don't know if the attraction to 'prettier' guys is really connected to role flexibility. I feel like I've always just been physically attracted to guys who look like that as a seperate thing. Some of the fictional characters I was into were behaviourally pretty masculine as well but very androgynous (like one vampire character in a Korean manwha (comic) that honestly pretty much just looked female but it was a heterosexual romance story so was a fairly typical guy I think just more vain.) Although I was never specifically into BL manga/anime that much either moreso Western equivalent stuff or fanfiction.

    I also feel like the sexuality is tangentially related to 'gamp' and that probably explains both the wanting a dick + attraction to 'pretty guys' better. Especially if you're using F1nn as an example he's probably more feminine than most of the guys that demographic are into. So if someone was mostly attracted to people who look like him I'd just consider that the same sexuality at that point. But generally afab people are into more masculine people than GAMP guys are but.. I'm not 100% sure about that in every case. It's kind of a grey area anyway.

    Plus GAMP guys are more AGP but if you already have a dick that aspect isn't going to be obvious unless you're afab and if you already look feminine or are ambivalent about having breasts that aspect won't show up if you're afab (well it would, but not as visibly probably. AGP in general isn't going to show up as visibly since it's basically normal to want to look like other women if you're a woman):

    https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26498424/

    Background: Gynandromorphophilia (GAMP) is sexual interest in gynandromorphs (GAMs; colloquially, shemales). GAMs possess a combination of male and female physical characteristics. Thus, GAMP presents a challenge to conventional understandings of sexual orientation as sexual attraction to the male v. female form. Speculation about GAMP men has included the ideas that they are homosexual, heterosexual, or especially, bisexual.
    Results: GAMP men had arousal patterns similar to those of heterosexual men and different from those of homosexual men. However, compared to heterosexual men, GAMP men were relatively more aroused by GAM erotic stimuli than by female erotic stimuli. GAMP men also scored higher than both heterosexual and homosexual men on a measure of autogynephilia.
    No idea why the two are connected. I think it was about 50% in that study which is much higher than in the general population.

    Like so sometimes I specifically like stuff with female language terms if I'm looking up erotic audio stuff (uh I don't like it if more masculine guys who are dominant use feminine language I think - not if I'm self inserting, but if it's a feminine sounding guy who is dominant, or femdom I probably don't care as much, and I also specifically like it sometimes if it's with a submissive guy using those terms for the person listening. So basically I just don't like the dynamic with a dominant masculine guy I guess, then again it might also be the whole thing that doesn't work in that scenario,) and since I'm afab that wouldn't really be questionable except that I also get social dysphoria sometimes when people use those terms in everyday contexts and I'm put off if they describe stuff happening to the listener's breasts which is more atypical.

    I have a lot of aversion to breasts but also arousal with other people's sometimes. It's very weird. This is an everday thing with my own body I've always had too I just kind of try to ignore that I have that body part. I also feel like there are times when I become more aware and it's more unpleasant, but mostly I'm good at ignoring them especially with clothes. That's why I wanted someone to study the bisexual arousal/aversion thing.

    I think it's possible my brain doesn't distinguish between my body and other's so it thinks my body isn't my body. Not completley though otherwise I think my life would be more surreal.

    Oh and I don't think there's more social shame attatched. It's bad but there's less exposure so it's mostly just other women and insecure trans guys who are like 'you're preying on/fetishising gay men' or comments by people on 4chan. But 4chan is like the home of degenerecy so you can't really be that offended. Also some lesbian trans women on twitter sometimes rant about 'fujoshi' there's a specific social circle (I can't go down that rabbit hole. I think it overlaps with the issues many people who use the term 'theyfab' have with afab non-binary people as well.) But it's hardly equivalent to the 'you're a disgusting degenerate pedo rapist' kind of [BEEP] amab people in general get from other people. People tend to infantalise afab people so there's a ceiling to how many predatory accusations you can get. For now I think this is going to disappear in 10-20 years because of the internet's impact on cultural awareness lol. I just think that feminine people are more susceptible to social shame and most of that demographic are more feminine. Probably has something to do with agreeableness (the personality trait.)

