Attending graduation ceremony?
So, I'm a social outcast. People tend to ignore me. But that's okay. I'm trying to adapt to life of supreme isolation. Since people can hurt me.
Unfortunately, I have to attend graduation ceremony. Weak. I'm going to have to go up on stage and get my diploma. I fear that people will won't clap for me. Only a few people will. They will wonder who I am or hate me. When I was in cross country, during a pep rally, people didn't clap for me. Sheesh, that was mean of them. Why can't people love other people? Why can't we support one another.
Anyways, there people who want to attend, my family, relatives, a friend from Northern Ontario. But I fear that they will pity me if the crowd doesn't cheer for me like other people. They may think I'm a loser.
Dang it. People should have the option of being able to just get their diplomas without going to a ceremony.
I may be hated like Chris Hedges when he gave a speech denouncing the Iraq War at a College ceremony; War supporting Pro-American sheeple booed and jeered him.
I'll post this thread on SAS as well.
I need answers.