First i'd like to say welcome to sa2bexposed!
I currently deal with a few issues in my life, and bipolar disorder is one of those issues. I know it's not easy to live with the mood swings and the severe highs and lows, but it doesn't mean it's impossible to get help!
If you need anyone to talk to, vent to, or just someone to be there for you...Let me know! There is always hope, and always a road to recovery.