    Anyway. I get to fetishise both.



    I'm actually rarely attracted to gay men though so it's funny.

    Reminds me of the comment they got too about her not being a real trans woman and about how her girlfriend wants to date a 'real gay man' lol:



    So first afab people were fetishising you and now you're harassing this couple because you think she's supposed to be fetishising you? (She wrote a m/m romance book and honestly it's not a reach to say she's in this demographic broadly.)

    I struggle to keep up. It's almost like some of you want an ego boost.

    "I won't have sex with you. And nobody else should be allowed to either. Or transistion unless they're only attracted to men. Looking pretty/feminine is only for male attention/attraction."

    That's basically what he's saying.

    Still not over that. The audacity.

    I don't think they really got what he was saying either which is probably for the best but since it relates to everything I'm talking about in this post I did.
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    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    Periodically checking if being non-binary is OK yet culturally lol (it's not. But I kind of knew that lol. Especially in the UK legally/culturally it's bad.) Of course reddit is less conservative than most websites too.

    Actually plot twist the non-binary partner came out as a trans woman a few weeks later (this thread is 8 months old) so uses female pronouns now, and OP came out as non-binary trans masc. Which is kind of ironic because now all those terrible comments are basically talking about the OP. I've seen this happen a bunch of times so not really weird to me. It's partly because of what I mentioned in the previous post I think.

    My spouse is non-binary

    My spouse recently came out to me as non binary, they were AMAB. They told me that long term they hope to present as more feminine. They are not ready to come out to others so I?m left to process this on my own. I don?t want them to misunderstand any of my own feelings as me not supporting them. When ever it comes up I just remind them that I love them and support them. They seem so much happier since they?ve started to come to terms with their own identity and it?s wonderful to see the light back in their eyes but I can?t help feeling alone.

    Update: I was never expecting people to respond to this. I just wanted to say it to someone since my normal support system will not be an option until my spouse is ready to come out to our families.

    This was never a question of leaving my spouse, I love them dearly, their gender identity is of little consequence, it does not impact our shared passions or our love for one another. I will be going back to therapy just to have someone to talk to and I am looking into other resources that we can explore together during this time.

    For all of you who said kind and supportive things, I appreciate you.
    I have friends who have gone through this exact process. They (formally he) are bi, NB, and wanted to present as more androgynous or feminine, and they both had to work through the new developments together. It's certainly not an easy process, but they are still together now after about two years after coming out.

    Part of what they decided was to open their marriage to other partners, but that is not a viable solution for everyone, so I'm not going to say that will fix things for you, but it did make things easier since she is very straight and they were interested in exploring their bisexuality.

    Obviously, it took a lot of very frank, open conversations, a lot of adjustment, a lot of open-mindedness, but today they are in a much better place, both as individuals and as a couple.

    I don't know if any of that is useful to you, but maybe it at least shows that it's possible to get through this and be an even stronger, better couple on the other side. Maybe ask in NB spaces how their SO's reacted if you haven't already? They can probably offer more practical advice. Either way, good luck!
    OK why would they immediately assume because the OP's spouse came out as non-binary she's 1. bisexual 2. wants an open relationship?

    Again this comment what?

    This post is really sad. Because you think that you love this person when really they aren?t the person you fell in love with. That?s the thing you aren?t getting. You fell in love with what they were born as, you are attracted and fell in love not with just a person but that gender. Are you not your gender as well now or are you going to identify as a lesbian or bi, because they decided to be who they feel they are?

    You understand that your spouse is very very selfish for doing this to you and in all honesty should have told you the same time as everyone else so that YOU could have the support you needed as well. I'm going to be honest with you, you can think this will work out but what happens when they find someone they find attractive and it happens to be of the opposite gender of you?

