So I've been cutting on and off since I was about 14 and recently was in therapy for it and my depression. After the therapy I felt really good and didn't cut for about 4 or 5 months..even some of my scars started to fade which I was really happy about (they are on my legs)..I can honestly say I didnt really have a bad day for months until last night. I don't even know how it all started, it might be because this time of year (christmas/new years) I feel extremely lonely or maybe I was just due a bad day..well anyways I cut myself on my legs again and now I feel like a complete failure and like I've let my therapist down because we spent so long talking about everything..I don't know what to do, I don't want to completely relapse and have to go back on medication and therapy again but I'm terrified that I will...sigh sorry for moaning