High school is what I'm referring to.

I know that I rule! I'm awesome. I'm great!

Yet, whenever I'm in school, I can end up feeling like a loser, that everybody hates me, because I get so shy. I can feel weak. It's as if everybody is stronger than me and will be more sucessful than me. It's like just because I haven't conformed, I'm just a loser.

But I'm not a loser.