    You are thinking of right here and now when really you have to start seeing the whole picture. They aren't the same person you met, fell in love with and married, if they were then they would of been happy and fine being who they were with you
    So you mean sexuality not gender? Lesbian and bi are sexuality labels. Also the second bolded part what?

    Because of the subreddit where they posted this a lot of the responses were transphobic and/or ignorant (like 50-70%) Also most comments from non-binary people or otherwise supportive etc were massively downvoted. Not actually quoting the worst stuff. There's also a lot of 'your partner is terribly selfish' type comments which are a bit ironic now I guess.

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    As someone whose spouse actually has a mental illness, kindly F-off. Your hate is not helpful.
    Who knows what that said since it was removed by the actual site admins.

    Non binary fancy term for I'm not into you anymore.
    Pretty sure it's not.

    Take him to therapy before he's too far gone
    There were a lot of people who were like 'take her to therapy' conversion therapy basically. I don't think they realise that's illegal in some countries and therapists won't necessarily agree with transphobia.

    This is more bothersome in a way than straight up transphobia because it's complete misinformation and no professional is going to be able to do this. There are people who medically transistion and don't and people who's dysphoria is reduced or fluctuates and it also varies in severity in the first place but basically no one's dysphoria goes away entirely and no professional has managed to cure dysphoria:

    It can be a gender dysphoria. Gender dysphoria is like an eating disorder. You can't tell a person with an eating disorder to "just go and buy food", but there is help to get. In a similar wqy you can't tell a person with gender dysphoria to just look in their pants and get over with it, dysphoria is a feeling. But people can get help and through therapy for anxiety disorders relieve their gender dysphoria. Not everyone will be "cured", but many will.
    I've had basically the same feelings about my secondary sex traits for my entire life post puberty. It's not even severe dysphoria and it still hasn't gone away. Anxiety disorder therapy also won't help hell it might not even help with anxiety disorders (cbt didn't help me with social anxiety.)

    I also think (partly because of what I mentioned in my previous post,) that it would be difficult or impossible to change with just talk therapy. There seem to be neurological differences too that show up in brain scans involving body processing stuff. But that's just physical dysphoria social dysphoria is a bit different probably.

    It makes intuitive sense to me but it's also what this study found:

    https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-017-17352-8

    This paper uses very technical language though and I don't think any journalists bothered to really cover that. It would have been cool if at least one media outlet tried to break this info down but couldn't find anything by googling and that study was released in 2017.

    Totally cool to break up and divorce over this, even if you're religious it's allowed. It's cool you're supportive but you can be supportive apart too. You deserve to have a partner that is a true partner.
    How is being non-binary being a fake partner exactly?
    When I came out to my boyfriend as non-binary, it changed nothing important between us. He just went with: Ok so what do I call you now? Ok. And now instead of just bringing feminine stuff from festivals he occasionally go to, he also bring me back cap and masculine stuff. It's literally the only thing that changed.
    Sure if the non-binary thing eventually evolve to a trans thing, with complete transition to the opposite gender, I understand that this is more likely to become a problem in a relationship.
    But when we are just talking about being non-binary, I don't really understand what is the big deal? I don't ask that in a ill intent way, but I'm just trying to understand why is it posing a problem?
    I think it depends on whether it changes internally how they view you (which tbh it should,) and also if they're still physically attracted if you change your appearance a lot.

    I also think 'true partner' was a weird way of putting it.
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    By internal incoherence

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    This person seems misinformed about what bigender means and also what drag means:

    My friend (30F) is getting married and asked one of her best friends (33M) to help with the wedding by planning a bachelorette. The guy is gay and was enthusiastic about planning the party, and the bride knew he was the right choice because he's organized and knows a ton of connections to have an awesome bachelorette.

    We were sitting for lunch together and talking about the wedding, when the guy said he would like to come to the wedding in drag, as he feels "more beautiful" dressed as a woman. The bride said she would support him going in drag, but not for her bachelorette or the wedding, because she wants all eyes on her and everyone to talk about her. Being in drag would take all the attention away from her she said.

