I need to vent. I need to vent because:
1) Yesterday I went to the shrink and he pissed me off. First of all, the appointment was supposed to be at 5:00 pm but my session didn't start until 6:00pm. Yes, I had to wait for one whole damn hour before it was my turn. Then, when I entered, in the middle of the session he received a call and had to leave for a moment and left me there waiting ONCE MORE. Then, he returned with cake and coffee.
2) MUM. Arrgggghhhhh!!!! All she does is moan and call names and piss everybody off. None of us can stand her any longer! My grandfather (my father's father) died about a week ago. And what does she do? She fights constantly with my father due to the fact that said grandfather didn't have any money and now my father and his brothers have to pay for his funeral out of their own pockets. Mum, please stop. Just stop. Besides, she doesn't think I'm going to get better. She told me that it's useless spending so much money on me, if I'm not going to get any better. Yeah, mum, thanks a lot for the support and encouragement you've always given me....NOT.
3) I will be starting university next Monday. I don't think I will be able to cope. This depression is freakin sucking the life out of me. The shrink increased my prescribed dose of Prozac. I still have trouble trying to focus, and I'm very underweight (BMI 16.4). everyone around me wants me to eat but I just don't feel like it most of the time. Fml.
That's all. thak you for letting me vent and sorry for whining everybody lol.