angry and upset

[L]

People wonder why I keep to myself, do my own thing not getting involved with others.

People wonder why I wasnt out Thursday night when I wasn't asked. People wonder why I are lunch alone when when my one friend is in you don't ask.

people cry to me in a panic asking for help and when it's offered, even though I'm really busy, its declined when someone more fun and outgoing offered to help

I'm afraid today I'll not hold it together. When people find better people they dont want me. I'm not even talking about just one person.

I don't care about not bring included but if you do don't fob me off when someone better comes.

I'm angry and upset

[Chopin12]

people have done that to me too, my whole life

it sucks when its someone you really care about, let alone not as close friends. its hard to be outgoing when from day one - no one accepted you.