    The guy huffed a bit and said "I thought you're my friend" where she said "you're my friend so I would like it if you just did this for me for my wedding". He asked who is in the right and I said I agreed with the bride. He seemed down and left early.

    Was I the AH or am I wrong?

    Edit: This gay friend identifies as 'bigender' ever since he started to do drag on a regular basis. He goes by he/him when in his male form and she/her in drag. He does drag at work sometimes and when he goes on dates. So far no hormones or sex surgeries or anything like that. He gets far more attention in drag, and he even went to his sister's wedding in drag so I guess he thought it would be fine to go to the bride's wedding in drag too.

    Edit 2: The gay friend isn't planning to do drag in a spectacular fashionista way like on RuPaul, it's more like he is going to dress as a woman. The bride doesn't want that because he would clearly look like a man in drag, and she doesn't want any attention away from her during the wedding or bachelorette because they are her days. Otherwise she doesn't care if the gay friend does drag on her birthday parties or whatever else.
    Drag is a very specific over the top performance/aesthetic and doesn't apply to just any feminine amab expression.

    I also find wedding culture kind of toxic like how the focus is mostly entirely on the bride and even the groom is kind of secondary at their own wedding half the time but then most guys don't really care and weddings are mostly for women.

    It's difficult for me to relate to because I find the idea of a wedding with it being performative mostly awkward and terrible. I'd prefer to just do something with my partner. Thinking about who to invite and that whole thing just gets stressful for reasons. So it's hard to imagine. Also you have to have witnesses right? So someone else would have to be there... I don't like the idea of legal marriage either really. And it's annoying that someone can be in a long term relationship for longer than some legally married couples but be considered lesser by the state too etc.

    So getting past my issues with wedding culture and the marriage in general (there's also the amount of money it costs which you could spend on a vacation/house etc though of course that's down to individual people to decide.)

    So getting past that lol. I can see why she would not want him to present in drag because that would be very attention stealing but I think there's a difference between that and just presenting femininely. The latter might be attention grabbing too depending on if she passes and if people recognise her etc. But I consider that to be a cultural problem that needs to change. Is she going to force all her female guests to show up wearing dresses if they want to wear some kind of suit? Probably lol. Maybe she would. But also probably not because of cultural double standards.

    I don't like it, and I don't like enforced gender norms in general. But it is her wedding. Another reason to not like them I guess lol. There are so many gendered rules with weddings as well. People have been recently abandoning them especially at eg: gay weddings but a lot of the traditional stuff is offputtingly gendered.

    I mean it's a 'straight (tm)' wedding though so I guess you have to respect their culture. Couldn't be me etc.

    Respectfully, I find your distinction to be unhelpful to the friend's case.

    A wedding is accepted as an event prioritizing the bride and the groom. Anyone who wants to undermine that expectation should skip the wedding. It?s that simple. Friend is an entitled narcissist.
    See you can make that case but you can also make the case that weddings are inherently narcissistic. And they are.

    OP is trying to downplay the fact that the friend is trans and using their sexuality to conflate the issue. The first clue was the term "bigender," then in subsequent edits revealing that the friend presented as female for work and other activities. At that point, the transphobia is pretty blatant.
    Yeah probably. I also like how they brought up hormones like he'll just magically start treating them better if they decide to medically transistion. Incredibly fucked implications.

    Well, I think the bride is an AH because she had her bigender friend to plan pre wedding parties bc you know " they do things like that so well." Then they can't go to the wedding and reception if they dress feminine (as previously stated, drag is way different than dressing feminine). I'm assuming, because it wasn't mentioned, that she didn't pay her friend for their work, as she would have had to if a party planner did the work.

    It seems like people are demonstrating their prejudices when they are saying it will take attention away from the bride. I'm 65 yrs old and couldn't care less what people wear. Ohhh, what if they had to wear a burka?!

