I am suicidal tonight, for the first time in years.
I posted something that was inappropriate and kind of offensive on the other forum. I wish I hadn't posted it, because it was taken the wrong way, and everyone started trolling and attacking me. I was called every name in the book. I feel so down, I can barely lift my head up.
I know I am not attractive to women my age. I know that. I never said that I wanted to date someone who was a teenager, like others said I said. I am not a pedophile. All I said was that I could understand why someone would find a 17 year old attractive...that's miles from me stating that I would get involved in an underage relationship. And I phrased it badly.
I unfriended a bunch of people from the other forum on Facebook, and I may request a permanent ban here as well. I would request it at the other forum, but I don't think the new mods would grant it. They certainly weren't ready to help me when everyone started attacking me.
I am in tears tonight. I am too old to be a virgin. I probably need to die.