    Obviously, just my opinion. Also my opinion, the bride is no friend to "party planner" friend.
    Yeah I glossed over that aspect but I feel like she should have known/said something earlier or something. Also there seems to be some weird stereotype of bachelorette parties ending up in gay bars and I wonder if that happened and if she'd freak out by people there in drag since she said she didn't want him wearing feminine clothing on that night either.

    This is also a common thing in other cultures. Like the calabai and bissu in Bugis culture. I get it though the West has 'egalitarian homosexuality' for a reason and all that. Because we hate amab people presenting femininely and overreact about it all the time.

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gender_in_Bugis_society

    In pre-Islamic Bugis culture, bissu were seen as intermediaries between the people and the gods, according to Indonesian anthropologist professor Halilintar Lathief. The bissu are closely associated with the female yet androgynous moon goddess, as her spiritual offspring.[12] Up until the 1940s, the bissu were still central to keeping ancient palace rites alive, including coronations of kings and queens.[7] Historically, bissu have played an important role in other ceremonies as well, particularly in weddings and childbirth events.

    [...] Bugis society has a cultural belief that all five genders must coexist harmoniously;[5] but by 2019 the numbers of bissu had declined dramatically, after years of increasing persecution and the tradition of revering bissu as traditional community priests. Bissu have mostly survived by participating in weddings as maids of honour and working as farmers as well as performing their cultural roles as priests. Hardline Islamic groups, police and politicians have all played their part in Indonesia's increased harassment and discrimination of nonheterosexuals.
    According to the Bugis gender system, calabai are generally assigned male at birth but take on the role of heterosexual women. Their fashions and gender expression are distinctly feminine but do not directly match those of "typical" heterosexual women. Especially in the modern era, calabai fashion has also been influenced by styles outside of traditional Bugis culture, such as from Islamic and Christian sources.[18] Customary calabai roles include wedding planning and hairdressing.

    If there is to be a wedding in Bugis society, more often than not calabai will be involved in the organization. When a wedding date has been agreed upon, the family will approach a calabai and negotiate a wedding plan. The calabai will be responsible for many things: setting up and decorating the tent, arranging the bridal chairs, bridal gown, costumes for the groom and the entire wedding party (numbering up to twenty-five), makeup for all those involved, and all the food. Rarely did I attend a village wedding with less than a thousand guests. On the day, some calabai remain in the kitchen preparing food while others form part of the reception, showing guests to their seats.
    -- Sharyn Graham
    What if it's taking attention away from the groom? (I assume there's a groom cause I just feel like as a general rule if they were sapphic this wouldn't be happening.) Why isn't the groom wearing a dress?

    Am I obnoxious? Yes.

    The edits? you know YTA 😐
    Yeah I mean I'm less interested in the bride I kind of don't even want to touch that (although I already did in this post,) but he asked about himself and he's clearly just misinformed and he's the asshole for misrepresenting the entire situation lol.

    Also she wears skirts in everyday situations (How has no one clipped this?):



    "You know I was looking up Forbes magazine and it said that people who were bisexual are more likely to succeed in business and I think I want to be in that seventy-three percent."

    "I want to ease myself into it so I thought I could start with genderfluid guys."

    "Drag queens?"

    "No like genderfluid. You know genderfluid."

    "Yeah I know about genderfluidity"

    "Tell me about genderfluidity"

    "I mean I've worn like skirts to like regular events"

    "Yeah that's it. That's it."

    That's not it btw.

    Oh I forgot there's a wedding on that show lol. Spoilers I guess.

    At my wedding (in an alternate universe.) I'm going to hire a genderfluid person to do this 6:05 minutes in:



    "Both these men are not stereotypical they do not fall into your fucking categories. Who knows maybe they aren't even gay. Maybe just maybe Caleb's had sex with women. Multiple, multiple women. Or maybe he hasn't. And I'll take questions on that later."

    Make stuff really funny and awkward. It's only funny if you've seen this though.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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